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you ready
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yes yes i'm here okay we're ready okay
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yes
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oh we got this yes i'm here what
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yes okay um how do we do this okay yes i
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have a specific screen for this
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oh yes okay hello everyone i'd like to
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welcome
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fit yes hi
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oh god i have to like this is why we've
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got like a whole interview thing going
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on
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yeah it's not like i totally wasn't
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prepared for you
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this time around yeah
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well i know fairness i'm all prepared
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this time
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no we can totally look at each other or
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i'm sorry like is it rose now
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let me know yeah technically yes
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technically it's technically rose
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it bugs me every time people bring it up
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but yes i'm doing girl week
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i'm trying my absolute darndest to be
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like super feminine live as a girl for
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two weeks it's so
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we call it girl week but it's it's it's
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girl fortnight but i didn't want to have
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to put fortnight anywhere so you know
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oh my god i don't know like how did you
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do this council thing because like
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right now it's it's it's how did i do
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the council thing
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yeah i i'm like so you've been the new
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target of the council
01:26
yeah oh your days are numbered but it is
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like so incredible give me one second
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while i just kill this music for a
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second
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it's it's bad to have like uh like jazzy
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music while
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well my days are being enjoyed your
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number it's very like
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yeah you need like really horrific like
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yeah
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you know i would i would like uh super
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music trailer
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music but i'm just trying to how you say
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like separate like the audio that way
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like if you know this is like recorded
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and whatnot like
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like i can just hand it to like editor
01:58
and then like they can you know piece
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everything like nice
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pretty cool see looking there you go
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you're really thinking like a youtuber
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now
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this is pretty good i know right before
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i think
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for me for my content i used to just
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learn about it and whatnot
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oh wait yeah you finally got it holy
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crap i didn't even notice that you gotta
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edit that
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[Music]
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thanks thanks to them uh i'm able to
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like you know do a little bit more
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and all that jazz do a little bit more
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and like even though like
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uh i i'm still working on my end to like
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do this i need to like learn how to
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stop like with these thumbs
02:37
i almost almost went crazy last stream
02:41
what's that what what the [ __ ] happened
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uh
02:45
i i was just having a cool mellow time
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right
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but then i just wasn't ready i'm not
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ready for like
02:51
all this attention all this you know
02:53
getting stuff
02:55
it really hurts sometimes how do you
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deal with it
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you know you know money's money twitch
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takes half of it but you know
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you think of it like that which takes
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half of it anyway and then
03:08
the kite that see the kindness of the
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sims it depends have you promised them
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anything in return
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that's where i went wrong
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[Music]
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i've been sticking to them fairly well i
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just spent the last hour
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painting my toes because of the same
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council
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oh man i really don't know how to deal
03:30
with this like it's good that you're
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here right now because like i really
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need some
03:34
beauty health and direction five dollars
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this is fun
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i don't want them anymore
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it's kind of fun seeing this from like a
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third person perspective you know
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it's kind of neat oh god i just don't
03:48
know how you deal with it
03:50
50 donated three dollars it's mental
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right
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i mean it's cool everyone can completely
03:56
alright
03:57
someone please just just stop donating
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and just right now just because
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i i hear you've been and
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oh stop it oh my god
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it's so fun to listen to him
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is
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[Music]
04:24
yeah i'm going to try to give me a sec
04:25
i'm just going to try to disable this
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the people i always interact with is
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like cabbie man
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death metal fat cats anger [ __ ]
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bernal
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yeah girl's been around for ages both
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the alleys
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uh matthew
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[Music]
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coat do you want to do like yeah do you
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want to get in like trench coats and
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like
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skirts and thigh highs and [ __ ] [ __ ]
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go give me a [ __ ] second give me one
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second
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please please please
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my stream now boys finally my master
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plan blondie can't uh
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blondie can hear me but still uh [ __ ]
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it's my stream now boys
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it's all me it's all me little do you
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know i'm in the other room of blondie's
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apartment
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or house i don't know what they have and
05:38
then i've i've got a gun
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i'm gonna demand i'm gonna demand all of
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their wardrobe
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i'm gonna like i'm gonna take it all i'm
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gonna take i'm gonna take every
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every every blouse every skirt every
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dress
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mine every cosplay i mean what
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yeah take this oh my god you've got my
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beard how are you this prepared
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can you do can you please do a thing of
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a wardrobe i've been cross-playing
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crosstalk for like
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quite a while so how long that's
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uh i would say let's see when i first
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got started
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i did like oh god my nose my closet is
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so messy
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it's it's not because i want you to like
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see all the dead bodies that are in
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there or anything
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but totally that's the reason
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so do i call you like rose oh wait have
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you go
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i can tell you what i prefer and i can
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tell you well i'm contractually
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obligated oh okay
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all right okay okay
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yeah i i i think we're trying to come up
06:43
with a name for me arnold 50 believes in
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costs
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have you how many of how many of the
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council have you got have you got rudd
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uh have you got um miss kit nah have you
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got miss kiss
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you've heard of red rod oswa yeah i got
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red to just today
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oh
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there's there's quite a few there are
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people that aren't even in like
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i don't know if you've got taylor do you
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have taylor like
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taylor swift not taylor i don't think i
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have to heal her
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this is like [ __ ] like like like
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talking about like pokemon cards
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entirely like that
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no i've got a i've got a shiny tailor
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you got a shiny one oh god you gotta
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oh yeah show me how to play sim simpomon
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or some [ __ ] like that no
07:34
we me and taylor we did like a thing in
07:36
this stream um
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and that was like um nutty rudy there
07:40
was like a thing
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i we set up a donation goal thing or we
07:45
just set up a donation bar
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and then i just went like whatever a
07:49
stream makes i'm gonna give to taylor
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and taylor can just buy me a bunch of
07:53
stuff of amazon and i can just be
07:54
surprised with it and we end up getting
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like 600
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yeah we only get like 600 bucks so i've
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got like all those packages back there
08:02
there's even more downstairs but there's
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a freaking
08:04
i killed the spider i don't you don't
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know what i'm on about but i killed the
08:07
spider people that were in my stream oh
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yeah
08:09
i finally killed the [ __ ] spider
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i the chat enlightened me that it was a
08:22
giant it's called it was called a giant
08:25
brown house spider
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and apparently they're one of the
08:28
fastest spiders on the planet but not
08:30
fast enough for me buckaroo because i
08:32
dropped a brick on it i'm pretty happy
08:34
with that it died really quick
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hopefully painfully hopefully
08:40
it's literally it's a pancake right now
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bernal says
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i i feel like the moms are talking about
08:45
their kids i i heard that you're you're
08:47
a mother of four
08:49
i am is my mic [ __ ] are you are you
08:52
working like is it working
08:54
no people in chat are saying my mic's
08:56
[ __ ] uh i can hear you perfectly let
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me
08:59
just double check try talking again test
09:03
the scissors
09:05
uh test the test test test
09:17
testicles am i right chat
09:21
testicles your headset
09:24
penis fix [ __ ] and balls
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all right no oh man i wish we could get
09:30
some of the [ __ ]
09:32
some of the chat stuff in here vagina
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does this work sorry
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no it's okay don't worry about it okay
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that's good
09:40
okay i'll continue you then can you can
09:42
you send like a nice wallpaper
09:44
paint something nip
09:47
a nice wallpaper i don't know wallpapers
09:50
i've got the default windows background
09:52
right now
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uh someone tell us
09:56
so so we have something because the
09:58
black on the bottom on the top looks so
09:59
bland
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of the stream oh yeah this is just black
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you think so
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hmm you could draw something in paint
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draw something in paint please
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please i'll do the i'll do the bottom
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half you do the top half okay oh let's
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go all right all right fam
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slow down paint okay i don't know what
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aspect ratio it is so you're just gonna
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have to really scuff to stretch it um
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as i as long as the width is like 1980
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1920 yeah 1920.
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yeah you might have to just stretch it
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if it's not quite up to par
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uh i do i i'm going to say this is going
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to be extremely scuffed but i'm going to
10:39
do it anyway because i'm
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tired and a little bit tipsy
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[Music]
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i need to get into weed
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what kind of weed there are different
10:58
kinds i thought that was just weed no
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there's like not the plant variety
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the ones that don't grow in the garden
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when you don't want them to
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you know
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not those ones the ones that get you uh
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your mind funny
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that's what i want like hallucinogens or
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like weed and stuff like that yeah
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okay this is about the best i i'm gonna
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draw
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a nice little like um hand
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all right reaching out through the
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depths of hell
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i'm gonna draw the most mature thing
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that i can think of
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[Music]
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i'm trying to be speedy enough so the
11:48
chat doesn't get bored because i can't
11:49
see what i'm doing
11:51
50 donated three dollars okay
11:54
let's go i'll give you one minute from
11:56
now one minute from
11:57
are you already finished no i'm not done
12:00
but i also want to give myself timer you
12:02
get one minute now
12:03
all right uh and i'm gonna do like fires
12:07
fire's gonna be everywhere
12:10
because it's you know hell oh
12:14
[ __ ] uh totally ruined and that's good
12:16
what else is in hell what's in hell
12:19
weed is in hell weed isn't weed is in
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hell so the devil
12:24
the devil hand is going to be smoking
12:27
okay
12:28
a a marijuana and it's going to be
12:31
instead of like in c instead of like
12:34
grey smoke well like normal it's gonna
12:37
be green smoke like
12:39
slightly green because you know weed
12:42
it's green you don't know this is green
12:44
twitch subs
12:48
they're purple i think
12:51
oh there's gonna be what else is what
12:52
else is against uh religion
12:55
the gays there's gonna be penises
12:57
everywhere what about the upset like
12:58
like an upside down cross that's the
13:00
everything it's like
13:01
yes everything the cross is dead and
13:04
stuff
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yeah everything fun is gonna be down
13:07
here
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like there's gonna be parties lots of
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raves
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um gonna do like a disco ball
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because you know peop the devil doesn't
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like fun
13:20
and again um
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this is actually a cannon
13:31
all right uh
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just totally trendy and i'm sure
13:39
people may understand it may not
13:41
understand it
13:44
it's very pop on card okay
13:48
i get it i mean i don't but i'm waiting
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anxiously
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okay uh
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are you finished with yours uh almost
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okay
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hell yeah i'm almost done with mine too
14:02
i'm just kind of adding okay
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uh that's another color that's another
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color i like that color
14:14
i also enjoy that killer
14:20
oh this is really coming together
14:24
i hope so based off like what you said i
14:26
tried to like uh
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you know in order to keep it like well
14:30
put together
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uh i yeah i'm gonna do the opposite i'm
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gonna
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right i'm gonna i'm gonna send you this
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okay send it to me
14:40
i mean yes i'm not entirely sure yeah
14:43
okay your positioning might
14:45
your positioning is completely up to you
14:47
here but you
14:48
i've just sent you the full image i
14:50
thought that'd be good for the bottom
14:51
you know
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i think that's pretty i'm not right i
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think that's pretty i don't know how you
14:55
could have done better
14:56
to be honest i was i was basically
14:59
going off you like so basically you're
15:01
taking the lead and then i'm i'm like
15:03
the dancer who's skilled enough to you
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know
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yeah the bottom yeah
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[Music]
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right now i didn't even take a look at
15:21
yours right now but yeah
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oh ouch yeah yeah no i'm trying to keep
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a surprise for like myself
15:27
because i have no roses at the bottom
15:28
this is going to be interesting hey
15:30
listen you know things about things do i
15:33
strike you as a bottom or a top
15:35
you're asking me yes you
15:39
oh i'm a little bit preoccupied trying
15:41
to you know okay that's how you
15:43
you just want to dodge the quest wow
15:47
oh wow like a [ __ ] asylum like some
15:51
kid
15:54
that's like that's like a absolute
15:56
that's like a look into your
15:58
mind that's terrifying
16:02
i promise you i'm not this is i like it
16:05
i don't buy this i just took a look at
16:07
yours it's actually pretty
16:09
creative it looks like the [ __ ] freaking
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good
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oh god i killed it dude i did so good
16:20
let me download it bloody's an excellent
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at avoiding questions
16:24
oh god blondie wanna i'm gonna i'm gonna
16:26
ask her again what mike does finn have
16:28
the rode nt-1a
16:30
with the um focusrite solo
16:33
uh i don't know um
16:37
just name it i got so nervous whenever
16:39
when everyone was saying like um
16:42
microphone because my old audio inspects
16:44
used to destroy itself somehow
16:46
oh what about audio interface that you
16:48
have before
16:50
the sk the scarlet scarlet
16:54
2i2 oh that's something that everyone
16:56
guess
16:58
yeah but it was uh it was the second gen
17:00
and it was garbage
17:01
and it kept breaking and i kept ruining
17:03
recordings with it so
17:04
there was that oh god i'm trying to save
17:06
this [ __ ] which
17:08
is a bit of a downer i will say
17:12
i named this lava what the [ __ ] where's
17:15
the love
17:19
i'm trying to like work it out but i'm
17:21
not
17:22
why so simple is this some sort of play
17:24
on why so serious
17:26
yeah but the synth was supposed to be
17:28
bigger or something like that
17:30
it's supposed to
17:38
that's pretty good okay
17:42
sorry i'm trying to figure out how this
17:44
works
17:46
image as there's so much that's going on
17:49
you just
17:49
did it you did it two minutes ago
17:54
it's like dying this is how powerful my
17:58
image is this is how powerful i am with
18:00
blondie
18:01
we should know better question me
18:04
i'm not question powerful he went like
18:08
demon robot every few minutes yeah it
18:09
was really bad
18:10
all right okay uh big brother i got this
18:13
oh you guys i got this i got this
18:16
i got this it's going to come it's going
18:18
to come
18:20
it's going to come please why would you
18:22
sleep why would you say that
18:23
yeah yeah why would you say like that
18:27
how is it blondie makes
18:32
just saw that stream oh my god oh it's
18:34
so beautiful
18:36
it's so pretty oh it's so beautiful
18:40
you can have and ended at the bottom of
18:42
the red you know like the red
18:43
okay like right there you know
18:46
yeah just your dimensions are almost
18:50
hard okay yeah there we go and then i'll
18:52
just put it over here they're not very
18:53
great dimensions
18:55
yeah there we go oh god oh cult
18:58
collab collab we just bought our first
19:01
collab
19:04
yeah hell yeah we did it wait you have a
19:07
threadripper
19:09
oh yeah yeah i got a 24 core 24 core
19:12
threadripper my guy
19:14
holy [ __ ] hold my beer cause i'm about
19:16
to get another one
19:20
what a badass yeah can you become my
19:22
outfit planner please
19:24
cause like you know yeah
19:27
when are you gonna plan all my outfits
19:36
out
19:39
right yeah no i i i think i might have
19:42
uh heard of that before
19:43
somewhere maybe
19:52
you do have a better waistline than
19:54
either annoyingly
19:57
so fan don't talk about that not for not
20:00
for long
20:01
not for long though with the amount of
20:02
beers
20:04
i've been drinking beer for a long time
20:07
bro
20:07
like i've never i've never done an
20:09
online stream without beer without any
20:11
some sort of alcoholic beverage
20:13
in me it helps me take the pain away
20:16
from
20:16
all the eyes that are like looking at me
20:18
i'm telling that's why i asked like how
20:19
do you do this
20:21
oh i like it it's very fun because
20:25
i don't know there's got to be like a
20:26
little bit of like
20:28
not like uh i don't know what the word
20:31
is you kind of just forget about it
20:32
after a while
20:33
because it's just sort of like oh you
20:34
know like a few thousand people or like
20:37
you know like
20:37
even a hundred like you kind of think of
20:39
it imagine like a hundred or
20:41
how many people are like 87 people in a
20:43
room
20:44
that which would be [ __ ] nutty that
20:46
would be insane in real life
20:48
that we should be 20 people that we
20:49
should be [ __ ] nutting
20:52
that would be nutty bro oh that's what
20:54
the pro this is what like pro gamers say
20:56
when they hit a lit
20:57
shop this is a word for good as well lit
21:13
[Music]
21:15
there is that uh-huh yeah it's all
21:18
fortnite and stuff
21:20
i do that is my actual dance though
21:24
yeah if you've ever seen me dance on
21:26
shows me vibing is just
21:30
that's all i do cheers
21:34
oh i'm sorry cheers everyone but not
21:36
finn
21:40
it's not like i'm pressuring you
21:59
that's good like okay did you even see
22:01
the message like like
22:02
is that all i have to say about my my
22:04
artwork
22:06
what i've i i've been looking at it the
22:08
entire time
22:09
oh wait what do you mean are you talking
22:10
to bernard
22:24
almost looks like it says you said hum
22:25
because no i i know right now not that
22:27
you mentioned it like is that
22:28
[ __ ] it's that shad is that [ __ ]
22:32
it has three oh god jesus christ
22:36
chat
22:41
it's not what you think it is then it's
22:43
not what you think it is
22:45
then why does it look like that i don't
22:49
know
22:49
maybe it's like what does it look like
22:51
[ __ ] demon
22:53
came on your shoulder your [ __ ] has a
22:56
double i don't know if that's like a
22:57
chair horizontal or like a [ __ ]
22:59
absolutely smoking weed
23:02
and that's the upside down crosstalk
23:05
it's not burning yet
23:06
because it's not hard and what the [ __ ]
23:08
is on the right that that [ __ ] looks
23:10
like a [ __ ] gumball machine
23:12
uh that's a disco ball
23:15
on like because you're gonna hold the
23:17
glove if if there's one thing that god
23:20
doesn't like
23:20
it's fun and uh colors
23:24
the one of the bottom what's what's
23:26
right next to it finn
23:27
come on that's a cannon a cannon
23:32
because war is a part of sinning
23:37
that looks like hairy nuts to me
23:40
i'm just running i'm kidding those are
23:41
it's that that's it's tripod
23:44
that's it's that's it's like stand you
23:47
know what that looks like cannon
23:49
that looks like [ __ ] you ever heard a
23:51
grade a underrate looks like a [ __ ]
23:53
grade
23:53
under a character
23:56
because all of them look like
24:01
yeah they do you make a point i could
24:04
feel like if you just draw like a dot on
24:05
the back of it
24:06
yeah like like like an eye or something
24:09
that's it
24:11
yeah exactly
24:15
yeah he's from london he's very heavily
24:18
i think he's from london anyway it
24:19
sounds like i thought it was australian
24:22
what no i think so right
24:27
now ciao
24:32
[ __ ] i shouldn't like listen no there's
24:33
like podcasts quit using you
24:35
quit using your feminine charm
24:38
he's from [ __ ] god from
24:42
my feminine charm yeah yeah okay he says
24:46
no australian says bro oh my god yeah i
24:48
have like new zealander friends who say
24:50
broth
24:52
then they're wrong that's a british
24:54
thing that's racist that's cultural
24:56
oh no americans aren't allowed slates
25:01
if that's the case that like like like
25:03
the then we're sexually appropriating
25:06
women yeah yeah my favorite nickname has
25:10
been cultural appropriator in a trans
25:12
discord really
25:15
are they giving you problems like i
25:17
don't get like no no it was a joke but
25:19
like oh that's funny
25:21
i enjoyed it what's my favorite nickname
25:23
on there
25:24
um yeah i've had a few
25:27
uh cultural appropriator oh what that
25:32
that's my name in the trans in some
25:33
trans uh discord that i'm in let me see
25:35
it
25:35
so like basically meaning that you're
25:37
you're
25:39
you're doing stuff that i'm
25:42
appropriating
25:43
culture of the trans people which i
25:46
found very funny just donated three
25:48
dollars
25:48
that was a good way there's gonna be so
25:49
many families
25:52
that's okay it looks like you have the
25:53
equipment
25:59
but can you defend yourself from me
26:02
i don't know well i will just have to
26:04
see
26:06
we'll just have to give me a [ __ ]
26:08
address
26:11
okay last time you interviewed me can i
26:12
interview you okay sure yeah why not
26:14
wait what are you doing nothing
26:17
i will read your chat right now what is
26:19
that nothing did you say use your foot
26:22
you finn where's your feminine charm oh
26:24
my [ __ ] god
26:29
oh do the twirl do this forever
26:35
not an amazing thing they want finn
26:36
girly voice i i have you been practicing
26:39
have you been practicing finn i tried i
26:42
tried but nothing had like
26:44
the the difference of me practicing is
26:46
it doesn't do anything
26:47
from what i've heard like you're at your
26:50
own place right now
26:51
and you just relax
26:55
do an american one all right it's an
26:57
american thing it's an american one all
26:59
right this is practice
27:01
i'll start at level 100
27:04
right do your like best best best girl
27:07
voice
27:10
okay uh my best girl voice that's pretty
27:12
good oh
27:14
thank you thank you
27:17
i mean at least you're at your own place
27:19
right so you could my god
27:22
so you're able to like definitely like
27:24
practice by yourself
27:26
yeah okay my best voice let's do
27:31
let's do uh like a regular voice hey
27:34
fans
27:35
i don't like that one hey okay what's up
27:39
wow you could you could really mess with
27:42
some people on omegle with it oh really
27:44
that'd be
27:44
that would be a good idea i i think no
27:47
i'm a little bit shy
27:48
to mess with you there was someone that
27:50
i saw like a few years ago that had like
27:52
blue hair and they did it uh like a blue
27:56
blue hair was like like long blue hair
27:58
and
27:59
yeah they were an asian fella i think i
28:02
don't know
28:02
i don't think actually i was kind of
28:04
guessing
28:06
oh no they really rubbed me the wrong
28:08
way i'm happy we have that in common
28:13
i'm more traditional i couldn't deal
28:15
with someone with blue hair
28:17
or an eight no okay that's
28:20
one voice and then there they're just
28:22
yeah hello my favorite thing is
28:25
oh my god that's more like lolly yeah
28:28
just i'm just going to talk to you like
28:29
this for the whole stream
28:32
[ __ ] it's like a cross between elmo and
28:35
anime characters make sure you uh make
28:37
sure your gun is fully loaded before you
28:38
pull the trigger
28:42
it's not me oh my god
28:46
wouldn't that be good i've reached for a
28:47
reload reload just like a quiz
28:49
every time and like bullets mister
28:52
reload reload that's so hard
29:11
no the american america the true real
29:13
american
29:14
uh it's when you pronounce america with
29:16
a uh
29:17
yeah america america america america
29:20
best country on earth because we seceded
29:23
from the
29:24
from from finland from finland
29:28
oh yes i remember
29:31
i remember fighting in there were all my
29:33
tea bags in the river i'm very upset by
29:35
that
29:36
i know [ __ ] all about american like
29:38
history or politics i know that there
29:39
was a guy called christopher columbus
29:41
that probably wasn't all that great
29:44
everyone here was trying to take down
29:45
their statues it's
29:48
yeah oh didn't the hurricane do a bit of
29:51
that that was fine
29:53
all better on twitter i mean you're
29:54
about to ruin your entire day do you
29:56
like marvel
29:57
uh i think it's all right
29:58
[Music]
30:00
okay fine i love marvel oh god marvel is
30:03
like so amazing
30:04
oh god my mine gets hard
30:08
because i i don't know if i want to root
30:11
i don't know if i want to ruin the mood
30:14
for me 30 minutes ago ruin it
30:18
it's not funny it's not
30:34
yeah i like how you know him as well
30:36
dude like an arrow
30:37
that dude is [ __ ] amazing
30:41
i know i [ __ ] i was so i thought it
30:43
was a [ __ ] i thought his account got
30:45
hacked
30:46
i was like there's no [ __ ] way i'm
30:48
sorry to ruin everyone's day and tell
30:50
you about it but it's literally been
30:51
under my mind the past half an hour
30:53
what the [ __ ]
30:56
right yeah cancer colon cancer
31:00
like i don't even know how to react to
31:02
this [ __ ] this is this [ __ ]
31:04
sucks i really liked him he was [ __ ]
31:07
cool oh my god
31:11
thank you for ruining the stream fan i
31:13
hope you're happy
31:15
you [ __ ] sabotage yeah save the bad
31:17
news from my stream but when you're on
31:19
your stream
31:20
oh one it was it didn't it happened an
31:22
hour ago
31:23
i know i only found out about it a
31:26
little bit ago
31:28
oh my god [ __ ] 2020 man this is a shitty
31:32
year
31:32
i don't like this colby i definitely
31:36
knew him
31:38
yeah yeah but if colby was like a
31:40
[ __ ] and [ __ ] marvel then you'd
31:41
know him
31:42
it's not it's not ever not every person
31:44
who plays in the nba
31:46
has to be in marvel i hope you know the
31:48
thing chadwick roseman wasn't in the nba
31:52
no i'm talking about marvel kobe bryant
31:54
was in the nba
31:57
is that his second name brian yo we got
31:59
wakanda what kind of we're live
32:02
yeah we're kind of coming back wakanda
32:04
oh my [ __ ] god
32:06
i love kobe bryant o'brien was my
32:08
favorite black panther actor
32:11
from wakanda wakanda
32:14
he defended that place real well from
32:17
what khan
32:18
sound like you said wakanda
32:23
forever wakanda with the uh
32:27
i'm trying to think of like what was
32:28
your best 20 20 moment though
32:30
other than meeting me uh i killed a
32:32
spider today
32:35
that's probably it yeah
32:39
it's really big they said it was the
32:40
fast one of the fastest spiders on the
32:42
world but i was faster
32:44
oh no [ __ ] phil delphine [ __ ]
32:47
followed me on twitter today
32:49
what right that's [ __ ] crazy
32:57
genuinely if i was if i was going to put
32:59
a moment on
33:00
favorite 2020 i it's the house and then
33:02
it was like build up i moved
33:04
moved house for the first time ever and
33:05
then build our fiend like they're right
33:07
they're really close though
33:10
they're pretty close on the scale slide
33:13
into a dm's i did
33:15
i did slide into it yeah we need to like
33:17
do a belt i think
33:20
i did one but it was so scuffed i could
33:22
probably do a better one well
33:23
let's plan sometime update some time to
33:25
like you know do what version of belle
33:27
delfin are you gonna
33:28
be i mean you can either do the same
33:31
thing or we can either
33:32
uh do different products we should do
33:34
like two different we could do two
33:36
different generations about our theme
33:38
like that'd be pretty cool indeed i
33:41
reckon i'll go with like
33:42
the the the maybe the game over
33:45
ones the batter border one i think i've
33:47
done that before though i don't know
33:48
maybe one i actually have bath water
33:50
over here too
33:52
like one year old age bath water when i
33:54
did from
33:56
not from new orleans oh no that would be
33:59
that that would be gross
34:00
this is your bath water jesus oh yeah oh
34:03
my god
34:04
are you racially just because i'm not
34:05
from the uk my bathwater is like subpar
34:10
yeah that's it and not the fact that
34:13
it's not
34:14
build up yeah that's it you heard it
34:16
cancel culture
34:17
cancel racist i'm not i'm proud to admit
34:22
it
34:22
i am a racist you're racist you're
34:24
racist yeah but you can't run faster
34:25
than me
34:26
i am i'm the home of phobias
34:29
in the home of phobia i feel like it's
34:32
so funny like when they say like the
34:33
word like
34:34
phobia right phobia is supposed to be
34:35
like a scale it's like fear right yeah
34:37
yeah exactly but then again when you
34:39
like use family
34:40
like they right now it means it's like a
34:42
height thing like you're
34:43
arachnophobic you hate spiders being
34:46
afraid from spiders
34:47
wouldn't it be [ __ ] hilarious if it
34:49
meant exactly what it means
34:51
like being homophobic is just like
34:52
seeing two guys kissing like oh [ __ ]
34:54
god damn it god bless the difference
34:56
like if you have like a joke
34:58
[Laughter]
35:01
exactly i mean that's why i hate it when
35:03
like [ __ ] gets like lost in translation
35:05
like but then again like you've got like
35:06
let's say you do you do colors with the
35:08
you
35:10
we do here with that's a completely
35:11
different thing yeah
35:13
so i was just thinking of all the
35:14
possible other outcomes just someone's
35:16
someone's transfer because just a
35:17
regular dude
35:18
just like hovering there for a second
35:19
just going like
35:21
huh oh
35:25
[ __ ] oh [ __ ] god damn like first of all
35:28
like i don't know
35:29
like what's there to be like like scared
35:31
of
35:33
there's nothing to be scared of i can't
35:34
imagine anyone's actually scared
35:37
right oh wait what do you mean for what
35:39
i mean like like like when it comes to
35:41
like
35:41
but you know how they how they explain
35:42
like transphobia and stuff like that
35:44
like to be scared of
35:45
yeah like i don't know like they say
35:47
like like for some guys like they find
35:48
out like it's a little bit scary because
35:50
uh it's actually not scary but
35:55
i mean tim i don't i wouldn't get it i
35:58
feel like it's just like a
36:00
and again there's a lot of [ __ ] i don't
36:02
get why people dislike
36:04
people for that but i also don't get why
36:05
people will be scared of it
36:08
maybe it's a change thing like it's just
36:11
like traditional like people like have
36:12
that [ __ ] embedded like into their heads
36:14
yeah i'm a very i'm a very i'm a very
36:16
traditional fella i come from
36:18
i come from a time where men were men
36:19
and women were women you know
36:21
1776 yeah
36:29
yeah when i when i come home from my
36:32
hard day at the office
36:33
you peed like three times from one beer
36:36
what i could
36:51
when i come home from a long day at the
36:53
office after
36:54
uh after sexually harassing my secretary
36:57
i like to come home
36:59
to a completely somehow perfectly
37:01
made-up wife who has already cooked the
37:03
dinner for me and the five children
37:05
and okay yeah
37:09
yelling at the after yelling at the
37:10
black folk passing on the street
37:13
we me and my wife perform missionary and
37:15
only that
37:16
and then go to sleep uh me very
37:19
peacefully
37:20
her crying in the corner that's my dream
37:23
that's all right that's the time where i
37:24
came here that's my dream
37:26
right there that that's a pretty hot uh
37:29
like copy past
37:33
before that before that before that like
37:34
like okay so you
37:36
did the traditional work life you you
37:38
know you harass your secretary
37:40
physically and yeah like once once you
37:42
get home and mentally
37:44
so totally and then like when once you
37:46
get home it's just not enough so
37:47
you dress up like this and then you look
37:50
in the mirror and start
37:52
physically and mentally harassing
37:54
yourself
37:56
i just hate women so much there's just
37:58
not enough women
37:59
i'm working overtime and [ __ ] like
38:03
there's just not enough women to hate i
38:05
have to look in the mirror and dress up
38:06
as a woman
38:07
i hate this i like to yell at myself at
38:10
night
38:10
goddammit all right let me get a chance
38:13
to like read some of the stuff
38:14
um sorry i think burnell
38:18
50 says i think finn is trying to smash
38:22
and bernal also says there's going to be
38:23
a lot of fanfics
38:25
we all know between me and then
38:28
i don't know let me know what you think
38:29
you didn't answer you did not you didn't
38:31
answer the question
38:34
was i do you am i a bottom or a top
38:36
which energy do i exude
38:38
uh for you i think wait what
38:41
let's define bottom is like one that's
38:44
williams ticket and like top is one that
38:45
goes over
38:47
right like the one that like the pursuer
38:50
yes like yeah okay so if it it's like
38:53
kind of like sub and dumb okay
38:57
bdsm right befriending server
39:00
you are not this innocent
39:03
i do a lot of [ __ ] research trust me
39:06
just because i partake
39:07
in a lot of like
39:12
i shouldn't say partake just because i
39:13
observe a lot of adult activity doesn't
39:15
mean that i partake in them
39:17
i just do it for research um
39:20
yeah of course research
39:24
okay still hasn't answered the question
39:25
what the [ __ ] was the question but first
39:28
of all you know what the
39:29
uh bruno 50 says i think finn is trying
39:32
to smash
39:33
it's rose i don't know how like are you
39:35
especially if you're if you're a rose
39:36
are you thin
39:37
i don't know
39:42
to the same people how many have you had
39:46
only had three been infos are you a
39:49
lightweight
39:50
i'm very lightweight i only weighed the
39:52
equivalent of 80 apples
39:58
how do you know that but fair enough uh
40:01
u.s standardized system
40:03
wait how tall are you i'm five four i
40:06
curse you at a height of two
40:07
are you full i thought you knew that
40:09
already no you're
40:11
tiny what the [ __ ] as long as you ain't
40:14
talking about my dick i'm happy
40:16
[Laughter]
40:19
you're five four i'm five i've never met
40:22
a person that's 5-4
40:24
it's not a child yeah then you you can
40:26
cost
40:27
me three dollars i'm so sorry i hope you
40:29
enjoyed it that's okay if
40:30
that's the case if that's the case then
40:32
you should see new zealand
40:33
and the [ __ ] shire that guy is like
40:36
this big
40:38
oh [ __ ] yeah no i've never met a
40:42
functioning human adult that is that
40:44
short i've seen there's
40:45
my friends five eight or five seven
40:49
he's he's i i could kick him over i'm
40:52
like
40:53
nine foot like an enderman yeah i think
40:55
we spoke about it like when he went to
40:57
meet like i think skeppy
40:58
on like the yeah oh yeah
41:02
yeah i met a bad jack you were like
41:05
hello
41:07
how's the weather i'm so sorry did i
41:10
accidentally just kick you over with one
41:12
of my toes
41:14
yeah no yeah there's like uh
41:18
i had to be very careful not to step on
41:19
him i'd have to be really careful not to
41:21
like actually crush you
41:23
if we ever walked in a straight line
41:24
together oh my god
41:27
thing you can you can pick me up but
41:29
does that answer your question in terms
41:31
of like
41:32
like how i am i promise you i don't have
41:34
a napoleon complex
41:38
wait what another thing complex would be
41:40
like
41:41
super just like angry yeah but i'm like
41:43
i'm short but like i don't have to like
41:45
uh overcompensate it with my anger and
41:48
emotions
41:48
it's not because no you just have to
41:50
overcompensate it by
41:52
dressing like a woman
41:56
i guess i don't know so it has its
41:58
advantages i guess being short
42:01
you know oh yeah doing what you're doing
42:03
and i mean like being tall too like or
42:05
medium height
42:06
like you know i'm like i'm a unit dude i
42:08
can't wear heels in public
42:09
i'm a unit i'm like i'm i'm five foot 11
42:13
on a good day
42:14
if
42:28
i still don't know your [ __ ] please
42:30
do i don't know box box though
42:32
i i've not box box he hasn't removed me
42:35
yeah ever since like i met them they're
42:39
like oh god
42:39
it's just something i'll follow box box
42:41
on twitter i'm following him on twitter
42:45
hopefully they will notice that
42:47
veldorfein follows me
42:48
and will follow me back that's the way
42:51
to do it right
42:52
social media it's all about mutuals yeah
42:55
right
42:55
it's all about mutuals my guy as soon as
42:57
i get like a call me carson follow
42:59
if i get box box or sneaky i'm done i'm
43:02
set dude
43:03
damn i got belle delphine man that's
43:06
like an
43:07
item it's like a pokemon card oh
43:10
this is how we're gonna go again like
43:11
you know we were talking about sims
43:13
talking about sims like our first
43:15
sims like like you know oh you got you
43:18
you got bernal you got
43:18
kb you got uh yeah zenkin cots like
43:22
she's like okay you gotta build i think
43:25
the most
43:27
highest person that i've ever got on my
43:29
radar right
43:30
i guess in terms of viewership was just
43:31
pewdiepie
43:33
oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah and then
43:36
like
43:36
uh i think uh pokemane as well pokemon
43:40
vietnamese oh no sure
43:42
that's pretty [ __ ] cool dude uh last
43:44
monday was a
43:46
famous uh cosp cosplayer they're a
43:48
female to male cosplayer so they're
43:50
female but
43:51
they do male cosplays was nightmare oh
43:54
night night they they raided me like
43:56
last monday i'm like oh god
43:58
there's probably going to be like a
43:59
video reviews that they have
44:01
i didn't check but like they rated with
44:03
like 44 you know
44:05
i think because they just got started on
44:06
twitch and stuff
44:08
so that's oh yeah yeah they're like
44:09
growing their audience of the places
44:11
there's
44:11
a lot a lot of like celebrities and
44:12
people have been coming to switch lately
44:14
you know yeah you know
44:18
gotta get that symphony
44:26
how do you treat yourself well i know
44:28
that you you uh
44:32
put yourself out there so i i guess that
44:35
basically means like
44:36
that answers your question who who's on
44:38
bottom who's i think you're more topic
44:40
than me
44:42
i think yeah mm-hmm
44:46
damn right damn right traditionally
44:54
[Laughter]
45:00
everyone in my chat calls me uh everyone
45:02
in my chat calls me a bottom
45:04
what i don't get it because i am 100
45:07
i i i will [ __ ] your [ __ ] up dude
45:11
i will not be this i yeah
45:14
i will i will mess you up
45:18
i i you know i'm not very good at this
45:19
whole top thing
45:21
says the person i'm not talking about
45:23
says the person with the [ __ ] bunny
45:24
ears on top of their [ __ ] chair
45:27
what listen okay let's do this [ __ ]
45:29
[ __ ] like [ __ ] whose chair is more
45:30
manly
45:31
mine or fins yeah you know you
45:35
kind of got a point let's [ __ ] go
45:37
there is you know
45:40
yeah but you see you couldn't really be
45:42
a tough because you're like five foot
45:44
four
45:44
you're like there that like if you say
45:47
that like
45:47
yeah like you could leave the top right
45:49
because because like look look what i
45:51
have i
45:52
have a bbc a big black
45:55
chair you know look what you're sitting
45:59
on
46:00
you have a [ __ ] pink chair of course
46:02
you're on top of like you're what your
46:03
chair damn right now
46:04
[ __ ] you're wearing this what
46:06
you're sitting on is a girl's chair
46:09
what i'm sitting on is i've got a guy's
46:10
chair over there
46:12
i've got a guy's chair over there though
46:18
my chair is a herman miller i don't even
46:21
know what that means but
46:22
you know but it's supposed to be
46:23
important
46:25
bruh by the way i have no idea what your
46:26
pronouns are you gotta tell me
46:29
i asked you this before and you dodged
46:31
it that's my pronouns
46:32
i asked you in the last stream what
46:34
you're proud i i can say i can take
46:36
anything
46:36
you know you call me [ __ ] too
46:40
oh okay i'll call you just the most
46:43
foul things you can call me anything you
46:45
like all right [ __ ]
46:54
[ __ ] hey
47:01
who's got the bigger peepee me or you
47:05
metaphorically or physically
47:09
metaphysically oh my [ __ ] god uh
47:15
in seoul i'd probably say you
47:18
i i would concede to that it's not
47:20
because i'm a topic
47:22
because i'm not
47:26
[ __ ] hey stop it because because the
47:28
next thing the next thing the next thing
47:30
that someone asked okay
47:31
there's gonna be a lot of fanfics of us
47:33
all right okay if there is
47:35
uh sure why not top backseat
47:39
magazine call it call it taxi
47:42
oh okay swap okay okay if you call
47:45
backseat right
47:46
it's like if i'm [ __ ] like wrong
47:50
what's maggie it's a it's a uk term it's
47:52
a bagsy
47:53
i don't know what it means yeah it just
47:54
means i call it basically
47:56
well like okay wait so so okay for
47:59
people who are here right
48:01
if you want to do fanfiction or stuff
48:02
like that by all means feel free to send
48:05
oh god oh no someone did some rule 34 of
48:09
me and it haunts me to this day
48:11
i wish i could show my rule 34 too one
48:14
day one day we'll share our
48:15
article 34s you've got some
48:18
of course oh my god of course
48:22
i've got like i've got like one people
48:23
have like a lot of imaginations you know
48:27
a lot of imaginations uh but but okay so
48:30
okay bernal says oh god this is like
48:33
from half an hour ago
48:35
i think finn's gonna smash all right the
48:38
next one is
48:38
there's gonna be so many fanfics the
48:40
third one is you guys flirting is too
48:43
cute
48:44
oh i think we're not really flirting i
48:46
think we're just trying to consider our
48:48
dominance on certain
48:50
fields of play it's like
48:53
it's very very good
48:57
and it's more like it's less flirting
49:01
how would you feel more hatred deep deep
49:03
hatred
49:04
because that's how men express their
49:06
love men and girls clothes is expressed
49:10
yeah i'm just really [ __ ] i'm like a
49:14
mean i mean mean girls basically
49:16
well i it's because i kept finn up too
49:20
long
49:22
someone in chat just went i forgot
49:23
finn's channel it's literally finn
49:26
you spelt it
49:29
yeah but let's like find with the one
49:32
no there's i've got a channel it's like
49:34
getting more popular that's like
49:36
it's like two hundred thousand oh yeah
49:37
it's just called finn oh the the
49:40
yeah yeah guys be sure to follow
49:44
finn on f-i-n-n-n
49:48
yeah i just did i just got my new video
49:50
out finally after like five months of
49:52
editing
49:53
five months yeah i don't know i'm not as
49:56
consistent as you it's been ready for
49:58
two weeks though
49:59
why why don't you hire an editor i'm
50:02
just throwing back the idea i don't
50:03
trust that i
50:04
don't trust anyone i'm just throwing
50:05
back the information that you gave to me
50:07
and i
50:07
like oh yeah i've got like two editors
50:10
i'm like
50:11
two editors and then like okay oh okay
50:13
i'll get an editor and a week passes
50:15
a week that's okay yeah yeah okay and
50:18
stuff it's really it's really handy
50:19
though
50:20
i just don't know very liberating you're
50:21
very liberated has anyone reminded finn
50:23
about the spider
50:24
i [ __ ] murdered it i it was sitting i
50:27
walked downstairs because i was like
50:28
[ __ ] it i'm gonna avoid the spider i
50:30
need to go get my nail painting stuff i
50:32
need to go get my gel
50:33
nail polish i need to paint my [ __ ]
50:35
toes because my stream's
50:36
garbage um so i went i go and paint my
50:40
toes
50:40
they're light blue by the way um
50:44
i get all my stuff together and i walk
50:46
straight into the room and i just see
50:47
the [ __ ] spider on the ground just
50:52
look at that it's not moving all right
50:55
just kind of asserting dominance
50:57
and then i just i got it's right in the
50:59
middle of the floor perfect whacking
51:01
range
51:01
if i do say so myself whacking range
51:04
so i've got these like i've got these
51:06
wall shelves that were still in the
51:08
cardboard box
51:09
they're shells they're just solid wood
51:11
and they're heavy
51:13
enough to kill a spider enough to break
51:15
a toe enough to put a dent in my floor
51:18
it did so i picked the whole thing up
51:20
and i just
51:23
it falls through the air that it's
51:24
slow-mo now the spider
51:26
splat like a pancake like it it's it's
51:28
it i
51:29
i saw splatters going on the wall
51:32
this pan this this pancake like thing
51:35
whoa
51:36
back at it again complete completely
51:38
just
51:39
flat flat like flat stanley it could you
51:42
could fit it in an envelope put it back
51:44
again
51:44
like a pancake but like a crepe so thin
51:48
and he was only he was only six uh i
51:51
i i i go around to make sure it's dead
51:54
because the thing bounced it it was it
51:57
bounced
51:58
and so i get my broom my mop actually
52:01
because it's flat it's it would be very
52:04
flat
52:05
i got that and i saw the spider i didn't
52:07
couldn't tell if it's dead anymore
52:09
and i and i got the mop and i gave it a
52:11
second go
52:12
i made sure and i i i saw i i saw it not
52:15
move from under the mop
52:16
it's definitely on them up and i got
52:18
them up while it was still there and i
52:20
just stamped on different parts of the
52:21
mop
52:22
just to make sure it's dead dead and i
52:24
took the mop off
52:25
it's even more flat like a crepe now
52:32
that was the end of this fight
52:38
finn is like did you did you go
52:41
somewhere i feel like you were oh no no
52:43
no no i was here the whole time
52:45
yeah yeah i thought so totally here
52:49
have you felt like any discomfort in
52:50
terms of like uh you dressing up
52:53
and like making this change
52:57
making this change making this change in
52:59
terms of uh
53:00
like once getting into lifestyle yeah
53:03
that's a better way to put actually
53:05
that's how i know that you've matured
53:09
yeah now during the past uh jesus christ
53:12
during the during the past
53:15
during the first week the first one but
53:17
the second jesus christ continue
53:19
yeah yeah in the past like two weeks
53:23
stop feeling yourself up no i like to i
53:25
like to squeeze the bubs i'm allowed to
53:26
right this is fine yeah
53:28
they're not real that's fine yeah let's
53:30
just do that yeah no so like
53:32
basically um it's been really
53:35
interesting because
53:36
being be trying to live as women right
53:39
not the
53:39
not the easiest thing on earth i don't
53:41
know if you've tried it
53:43
but if i was never driving a lot of
53:45
dressing up
53:46
never no i mean like actually like every
53:49
day
53:50
like at this in the morning like what
53:52
i've been doing
53:53
is like i get up in the morning i don't
53:55
do much makeup but i do a little bit
53:57
in the mornings i do i get up do a
53:59
little bit of concealer i do my eyebrows
54:01
and i'm kind of done
54:02
um maybe a little bit of contour because
54:05
these are fake eyelashes extensions yeah
54:08
yeah really yeah
54:12
well they can't that you're expecting me
54:15
oh no not extensions they're uh that's
54:17
what i've got
54:19
these are like on these have been on for
54:21
weeks for two weeks
54:23
that's awesome you go in
54:26
yeah and hair extensions these are hair
54:28
extensions not a wig
54:29
so i've been i know so i've been i've
54:32
been dealing with that
54:33
that's been fun it's over in two days
54:37
it's not easy however i put up i put up
54:40
a thing of saying like you know if i
54:42
find it hard
54:43
because you know women's lives are easy
54:45
if i find it hard then i'll donate a
54:46
thousand dollars to like a charity
54:48
like a women's charity oh well that's
54:50
beautiful uh and i won't do
54:52
it because it's easy i i i won't do it
54:56
no i no i like i have to like you know
54:58
definitely give you props in terms of
54:59
like
55:00
being able to like really immerse
55:03
yourself yes
55:04
not a lot of people can do this yeah it
55:05
was really you know it was really easy
55:08
it's been really simple women's have it
55:09
so women have it real real
55:11
simple in life it's like
55:14
honestly i'd say it's easier to live as
55:17
a woman
55:18
sorry i can't keep up the [ __ ] meme
55:23
it's are you [ __ ] it's been it's like
55:25
oh wow it's like i can't tell if you're
55:27
like trolling or not or
55:28
anything like that you're kidding me
55:29
i've been joking about everything i've
55:31
said i mean i i know that i know that
55:33
you know but with this but not because
55:35
some people i really can really really
55:36
think that like living
55:38
a woman's life is like easy and stuff
55:40
i'm like oh you're kidding me
55:42
oh yeah no the difference of like you
55:44
know fairness like
55:45
it probably wouldn't be all that
55:47
different for me because
55:49
you can live like women can live a life
55:51
indistinguishable to a guy's
55:54
like you can just like not try like
55:56
every guy does
55:57
however if you want to be like you know
56:00
hot as [ __ ] like us then like you got to
56:03
kind of like you know
56:04
you got to kind of try a bit that is
56:06
really hard if you wanted to be like
56:08
i'd say that a female twitch streamer
56:12
is probably really [ __ ] hard i don't
56:14
know how like any
56:15
i don't know dude i haven't even done my
56:17
makeup like every single day like i
56:19
can't even do that [ __ ] that's hard
56:20
thank you finn
56:23
i'm so happy that you think that female
56:25
2 stream is like very hot
56:28
yeah yeah i didn't i don't think i said
56:30
that that's fine
56:34
whatever whatever dude
56:37
god rose can lie better than finn
56:42
i think it's a little bit of vodka i'm
56:43
very very good at uh very good at
56:45
keeping my
56:46
keeping my straight face well what about
56:48
your kids as opposed to my
56:50
yeah i was gonna oh great opposed to my
56:53
gopros which is much
56:55
yeah which is much harder to do so yeah
56:57
i've got like i got everything like i've
56:59
gone i went like
57:00
a really [ __ ] hyper feminine like i
57:02
got fake acrylic nails
57:04
i paint my toenails [ __ ] got hair
57:06
extensions in got fake eyelash
57:07
extensions i do my makeup every day
57:09
like everything what i feel like is
57:12
better oops
57:15
better what do you mean in terms of like
57:17
like before or after that
57:20
it was like like did you feel like five
57:21
hours ago like yeah like
57:23
have you like what do you like would you
57:25
like enjoy
57:27
streaming like this uh i'm gonna stream
57:30
like this more anyway
57:32
um so you it's like like like i'm not
57:34
saying that you could enjoy it but like
57:36
you
57:38
i could deal with it i still don't get
57:42
why you're getting it
57:43
i'm trying to like see like like like
57:46
are you doing it
57:47
because you like it are you are you
57:48
doing it for oh are you just saying like
57:50
what do you prefer
57:51
yeah like what do you prefer like like
57:54
not not being a guy being a girl but
57:55
like just
57:56
preference in terms of like dude like
57:58
how do you feel comfortable when it
57:59
comes to like streaming
58:01
like would you rather scream as a guy
58:04
like
58:04
how you present yourself right now like
58:06
like it's easier to stream as a guy but
58:08
it's more fun when i do this
58:11
so you enjoy it then yeah
58:15
this is just cracking no
58:18
not necessarily because
58:22
it's just what you [ __ ] enjoy doing
58:23
like i'm not here to like tell you like
58:25
like there's no wrong answer to it
58:28
yeah it's just it's more fun to stream
58:31
like this it gets better reactions
58:33
uh it's more interesting
58:36
for the reactions but like like reaction
58:40
a lot a lot of people a lot of people on
58:42
stream have said that i
58:43
i have a i have a slightly different
58:45
persona which i feel like is kind of
58:47
true i gained some confidence you know
58:49
what i mean
58:50
it's quite interesting i do enjoy it
58:52
there's something about it
58:54
well you're obviously beautiful
58:57
yeah yeah i mean you didn't do we even
59:00
really needed i even need to mention
59:01
yeah
59:01
i just need to explain it for the other
59:03
people who are like in this chat right
59:04
now
59:05
maybe that have their sound off it's
59:07
[ __ ] saturday right
59:08
saturdays for the boys saturday's for
59:10
the boys though
59:14
i don't have any well i do but i'm not
59:16
gonna sit vodka with you okay
59:20
dressing streaming uh teetering on the
59:23
path in heels
59:24
yeah yeah the heels have been
59:27
in the hills have been [ __ ] i i
59:30
trying my hardest to get used to heels
59:31
and i like what
59:32
like some things that you liked about it
59:34
like and like like things that you like
59:35
about and like things that you
59:37
don't like about it i'd say the whole uh
59:40
i'd say entertainment stuff's way more
59:42
fun uh i'd say that going out in public
59:45
uh
59:46
more nerve-wracking but more fun the
59:48
aesthetic's interesting
59:50
uh i think that like having fake
59:52
eyelashes on is definitely like
59:55
but that's that's just
59:59
no not really okay you you really can't
60:01
tell except for when you're in like a
60:03
shower and you
60:03
just want to rub your eye and you can't
60:06
that's the that's the annoying bit
60:07
but although in terms of a looks and
60:10
convenience thing
60:11
like my makeup routine went from an hour
60:13
and a half to 15 minutes
60:14
because of the fake eyelashes because
60:16
like this is i can get away with just i
60:18
mean this is like you know
60:20
[ __ ] hour five with makeup on but
60:21
like it looks a little bit more scuffed
60:24
but
60:25
um i can get away with literally just
60:26
doing like concealer eyebrows
60:28
um and contour and that's the whole
60:31
makeup routine and i'm done
60:32
and you used to be like a whole thing i
60:34
need to do like eyeshadow
60:36
eyeliner [ __ ] fake eyelashes mascara
60:39
like do you find like like
60:43
i think like when you normally stream
60:45
like you find it like difficult
60:48
uh it's annoying to get ready i'd say
60:51
that
60:52
as opposed to like just going on and
60:53
like clicking on like whatever you want
60:55
to
60:57
do right yeah i mean there's
61:01
you know some day some days different to
61:03
others like some days you get like real
61:04
hyped up to do something fun on stream
61:06
and then like other ones you just kind
61:07
of want to
61:08
play some minecraft and not do much and
61:10
then like uh
61:11
you know beauties work but appreciate it
61:13
that's a good point
61:15
what's that do you think look like what
61:16
are you going to be doing like uh like
61:18
in terms of like like
61:19
maybe future outfits or less like that
61:21
is there anything that you
61:23
would like want to say for your for for
61:26
the people who come from
61:27
your tomorrow over here or like for like
61:29
anything in the future
61:31
are you afraid that you're gonna like it
61:32
too much
61:35
i've already spent the first the two
61:37
weeks as a girl it's been fine
61:39
it's been all right i haven't had i
61:40
haven't had really time to just kind of
61:42
have a day
61:43
because like i think everyone especially
61:46
like the cent council a bit
61:47
really do want like a lot of like um
61:51
proof that i'm doing stuff or like you
61:52
know uh
61:54
what's it called like just um like just
61:58
unlike updates [ __ ] like that so i never
62:00
really got the whole
62:01
i haven't really had a day where i was
62:03
just like [ __ ] it you know if i really
62:04
wanted to have you know
62:06
a girly day and just kind of do nothing
62:08
and just watch movies eat popcorn paint
62:10
my nails all that
62:11
talk about boys and gossip couldn't do
62:13
that
62:14
because i've just got to work so
62:17
but like let's say like hypothetically
62:19
like if you're able to if you're able to
62:21
like
62:22
dress up like every day and like do
62:23
stuff like do you like what what do you
62:25
enjoy more do you enjoy like
62:27
dressing up like did you feel like it's
62:30
become like a part of you
62:31
or like something like that like ever
62:34
like
62:34
off camera i mean
62:38
i wouldn't do it off camera i mean i
62:40
have for the last two weeks but
62:41
i don't think i'd continue it because
62:44
it's not like um
62:46
yeah it's it's i mean it's interesting
62:48
they're like the whole skirts thing
62:50
sometimes it is uh
62:51
pretty convenient and you need to go
62:54
through a lot of
62:55
like this is really [ __ ] comfy like
62:59
i kind of find myself wearing like a lot
63:00
of women like girl shirts to bed
63:02
because they're so [ __ ] soft um sorry
63:06
oh camera went but yeah no yeah or like
63:09
um
63:11
i don't know
63:26
yeah no like
63:30
i don't know there's there's some
63:32
there's some benefits some not benefits
63:33
but
63:34
all in all i don't think i'd like
63:37
there's no
63:38
there's no eventuality where i'm like oh
63:39
i gotta go to the shops to pick up some
63:41
bread um or like to go and do
63:43
anything i'm going to go like kind of
63:45
get my makeup on look all pretty and
63:47
then go out
63:48
there's nothing like this it's totally
63:52
[ __ ] have you normal look like
63:55
what have you like just got dressed for
63:58
the heck of it
63:59
i know you did like crossdressing before
64:01
but like you know for me it's
64:02
[ __ ] is like second nature to me yeah
64:06
but i mean would you like but it's also
64:08
a lot a lot of work
64:09
you know yeah like it
64:13
i mean okay i gotta ask is there really
64:14
anything that's just like you kind of
64:16
get up
64:16
and you're just like [ __ ] i'm just
64:19
gonna go get dress
64:20
and like get old like get makeup on get
64:23
all like fake because like it
64:24
the whole setup is like a lot of work to
64:26
look convincing i guess
64:29
i mean for me in particular like i guess
64:30
that's like one thing but you don't
64:32
necessarily think about it when you're
64:33
gonna do it it's sort of like
64:35
you've embedded those thoughts like
64:37
providing your best
64:39
all already not i mean like it's not
64:42
that
64:42
crazy but i just wanted to let you know
64:44
that it's fine
64:47
it's totally fine
64:51
yeah i mean i don't worry sure
64:54
it's not i've i haven't been
64:59
oh yeah no there's not like there's yeah
65:01
no there's it's
65:03
what the [ __ ] are you doing getting a
65:05
bit hot in here
65:06
very very hot you know i just wanna let
65:08
you know that uh
65:13
[ __ ]
65:18
you've been talking to your doctor this
65:21
whole time
65:23
i i just want to let you know that
65:26
that it's perfectly fine and okay it's
65:28
it's fun and okay to have the feelings
65:30
holy [ __ ] did you have this on
65:33
underneath
65:34
everything oh
65:37
that's some [ __ ] commitment that's
65:40
the holy [ __ ]
65:41
daddy's commitment to the [ __ ] if i've
65:44
ever seen it
65:45
oh my god oh but yeah
65:48
it's that's pretty much all a
65:52
psychologist does right is that just
65:53
like you know it's fine
65:54
yeah you know it's fine it's okay it's
65:56
fine all of that
65:58
is fine what if i said something that's
66:00
just completely not fine like i was just
66:02
out here like
66:03
yeah i really like instead of well you
66:05
know i don't usually like getting
66:07
dressed up all the time but what i
66:08
really do like is
66:10
finding people and skinning them okay
66:12
and then i wear that
66:14
but how does it make you that's fine
66:20
and that's perfectly okay and that's
66:23
fine
66:23
that's a part of you that's your nature
66:26
um
66:27
yeah i know it's like um
66:31
i mean like obviously it doesn't get
66:34
that crazy but then again you know it's
66:35
it's patient to
66:37
counsel me yeah confidentiality no one's
66:40
gonna know this
66:41
it's always me and you can't counsel me
66:45
yeah no besides like
66:46
a lot of people it's fine yeah just me
66:47
always counsel me real quick
66:49
tell me tell me what uh counsel me
66:53
therapize me psychiatric evaluation
66:56
like i honestly look it's not just to
66:58
say to say but
66:59
i don't think you've got any problem in
67:01
regards to this like when it comes to
67:02
like the people who are telling you what
67:04
to do
67:05
like oh do this yeah or you know or like
67:07
oh you're
67:08
doing this for like a certain cause or
67:10
anything like that
67:11
uh you're just you're just getting a uh
67:14
a different range of attention
67:17
but different is like i don't think i
67:19
think you're dealing with it well
67:20
because i don't think
67:20
you don't look like or you don't express
67:22
like it's phasing you
67:24
like you're just there doing you know
67:26
what you do and doing your best to make
67:28
the best of it which is admirable
67:30
uh for some people a lot of people can't
67:32
take it that way but i think the way
67:34
that you handle it is
67:35
perfectly fine i honestly believe that
67:38
it's perfectly fine as long but
67:40
that's only because i trust you and what
67:42
you say if you're being honest with me
67:44
that that
67:45
that's perfectly fine but if you're not
67:47
i'm i'm an open book my guy
67:50
then i've got really nothing to
67:51
prescribe you or
67:53
give you providence really i could have
67:55
really used some drugs
67:57
uh thank god i'm not a real doctor
68:01
don't tell anyone don't call anyone
68:04
don't tell anyone don't tell anyone
68:06
but i'm not a real doctor all right it's
68:08
not being this is not being recorded
68:10
or anything right no you know we're just
68:12
like your actual a natural doctor just
68:13
drinking beers on the job
68:15
yeah tell me about it how are you having
68:16
a having a good time right
68:19
bros chilling in a disco cold
68:23
technically what we are what we're doing
68:26
thousands of feet apart because we're
68:28
not gay yeah yeah i'm totally not
68:32
gay right i'm talking i don't know what
68:34
your preference is
68:36
do you like guys or women or both or
68:38
neither
68:40
or something else
68:44
if you have to ask me like right um
68:47
i what point in the stream did i kiss
68:50
that
68:51
why i got lip gloss on that it's okay oh
68:54
my god
68:56
i'm are you hitting on me no i'm [ __ ]
68:59
who you attracted to what what what
69:02
extremely stuck
69:03
okay okay fine fine if you have to put
69:06
it that way
69:06
i like guys
69:11
who
69:14
who's who's whose first name starts with
69:18
the letter
69:19
f and
69:24
i don't know it's very embarrassing if i
69:27
told you
69:30
i i understand i get it right no no
69:33
no no no do you do [ __ ]
69:41
i'll do you what yeah not do you
69:44
i i i are you dumb stupid or dumb
69:48
huh i like women so pretty dumb
69:55
why would you commit your your your life
69:58
to
69:59
to [ __ ] servitude and [ __ ] like that
70:03
yeah it's peak uh
70:06
something patriarchy matriarchy
70:10
i don't know what it is i feel like
70:14
it's gonna be very fun trying to find a
70:16
girlfriend at some point because
70:17
obviously they'd have to put up with all
70:18
this [ __ ] so
70:20
it's got to be like i don't know man
70:26
thing i don't know would you i like like
70:29
how would you like i know we spoke about
70:32
uh but then again i'm not really sure
70:33
who i'm speaking with am i speaking with
70:35
fan or am i speaking with rose
70:37
i'm the same person goddammit i know
70:41
i'm not doing a character of rose that'd
70:44
be
70:44
better be too much to to to do i think
70:47
that's a lot of brain power that would
70:48
take
70:49
i don't have
70:53
ask me any question that sounds like
70:54
like what i mean
70:56
sneaky landed a gf sneaky landy down
70:59
[ __ ]
71:00
ten dude sneaky's girlfriend you think
71:03
you okay you think estelle
71:04
is a ten she's like a to me she's like
71:07
an eight point five she's
71:08
don't say ten when you say ten
71:12
say eleven when you mean ten she's her
71:15
body is a ten
71:16
i would say her body is a ten i i'm not
71:18
a fan of her face though
71:19
her face something about it it knocks it
71:22
down like
71:22
no [ __ ] that [ __ ] yeah yeah yeah yeah
71:24
yeah
71:27
you don't have to think about their
71:28
bodies right [ __ ] the bodies
71:30
like but no no no no i'm gonna tell you
71:32
right now bodies [ __ ] bodies right
71:34
zero like just put everything at zero
71:35
that's what i try and do i know
71:37
that's the goal but still but still
71:39
that's the goal what you have to like
71:42
okay this is like recycled therapy
71:45
this is like free psychotherapy right
71:47
but if they're really good at photoshop
71:49
then that should be like a 12. it's way
71:52
easier to photoshop a face than
71:54
body that's like that's why i'm saying
71:57
photoshop 12.
71:58
like like if you're good at photoshop 12
72:00
then you're able to like
72:02
you can you can photoshop a face and a
72:04
body
72:07
that is true however like i mean come on
72:10
there's like
72:11
there's like candid for like other
72:12
people taking photos like no they're
72:14
[ __ ] they're they hot like body paint
72:17
uh face not my type but like that's fine
72:21
definitely a lot of people's type though
72:23
um
72:25
i don't know i've i i yeah i think it's
72:29
just
72:29
if you got it sneaky somehow i don't
72:31
know i mean sneaky's fairly cool he
72:33
makes a lot of money and he's pretty
72:34
cool
72:34
oh the first thing you say he makes a
72:37
lot of money
72:39
therefore he's cool well yeah i mean you
72:41
ever played a game of league
72:44
uh i haven't what makes sneaky cool
72:48
i don't even like league what makes
72:50
sneaky cool
72:52
because they have people to vet for him
72:54
because he's an esports team who's
72:55
amazing
72:56
with their marketing oh i just find him
72:57
funny every now and then
73:02
he seems chill you could just get a vibe
73:04
you know
73:05
uh that could be completely different
73:07
i've definitely met
73:08
people that are completely different off
73:09
camera what did you think of me
73:12
oh god she's awful off cam oh wait do
73:15
you have me muted
73:19
off camera a nightmare the biggest diva
73:22
she doesn't let me look her in the eyes
73:25
really
73:26
i don't know like okay if you can get to
73:29
like
73:29
some like like like like
73:33
some stuff like um when you look at
73:36
yourself in the mirror
73:37
how do you feel other than horny
73:41
it depends where i'm looking
73:46
where you normally looking
73:49
uh usually there's a specific place i
73:52
look if i want to feel a lot of
73:53
self-confidence
73:55
when you want to feel a lot of
73:56
self-confidence
73:58
yeah where do you normally look to find
74:02
that
74:03
motivation i have really nice i have
74:05
really nice ears i usually look at those
74:07
like they're like pretty nice like
74:09
they're like just the right size
74:11
you ever feel like you want to stick
74:12
something into a little bit smaller
74:14
oh my god never mind i'm not going to
74:18
[ __ ] ask these questions
74:21
i thought we were supposed to be
74:22
interviewing me
74:24
yeah i asked you and let me know i've
74:26
asked you a few things okay hold on what
74:28
did i ask you that you dodged before
74:30
yeah um actually the pronoun thing i
74:32
asked you what no i'm i'm a boy it's
74:34
like like
74:35
like i'm good at yeah sure like i i
74:38
guessed you guys well you guessed it
74:53
what's a vagina [ __ ]
74:58
support manto it's like a mixture of the
75:00
word blue and a vagina a vagina
75:03
blue vagina oh so that was all my
75:05
[ __ ]
75:06
say it again i thought it was a blue
75:09
waffle
75:10
oh do not go on google
75:15
don't call it sorry ruin some people's
75:17
days ask them about tucking
75:19
oh i don't talk i don't talk
75:23
i don't talk cool yeah i don't think i
75:26
don't know i've seen you in like
75:27
short shorts that you don't seem to i
75:29
don't talk like
75:30
last time i was wearing the same outfit
75:32
well except for the shirt the shirt was
75:33
a little bit different
75:35
how do you like hide it at all i just
75:37
got a small dick
75:38
like that
75:43
all right got it yes you're so fast
75:48
wait no were you [ __ ] with me god
75:49
damn it
75:51
she's wearing [ __ ] heels i just
75:53
noticed that a different pair of shoes
75:56
oh my god
76:09
oh my god
76:18
feminine
76:34
how do you talk then bud i just told you
76:37
you just know what something i thought
76:39
you [ __ ] there's some people who have
76:41
like like
76:42
you know we have like whiskey dick and
76:44
[ __ ] and you just you just [ __ ] drink
76:46
so much to a point where you're like
76:47
really not on your own i don't drink
76:48
that much
76:50
exactly so you just [ __ ] do it and
76:53
then
76:54
you don't have to worry about it you
76:56
like you're more interested in the good
76:57
time it basically means that like you're
76:59
you're not you're not here to like [ __ ]
77:02
anyone like no offense like like you
77:04
know how like i i don't know how on
77:05
earth this is related to talking
77:07
oh you just don't talk i don't have to
77:10
do it
77:11
before people ask me this question
77:15
you just got pee pee small isis
77:18
i just have to take a leak all the time
77:20
when i have sick leak all the time i
77:21
don't have to talk
77:24
if i don't yeah you know you know what i
77:26
mean like if i sleep
77:29
you don't have to talk to anyone there's
77:31
oh god talking is real [ __ ] hard dude
77:34
especially if you're if you're [ __ ] a
77:35
small person
77:38
you know i've seen some weird [ __ ] on
77:40
the internet where people like
77:42
they don't like feel and they they tuck
77:44
their balls
77:45
and dick into themselves it's just like
77:49
yeah you can do that
77:50
i've never i've there's i've got the the
77:53
ball
77:53
in thing i've done that ish i did it
77:57
i did it accidentally once committed
78:00
well i did it accidentally and i knew it
78:02
was possible because of that like
78:04
[ __ ] years ago
78:05
i was like oh damn did you know that
78:06
like and someone said like oh that's
78:08
what drag queens do when they like get
78:09
rid of their pee pee
78:10
i was like oh [ __ ] okay
78:14
that's nutty and then you know later on
78:17
the information came in handy
78:21
and i tried it and it was very
78:23
uncomfortable it's very hard
78:25
it's really difficult i tried to do it
78:27
before i was doing like a bikini stream
78:29
i was like oh i just can't stand up
78:30
because like it's just like it's
78:32
on the ground like it's hanging it goes
78:34
to my knee
78:36
like this is you know how much effort
78:38
this is to tuck it would be right there
78:40
i'd have to wrap it around a few times
78:43
just to keep it off the ground
78:44
usually so it'd be like whenever i get
78:47
the post in the
78:48
yeah whenever i get the post in the
78:50
morning it's nuts
78:52
because i have to go outside it takes
78:54
like yeah no
78:55
the being of being a girl is really easy
78:57
because the same amount of effort that i
78:59
put into doing my makeup was
79:00
pretty much the same amount of time i
79:02
had just coiling it up
79:09
like a fire like a fireman's hose
79:13
it's like i'm one of the things that you
79:15
go like that
79:18
oh my god you ever you ever get it like
79:20
a like like box boxes and
79:22
was asked this question right like when
79:25
it comes to like
79:26
oh do you ever think you'll beat sneaky
79:29
in terms of like you know you know they
79:30
had like a back and forth thing when
79:31
they were popular
79:32
you know box box did the riven right
79:35
they always do
79:36
riven and like they had the cosplay and
79:37
boss box possible look always amazing
79:40
it's good and like box box like
79:41
personality and then like you have
79:42
sneaky who goes
79:44
with like the severe like the yeah
79:47
all the other things uh but then when
79:49
box box like
79:51
let out a clip saying oh i'm not here to
79:53
beat sneaky
79:55
my main goal is to when i look at myself
79:58
i can get hard from it
80:04
so the question is honestly that should
80:06
be my goal
80:07
you've just given me a whole new
80:08
perspective that's what i should aim for
80:11
i think oh [ __ ] yeah okay it open it
80:13
open it opens up like a new level of
80:15
challenge in terms of like
80:17
what makes you like like oh like like
80:20
if you think about like motivation like
80:22
you're here to like you know bring the
80:23
all
80:24
bring the all to the sim council
80:25
everyone
80:27
you want to be able to be able to make
80:30
yourself feel good while doing this as
80:32
opposed to like
80:32
from what you spoke to me like you say
80:34
that you do it you know you know it's
80:36
for the people you love which is
80:37
perfectly fine but
80:39
i feel like can you show me you'll be
80:40
able to see yourself in it you know
80:43
are you thinking too much like when you
80:44
feel like you you're you're not
80:46
displacing
80:47
i feel no you're you'd it to to even be
80:49
ever attracted to yourself you probably
80:51
need to not see yourself as yourself
80:53
right
80:54
you need to be so different which you
80:56
know
80:58
could pull off maybe if i did like a lot
81:01
like heavier makeup sort of thing like i
81:02
actually tried
81:04
could pull off a different week maybe
81:08
interesting that's amazing
81:12
maybe well i'm curious to like
81:15
actually if you can't make it if you
81:17
can't get a girlfriend make your own
81:18
girlfriend yeah that's normally like
81:20
the prerogative when it comes to things
81:23
like that
81:24
i mean for you uh i feel like you're
81:27
you move with the flow you know how to
81:28
like make you know what to
81:31
give people what they want which is
81:36
damn right ladies
81:37
[Laughter]
81:40
which is a great thing which is
81:42
definitely a great thing but like for
81:44
yourself
81:45
i feel like when i do like my cross
81:46
playground that's right um
81:48
it's for myself but then again like if
81:51
they're people who like really like it
81:53
and you want to make it better
81:56
yeah like that's where it comes from
82:00
i guess the first time i did all my
82:02
makeup and stuff it was
82:03
goddamn awful so [ __ ] bad um
82:08
that was pretty yeah i still remember it
82:10
i'm getting a little bit of flashbacks
82:12
but you know have you ever been like um
82:16
hit on like irl in terms of like being
82:19
well
82:20
i don't go out that much it's okay i
82:22
don't know that much people have looked
82:23
at my ass and my legs when i've been out
82:25
but i've never like been [ __ ] hit on
82:28
because i can't do any i can't do any
82:30
voice
82:30
being hit on would last immediately half
82:33
a second it'd be hey
82:34
all right be it think
82:38
the the the majority comes from like the
82:41
person that you meet
82:42
have you have you had like any
82:43
shortcomings since yours was like
82:45
have you ever like regret like doing any
82:47
of this stuff
82:48
or regretted it um i can't say i've like
82:52
regret uh
82:56
no so it's all been fun in a way i think
82:59
that's awesome so been fun i think
83:01
that's awesome
83:04
yeah finnrose is just viral marketing
83:07
for knives it is i promote knives every
83:09
stream i can
83:10
now skin your ice pick
83:14
do it less than a second uh oh [ __ ] less
83:18
than
83:18
like the really quick way ice pick i
83:20
stick
83:22
i do it like i [ __ ] i don't you've got
83:24
me don't do the thing
83:25
no i know
83:29
that's like somebody you can do it like
83:31
the while
83:33
in infant's mind massacre
83:37
someone's told me to do an ice pick
83:41
ice pick with one lick like that
83:45
that's pretty good that
83:49
that's pretty much it oh ow
83:54
man i usually go like to the side
83:58
like i go around like that
84:05
i know you're gonna [ __ ] cut yourself
84:07
and be like
84:10
but but like i have friends like uh like
84:14
once like quite a while like they told
84:16
me like butterfly knife right
84:18
they call it a bali song yeah
84:21
song song it's like the traditional name
84:25
for it or whatnot
84:27
holy [ __ ] it's 5 i am why do you how do
84:29
you keep me awake this long i wanted to
84:31
make pizza
84:32
and then sleep you want to make pizza
84:36
i should just sleep now it's been awake
84:38
too long
84:42
how are you still in heels
84:46
i take heels off the moment i can take
84:48
the heels off
84:52
oh my god dude i
84:55
then again i haven't i have no heels
84:58
that are less than like
84:59
five or six inches tall like they're all
85:02
giant
85:04
yeah so i can just always wear heels
85:06
with your height right with your height
85:08
i think
85:09
you should look five ten ish yeah five
85:12
ten
85:13
you can yeah because you know like
85:15
something like it doesn't have to be
85:16
like
85:17
florida thing like these are like yeah
85:20
because i
85:22
i just love wearing heels all the time
85:25
i can never do it that's like the
85:27
awesome thing
85:28
right well you like it you like wearing
85:30
heels
85:31
no they're not fun they're like
85:35
but if you're like on stream they're not
85:38
on stream they're much fun
85:39
but the heel they're they're not comfy
85:42
there's just hard to do things
85:44
i feel like tripping is i haven't
85:46
practiced enough i'm wearing heels my
85:48
guy
85:48
i feel like i i think you need to hire a
85:50
new photographer
85:56
i didn't wear heels for the photography
85:58
thing
85:59
or flats you probably should because
86:02
like
86:02
for your pictures if you really want
86:04
good pictures you could probably do it
86:05
all then
86:07
if you were talking like if you wanted
86:08
to sneak no i just mean like i don't
86:10
know how to wear heels
86:11
i can't just [ __ ] put them on and
86:14
start walking
86:15
but i can't i don't have the i don't
86:17
have the willpower
86:19
to to practice that it's the same thing
86:21
with like anything that's girly it's
86:23
just too much effort
86:25
i don't know like realistically
86:27
realistically
86:29
would like if i had perfect willpower
86:31
i'd like eat
86:32
salads all the time and actually stick
86:34
to wearing a waist trainer
86:35
just a little bit to get more i was
86:37
actually thinking about doing that too
86:38
so
86:38
i feel like yeah but i have no and then
86:40
actually wear heels but i have
86:42
no way of doing that
86:47
i i i cannot there's a will we sent you
86:50
a video that was just on how to walk
86:52
gracefully
86:53
yeah but like yo i've seen like some
86:55
some girls like not walking hills
86:57
gracefully
86:59
yeah that wasn't even about heels that
87:00
was just like man mind
87:02
mind over heals dude the sim council
87:05
need to
87:06
[ __ ] i think you need to love
87:08
yourself more
87:11
yes [ __ ] go to bed like right look at
87:14
yourself look at yourself in the mirror
87:16
and be like whoa oh no i'm hot
87:21
but like that's like very like hot
87:24
there's this cute sexy hot but is there
87:27
you ever want to like [ __ ] yourself
87:31
i'll see you red i'm going to follow a
87:33
red suit i think i need to get the sim
87:35
council to keep me on track with um
87:38
uh eating better uh waist trainer and
87:42
heels
87:42
all right so council that's for your
87:44
training
87:50
help get the council to help me out with
87:52
that and then that'd be good
87:53
and i'm done they can just remind me
87:55
just spam me to do it thanks
87:57
whatever you do is like the only thing
87:58
that i would probably
88:00
just advise is to not take any
88:03
internal things
88:07
you know like dick you know if someone
88:10
asks you to
88:10
put your i'm talking about like like hrt
88:13
like
88:14
that like stuff that that that doesn't
88:16
like ruin your
88:18
your inner mental construct
88:22
i lost every word of that nothing okay
88:26
thank thank god like it's on stream so
88:27
you could just replace it don't take
88:29
dick hrt because it will ruin you okay
88:31
never mind never mind never mind never
88:33
mind oh god
88:35
can someone translate that oh my god it
88:38
was so [ __ ] strange
88:39
i feel like yeah you're you're a little
88:41
bit different than
88:42
finn i'm speaking with rose right now
88:46
shut the [ __ ] up i'm leaving this
88:48
goddamn call i'll be having fun with
88:49
this stream
88:50
i'm gonna head to bed i'll see you let's
88:52
get that