00:00
at least um it means i'm upset that
00:03
you stole kara from me look look look
00:06
we're sharing kiara
00:08
and i'm sharing you with kiara we're in
00:10
a three-way relationship
00:11
did you did you scissor
00:15
that is i can't publicly talk about i i
00:18
understand
00:20
yeah i'll leave that okay imagination i
00:22
take that as a yes
00:24
well i didn't say yes i said i'll leave
00:26
that up to the imagination
00:29
and now my mind isn't
00:33
in a bad place i think your mind's in a
00:35
good place
00:36
i think it's i mean it is a nice
00:39
um image thank you thank you
00:46
makes me feel very warm yeah very
00:49
very holiday yeah no this is like my
00:53
actual like this is like a corner of my
00:56
basement
01:00
no no if you pick an ornament off the
01:02
tree i'll literally go and get it that's
01:04
not a real fire though right
01:06
no that's not a real fire that's a tv
01:09
i should have turned out mine too
01:14
hello it's so nice to meet all of you
01:16
here uh minx it's my first time meeting
01:19
you
01:20
i've never seen you before in my entire
01:22
life i've never
01:23
yeah i've never seen you either what are
01:26
what it what are you drinking is that
01:28
that was walking is that i have also
01:30
this
01:31
what are you wearing i'm supposed to be
01:34
ronald mcdonald
01:36
that's kind of what i thought yeah
01:49
i didn't notice you were too loud until
01:51
someone said you were too loud but
01:52
i don't think so but now you're too much
01:55
here
01:57
i'm gonna go i'm gonna okay i'm gonna
02:00
i'm gonna turn down my microphone
02:01
actually minx could do that but
02:03
yeah i'm doing that i'm doing it it's
02:04
fine i'm doing we're doing it okay
02:06
okay wait i still have the question why
02:08
are you dressed like ronald mcdonald
02:11
because they said um i have this thing
02:14
where it's like redeem a cosplay if you
02:16
have enough channel points
02:17
and they said they wanted a ron mcdonald
02:19
outfit now
02:21
yeah you guys didn't go oh because
02:23
because you got right here i was gonna
02:25
say you should go for the hamburglar
02:26
that's the one
02:30
[ __ ] hamburger yes why
02:33
you look like literally you look so
02:36
[ __ ] hot with ginger hair i don't
02:38
understand why you're crying over it
02:40
no one looks good with ginger hair thank
02:42
you
02:43
but no wow you're piercing blue
02:47
eyes you're beautiful
02:53
if i wasn't irish i won't mind if i
02:55
wasn't irish it's just how everyone it's
02:57
like
02:58
if you're irish you're ginger leprechaun
03:00
leprechaun leprechaun
03:01
but there's they they're stereotyping it
03:04
because
03:04
clearly they don't know ireland not
03:06
everyone there is a ginger
03:08
yeah you know what yeah [ __ ] those
03:10
stereotypical [ __ ] stereo judgmental
03:12
prickheads
03:14
okay who's streaming here and is anyone
03:16
family friendly i'm not
03:18
i'm respecting you i'm not struggling
03:21
i'm too lazy what is wrong with you
03:27
yes i always like if you're going to
03:28
call me on your podcast don't waste time
03:30
go live at least some [ __ ] get some
03:31
content
03:32
from it jesus true are you are you
03:35
literally enabling leeching right now
03:37
it's not i wouldn't invite people if i
03:40
was inviting them to not
03:41
i feel so bad and buying people like
03:42
take the time out of your day without
03:43
streaming i'm like hey
03:45
keep your stream going and just hang
03:46
here easy then i can do a podcast
03:48
without feeling [ __ ] bad
03:49
right okay i'm actually going to do the
03:51
intro i forgot about that
03:54
you're not like the other streamers i'm
03:55
not going to call out any you know
03:57
streamers but you're
03:58
wow that's actually crazy how well i'm
04:01
like i'm like i'm like the stream hero
04:03
hello uh ladies and gentlemen
04:06
welcome to the just a podcast the
04:10
estimate runtime for this is two hours
04:12
but you are welcome to leave at any time
04:13
i just always invite six people so if
04:15
someone has to leave
04:16
we still have you know like four people
04:19
yadda yadda
04:20
so if you got something to do you know
04:22
[ __ ] go do it
04:23
uh i have a series of questions that i'm
04:25
gonna ask you guys
04:27
uh you don't have to answer them if
04:29
you're not comfortable you can debate
04:31
you can fight with each other you can do
04:32
whatever the [ __ ] you want
04:33
we're gonna start straight away with
04:37
introductions
04:38
let's start with colin
04:42
so hi everybody uh nice to meet all you
04:44
guys i don't think any of us have ever
04:45
been in a call before so nice to meet
04:47
you
04:47
um my name's colin colinsmoke i'm from
04:50
pittsburgh pennsylvania
04:51
um i'm 20 years old and i mostly stream
04:54
minecraft but i'm doing more variety
04:56
stuff
04:56
so nice to meet you and what did you win
04:59
recently colin
05:01
i won james charles lover host that is
05:03
so big
05:04
wow that is the coolest number host to
05:06
[ __ ] win
05:08
it was it was very stressful but it was
05:12
it was a good time
05:13
but you got it yeah conquered it and you
05:15
killed it conquered it
05:16
all right let's go to grimoire
05:20
oh my god um so uh my name's grimoire
05:25
um i'm from lithuania i'm 21.
05:29
i'm a huge fan of minx and
05:33
uh sometimes i get the flanny
05:36
flanny flutter from her
05:42
and uh honestly my first time here i
05:45
don't know what this is about
05:46
you said you wouldn't drink during this
05:49
but i watched you on miko's yesterday
05:51
and then you
05:52
said you know you did three days
05:55
yeah like why why stay sober it's stupid
05:59
that's true yeah i i got what it was
06:02
four days of the [ __ ]
06:04
four days of january when no drink and
06:05
then i was like this is boring why do
06:07
people go off during for new year's like
06:09
i only lost like [ __ ] what 0.5 pounds
06:12
i was only getting off it so i could
06:14
lose weight and then i'm like this is
06:15
[ __ ]
06:15
stupid remember you complain about the
06:18
stereotypers about the irish
06:20
and then you bring up the fact that you
06:22
couldn't go four days without drinking
06:24
because no because everyone's like it's
06:27
like oh we're drinking tonight on vr
06:28
chat or we're drinking on this podcast
06:30
you want to come on i'm like
06:31
no i'm not gonna sit there being the
06:32
only sober person i feel like i've been
06:34
so
06:34
left out it's you know what i've
06:36
realized the pandemic has made so many
06:37
[ __ ] more people drink
06:39
like people who won't even drink in the
06:40
past they're like constantly drinking
06:42
now
06:43
and now everyone's bonding over it so
06:46
it's uh
06:47
not that bad [ __ ] sake your eyes are
06:50
huge grimoire
06:52
jesus that was depressive i've been
06:55
i've been possessed my eyes are blacked
06:57
out your eyes are [ __ ]
06:59
huge all right let's go to
07:03
fenster hi
07:06
it's me hello i've uh i'm a uh
07:11
i used to be a minecraft youtube still
07:12
i'm a minecraft youtuber started off
07:14
streaming minecraft and then it all
07:16
spiraled and now i'm
07:17
uh dressing up as a woman every now and
07:19
then all the time
07:20
beautiful thank you thank you you too
07:23
nice hair
07:24
this is a good hair it's uh it's okay
07:27
wait what really i should oh my god like
07:31
you
07:31
can't tell no
07:36
right it just looks unrealistically good
07:40
i love your nails and everything about
07:41
you you look great finster
07:43
thank you nice to meet you please carry
07:45
on all right let's move on to
07:48
h-bomb 94. oh
07:51
i hi i am h-bomb uh i played
07:55
a lot of minecraft you're right i forgot
07:57
the numbers my apologies
07:59
uh i am a minecraft nerd
08:03
apparently minx has a thing for
08:04
minecrafters and just wants to get them
08:06
to see what her podcast she's like oh
08:09
there's one joining let's get all of
08:11
them together oh boy minecraft podcast
08:14
uh yeah i i stream minecraft that's kind
08:16
of my
08:17
feel thank you for your time thank you
08:20
yes thank you for the intro and last but
08:23
not least
08:23
don't kill me i'm still murica meow
08:26
rizza mia writes up
08:28
hey go ahead okay i'm uh
08:31
me ariza i uh i sell uh pictures of my
08:38
i
08:45
i was born with unnaturally large large
08:47
backsides so
08:48
you know you have to profit yeah i've
08:50
seen that
08:52
i like naruto a lot it's pretty it's
08:53
pretty funny it's my favorite uh thing
08:55
ever i have
08:56
15 naruto's tattoo or something um
08:59
yeah i'm from germany so they that's it
09:03
that's my introduction funny way more
09:05
interesting than me
09:06
wait how did you say the name again meow
09:10
riza or whatever
09:11
this is whatever everyone has their way
09:12
of saying it finn says meevo razer
09:17
i say it differently every single time
09:19
thank you now read that nice to meet you
09:22
nice to meet you nice to meet you all
09:24
too i've met finster before
09:26
um i uh choked him out on stream and got
09:30
cancelled for it
09:31
many times oh no no no one physically
09:35
there's a whole thread on me you know
09:38
they call it you know i i say it's my
09:40
way of showing affection
09:42
that's that's i know if anything if
09:44
you're getting canceled for anything i'd
09:46
like to get cancer first choking someone
09:47
out
09:49
that's a good way to go what was it
09:53
unconsensual which time
09:57
[Laughter]
09:59
well okay like killing someone with like
10:02
pleasure
10:03
how like how's that
10:06
you could say he was asking for it
10:08
[Laughter]
10:12
we went on uh we went to uh we went to
10:15
sweden
10:15
on uh halloween and we all were
10:17
cosplaying different uh people in the
10:19
boys
10:20
like marisa cosplayed as a homelander
10:22
and i've cosplayed as starlight
10:24
for halloween it's like it's like a
10:27
superhero show basically
10:28
my character basically my character
10:31
chokes his character and i posted a clip
10:33
of it on twitter
10:33
in context with him even saying the
10:35
quotes and it
10:36
is [ __ ] storm [ __ ] storm i'm an abuser
10:39
i'm terrible for him
10:40
he needs to cut me out his life you know
10:43
it's the usual
10:44
it was really funny i really watched i
10:46
know your own truth
10:47
you found it funny we know we we know
10:50
what's uh good for us
10:51
exactly it was such a good way of poking
10:54
fun at her afterwards because you know
10:55
every time that she would even brush
10:57
next imagine
10:58
abuse
11:03
[Laughter]
11:06
i can't when you say this [ __ ] with
11:08
stone cold no emotion face
11:10
no i'm serious it you know everything
11:13
until he says the safe word that's what
11:14
i go by
11:15
so then well then we've just [ __ ] no
11:18
no not
11:18
dogs what is it what is it when you
11:20
prove someone wrong
11:23
there's a word for it make them look
11:25
like an idiot
11:26
hypocrite no neither of those but
11:29
i appreciate the energy all right let's
11:32
go into the first
11:33
question actually all right oh my god
11:37
okay right you you can no raising your
11:40
[ __ ] hands just speak or talk over
11:42
each other i don't [ __ ] care nobody
11:44
like a button um oh a button a button
11:47
okay what is
11:48
what is a moment a moment what is this
11:52
scariest a moment that you thought you
11:54
were going to be cancelled
11:55
where it's like i'll go first to kind of
11:57
give you an idea
11:58
that's a great question so it's not
11:59
often you really want to ask
12:01
that wait i said no no i forgot graeme
12:04
was on the cast
12:05
let's we're going to save it wait no
12:08
no no
12:12
i forgot the cast today we're going
12:13
we're going on a different one we're
12:14
going to start off easier okay
12:16
wait no no i'm curious well i mean
12:19
i'm pretty dancing i think we can answer
12:21
the question right
12:22
yeah i apologize i apologize for it it's
12:26
really [ __ ] horrible what i did
12:28
when i was young it was really [ __ ] up
12:31
you're just hyping it up i really want
12:33
to know
12:36
put in the discord put in
12:43
i'm just looking okay okay okay right
12:45
okay how did you get into
12:47
no how did you get into streaming we'll
12:49
start with that an easy question
12:52
okay who's starting you are i want to
12:56
hear more from you
12:58
no i started streaming when i was uh
13:01
still a jail bait i was 16. i was doing
13:05
it like really you know like
13:06
uh uh low key because i didn't want
13:10
anyone to make fun of me at school for
13:12
doing it because it's kind of
13:13
embarrassing
13:14
um so i streamed for about two years
13:18
and then i got banned permanently
13:22
then i transitioned to mixture
13:25
for like a month got banned there then i
13:28
went on
13:28
youtube stop stop done oh my god
13:46
i got banned for like i don't know like
13:49
i think i tried like
13:50
it wasn't sexual i think i tried to like
13:52
shove a broccoli
13:54
i didn't like actually
13:58
it was like weird um so anyway i went on
14:02
to youtube
14:03
and so there was this
14:07
this there were these toxic people right
14:11
yeah young and naive
14:14
i wanted to pander to them
14:17
so i was really you know toxic back
14:21
i was saying really horrible stuff
14:24
and there's a whole compilation of all
14:27
those words i said
14:29
and i'm really not proud of it i think i
14:31
might even cry
14:32
like thank you minx for doing this but
14:35
they didn't have to say it i said how
14:36
did you get into streaming
14:41
cause now everyone's gonna like come
14:48
i'm very curious about the broccoli
14:50
though
14:50
[Laughter]
14:52
i thought it was going to go on the way
14:53
of like a different vegetable
14:56
streaming many times
14:59
and i thought it was really cool really
15:02
funny people were like
15:03
cheering me on for it and like looking
15:07
back on it
15:08
like i was just really [ __ ] repulsed
15:09
and embarrassed
15:23
you know i worked with them i was on
15:26
that type of thing and
15:27
it was when you want to fit in i know
15:30
luckily i got sick so i didn't have to
15:32
be there but like they would almost shun
15:33
you
15:34
if you didn't have the attitude they had
15:36
and it was just so
15:37
isolating and i'm not but i'm not
15:40
talking badly about the streamers that i
15:42
was like streaming with
15:43
it's just like the viewers and they
15:45
would um
15:47
it was a community thing i know exactly
15:49
what you mean the the farming the
15:51
how they acted yeah so
15:54
i i mean i'm really like just so
15:58
it's so bad it's horrible i don't want
16:00
to like go into too much detail i'm sure
16:03
people now are gonna go look for it
16:06
and thank you for opening this pandora
16:08
box again minx
16:10
the [ __ ] rat we moved on from the
16:13
question
16:14
i said how did you get distributed let
16:16
me just open up everything let me just
16:18
show
16:19
everything to you i know because
16:22
this is part of the you know the stream
16:25
thing though so anyway i was banned
16:29
for like two years i didn't get banned
16:31
for the things that i did on youtube no
16:33
i got banned for like way other stuff
16:36
that
16:36
i don't even think was that bad what i
16:40
did um so
16:44
fast forward uh i went on d live for a
16:47
year
16:48
and then d live kind of like um died out
16:51
you know mixer shut down
16:52
and uh i'm back on twitch now so like
16:55
after
16:56
two years they unbanned me so
17:00
i'm here that's tough i think twitch
17:01
bands are tough because you can't even
17:03
hang out with people
17:04
who stream on actually can't even be
17:06
seen it's bad
17:07
and i got scared for you
17:10
when you got banned because you didn't
17:12
know if it was seven
17:13
days but i still don't know why i got
17:16
banned
17:17
uh i don't know sorry about it no i've
17:20
asked my manager and
17:22
he's like wait i what i think is they
17:25
ban me for a wrong
17:26
reason but they're stubborn so they were
17:28
like we just won't tell them we'll keep
17:30
you guessing i just got mad at xqc
17:32
because i
17:32
i keep saying it's because the day i got
17:34
banned was when i called them intel and
17:36
simps
17:36
after the intel thing came out
17:39
and whereas like this is being banned so
17:41
my whole thing is well i guess they just
17:43
don't like being called that
17:44
and so i keep joking about how yeah it
17:46
was the intel sim thing and then
17:49
xqc was like that's not the reason so
17:52
i'm like
17:52
wait so xqc knows the reason and they
17:54
can't even tell me
17:56
who got banned for it i'm like this is
17:58
[ __ ] that [ __ ] triggers me so much
18:00
[ __ ] more than anything else
18:02
wait did the excuse me follow up wanted
18:04
to go with it because it was so
18:06
popular what are you being about i
18:09
responded to him i called him out i was
18:11
like [ __ ] like
18:12
we got like 80 000 [ __ ] views on live
18:14
stream i was like okay [ __ ] xqc if
18:16
you [ __ ] know
18:17
if that's not the reason i'm not [ __ ]
18:18
bad [ __ ] come out and [ __ ] tell me
18:20
but like he didn't respond so i'm like
18:24
it was the insult simpson i don't care
18:26
what anyone [ __ ] says they they
18:27
wrongfully ban me
18:28
but they won't own up to it that's why
18:30
they won't tell me the reason because
18:31
they would tell me the reason if there
18:33
was they they tell everyone the [ __ ]
18:35
reason but anyway
18:36
how did the rest of you guys get into
18:37
streaming
18:39
will we hear your story i really want to
18:42
know
18:44
wait how i got to streaming or the band
18:46
thing
18:49
oh yes i'll go last okay
18:53
oh then i thought it was funny i just
18:56
thought it's funny to
18:57
just [ __ ] say some stupid [ __ ] online
18:59
so
19:00
i turn on the camera
19:03
it is fun to say stupid i already have a
19:05
goal with this i just occasionally sit
19:07
in my chair put on my
19:08
oversized naruto puffer jacket drink a
19:11
bit and talk about
19:12
i don't know like pegging
19:17
yeah yeah dude not a bad summarization
19:20
of your streams actually
19:32
i'm a pretty i'm a pretty you know a
19:34
forward person i'll tell you how it is
19:36
i i get domination i think it's funny
19:38
it's
19:39
it's something cool it comes deep from
19:41
deep inside me you know
19:43
i think it's hot i need i need it's like
19:45
a power sort of thing
19:48
finn knows all about it all about it
19:50
that's what that's where the token
19:52
came actually we met six months ago
19:54
online
19:55
met up one week after we met up uh met
19:57
online we played all guys
19:59
one [ __ ] week yeah we yeah oh yeah we
20:02
should meet up
20:03
so then i abused them on stream sadly
20:05
three times
20:07
had to go back home and then about a
20:10
month or two later we started
20:11
uh aromantically e-pegging online on
20:13
discord
20:14
now we meet up occasionally and you know
20:19
just gets [ __ ] real dude and it's
20:21
hard it's rough
20:26
just like drinking away yeah he puts on
20:28
the beans you have to let this happen
20:30
she's just gonna go if
20:37
i think i will cherish the memory for
20:38
myself
20:40
of aromantic defecting okay sometimes
20:44
it's romantic
20:45
i want to build like a two deep
20:47
connections
20:48
it's worked it's worked right okay it's
20:51
it's like
20:53
i you know like egging but on discord
20:57
well okay it's like it's like it's like
20:59
networking right
21:00
i give the pegging sometimes i get a
21:02
host back you know
21:04
oh oh networking thank you grim for the
21:08
the five shifted wow thank you come on
21:12
wow stop oh this is how i don't like you
21:16
the most
21:17
i'm spending i only swim for uh
21:21
uh sexy people so oh wow i know you're a
21:25
liar too
21:26
you know what these are these are the
21:28
[ __ ] weirdest intros i've
21:30
ever had on the podcast so far look at
21:33
what i want
21:34
oh god look at this look at this this is
21:36
what's annoying
21:37
the more people like i found i find on
21:39
twitch the more i end up spending money
21:41
on them
21:42
and you're just a sugar mommy
21:46
we should hang out more girls a little
21:47
bit
21:49
oh i said we should hang out more
21:53
nice nice sounds fun look at those
21:56
[ __ ] muscles just [ __ ] flex don't
21:58
even
21:59
i have a broken leg for the armpit sweat
22:01
though oh yeah this is a fight
22:06
it's tight what can i say that's the
22:07
life oh my god
22:09
it's also warm in here you know i am a
22:11
pretty pretty big fan of radiators
22:13
what the [ __ ] you're literally
22:16
everything that comes out of your mouth
22:17
just like questioning my head you're a
22:19
constant crackhead
22:21
you're a crackhead i i would say it
22:22
means you're being kind of ableist right
22:24
now oh my god oh my god you can't
22:27
facially
22:27
you know i am suffering from adhd you
22:30
can't say [ __ ]
22:31
if if any any criticism to me risa is
22:34
you're transphobic and ableist and i
22:36
hate you
22:37
you can't say like you haven't done the
22:38
dishes in a week she's like that's just
22:40
ableist
22:41
i can't i'm pretty unable to wait for
22:43
the anthony padilla episode on adhd
22:45
people you will understand
22:47
you will all know you all understand
22:48
you're like you're like her keeper at
22:50
this stage it's like
22:51
i am i really am i've made that joke
22:56
what i've made that joke in real life
22:59
he's like your keeper
23:00
all right okay colin colin how did you
23:03
get into streaming
23:04
wait i don't know what a keeper
23:08
like an owner oh yeah yeah totally
23:11
[Laughter]
23:14
he's my kitten my discord kitten
23:17
[ __ ] weird what the [ __ ] is this
23:26
explaining his story yeah so so when i
23:29
when i first left home so i'm from
23:31
pennsylvania i moved from philadelphia
23:32
to pittsburgh
23:33
um and i've always been very close with
23:34
my brother and we always just like play
23:36
games together and all that stuff
23:38
um like after school whatever uh we're
23:40
four years apart
23:41
um and what happened was when i went
23:44
away to college it always gets a little
23:45
harder to do that
23:47
and he started streaming and i would
23:48
just like tune in and like lurk in his
23:49
streams i was doing like class [ __ ] or
23:51
whatever
23:51
and then he was like oh you should give
23:53
it a try and so nathan ultimately like
23:55
pushed me to give it a whirl and
23:56
now here i am so it's just he ultimately
23:59
is like why i
24:00
stream so it's pretty cool and i know i
24:03
love it so it's great
24:04
god find me a nice wholesome answer wow
24:08
refresh
24:08
to refresh right now come on what do you
24:11
mean
24:12
thank you for saving us colin we all
24:14
appreciate it i got you guys
24:16
finally some nice people on the on the
24:18
cash i thought my
24:20
story was nice we've yeah yeah i like i
24:22
like marriages
24:23
we got like a balance yeah no yeah even
24:26
balance finally
24:27
i understand her a brainerd
24:30
cat with any wording you choose
24:34
that's just that's just you know
24:35
fallback honestly oh my god
24:38
what do you mean by words because i'm
24:39
german understandably
24:42
all right h how did you get into
24:44
streaming
24:46
i feel like i'm gonna get canceled today
24:47
for some reason
24:51
i will just say it i'm still curious
24:54
about the broccoli i need to hear more
24:55
about this
24:57
it won't even like come up no no
25:01
it won't come up stop coming back to me
25:03
just tell your story
25:06
my twitch story i've just well okay so i
25:09
found out about
25:10
justin tv from my dad who's actually
25:12
never played a video game before in his
25:14
life
25:14
um he was a competitive darts player
25:17
when he was younger and justin tv
25:19
was where people would stream darts huh
25:22
so i found it from him yeah [ __ ]
25:24
yards
25:24
wait i remember just a tv but i thought
25:26
it was games this stream just darts yeah
25:28
i think it was games too but there was
25:29
darts on there like that's how that's
25:31
where my dad watched it
25:32
[ __ ] that's my twitch channel turns 10
25:35
and like you know how to play dark
25:37
streams
25:37
10 10 years you've been on [ __ ]
25:40
twitch
25:43
yet dude today today like the exact day
25:45
january 5th 2021 is the 10-year
25:47
anniversary of my youtube channel
25:49
no way yeah i know what the
25:52
freak i'm a blower
25:58
i feel like any time i'm like yeah i've
25:59
been on it for five years they're like
26:00
what that's so [ __ ] long why are you
26:02
kidding me
26:04
what me too yeah yeah wait wait wait if
26:07
i type in the chat you can see
26:09
like damn oh please show me a 10-year
26:11
badge i've never seen that before
26:12
i don't think it's at the time well i
26:13
don't have it yet awesome all right
26:17
like how long someone i could see how
26:19
long i've been subscribed to but i
26:20
thought you could see
26:21
like how long you've been on
26:31
maybe that's just my chat have you ever
26:34
lasted that long like you know you see
26:36
the founders sub is there anyone that
26:37
stuck around
26:39
anyone like the first like 10 or so of
26:42
mine or
26:43
uh of your of yours because it's ten
26:46
years man
26:47
like i could see it here i could show
26:49
you guys mine oh my god
26:52
yeah march 23rd 2011. so two months from
26:55
the day or two months from like
26:56
wow dude i'm i'm somewhat of a big deal
27:00
because i haven't heard the twitch
27:01
channel that's the only reason
27:03
yeah i think og so yeah you're one of
27:06
the oh geez it's such a flex to have
27:09
is it just yes oh my god
27:13
that's amazing and it's because of my
27:15
dad who never played video games
27:17
you so you found out you started a
27:20
twitch channel
27:20
because of your dad like that's how it
27:23
all
27:24
i find this is my origin i've never
27:27
heard of that
27:27
like it's never like oh my parent my my
27:30
boomer parents introduced me to this new
27:39
there's video games on this website so i
27:41
went to go watch it my dad introduced me
27:43
to twitch
27:44
i wish i could say something like that
27:58
i was a fan of people on youtube and
28:00
they'd stream on twitch so i was like
28:02
okay i guess i'll
28:03
come over to twitch and it was my friend
28:06
emily cherry she's still my friend now
28:08
but she lives in ireland too she's an
28:09
irish streamer i'm like wow that's sick
28:11
she was supposed to come and celebrate
28:13
new years with me but the [ __ ]
28:14
lockdown happened again but then that's
28:17
well
28:19
the kiara was there so chiara was stuck
28:22
here
28:24
carol not like you didn't like it don't
28:27
complain
28:28
that's true i cried when she left i did
28:31
okay right fin did you say you only have
28:33
a year on
28:35
twitch nine months i think around about
28:38
i don't know how long that is from
28:39
comparison it feels like a it feels like
28:42
it's been a while but
28:43
i guess compared it's really not
28:46
i'm a five month sub actually how did
28:48
you get into it
28:50
oh well i've always been like a really
28:52
uh famous and popular guy on
28:55
youtube so it's always been something
28:57
i've been used to
28:58
but i started i started off on like i
29:01
start off on youtube making minecraft
29:03
videos
29:04
that that kind of like just steadily
29:06
grew it's never been like super big for
29:08
for minecraft related stuff but that um
29:11
but i i made some video because i
29:13
thought it was funny
29:14
um where i just like my girlfriend did
29:17
my makeup at the time and i just went on
29:18
a megal
29:19
to go and like [ __ ] with people
29:21
essentially so i didn't
29:22
i could see right through this and then
29:24
apparently other people couldn't at the
29:25
time you had a wig to this and it's
29:27
indistinguishable um but i made a video
29:30
on it i put it up on youtube and it sat
29:32
at around like
29:33
four about two four thousand views
29:35
something like that
29:36
for ten months and then overnight it
29:39
just got like half a million views and
29:41
people starting like a whole new
29:42
audience came in
29:44
and i was like well i don't want to do
29:46
this on the main channel
29:48
but i could probably just stream it so
29:51
that's how i started it
29:52
i wanted to get better like on twitter
29:54
there was a clip of you doing that as
29:56
well
29:56
that's how i found i think all of that
29:58
was like you on on
29:59
the clip of you there was some other
30:01
person there yeah i was like yeah and
30:03
you
30:04
you stare at each other and you just
30:06
know immediately that you're both like
30:08
[ __ ] dressed up dude did you do you
30:11
know how he does that
30:12
have you heard him do the voice no
30:15
oh my god it's nuts it's a guy called
30:18
nat
30:18
he can do he can he's perfect at it he
30:21
can do a perfect girl's voice
30:22
and that's what he got really he got
30:24
that's what he got i didn't even know
30:27
people want me to i can't do it it's
30:29
impossible
30:30
it's so hard like every time i ask like
30:32
oh how did you do it he's like oh you
30:34
know it just took
30:35
like seven years okay okay just like
30:38
seven years
30:40
yeah he's apparently been working on it
30:42
like since he can remember
30:44
so oh my god
30:47
i didn't think i could do it in a few
30:48
weeks so i didn't try
30:50
this um this is the next question
30:54
i don't know this might be not sad they
30:56
could be either really happy
30:58
depending on the answers and you don't
31:00
once again if you don't want to answer a
31:01
question you don't have to
31:03
how drain has streaming
31:06
or youtube whatever you do how has it
31:09
affected
31:10
your relationship with your family yeah
31:13
oh yikes they love me more can i go
31:16
first
31:17
they let yes you could go first um i
31:19
think it
31:20
affected it positively because i could
31:22
just um
31:23
help them out more financially so i
31:26
think
31:27
yeah that way like we talk
31:30
um maybe not like as often
31:34
but we're we're very tight and
31:38
i'm i'm glad i can help them out
31:40
financially so
31:42
it's it's positive that's cute that's
31:45
cute
31:45
that's cute i think we're like that too
31:47
right yeah
31:48
yeah no i it was it's like my family are
31:51
so supportive of everything they're like
31:53
it was they've always been like you know
31:55
like as long as kind of
31:56
they do like my dad's very hard working
31:59
so when i always stream for the five
32:00
years i always had a full-time job like
32:02
receptionist
32:03
or uh training for the i always had
32:06
something going on but now i
32:07
accidentally
32:08
made this my full-time job where i can
32:10
you know help them too
32:11
instead it's like it's nice but it's
32:15
amazing it's amazing that everything
32:17
you've accomplished
32:18
and you know keep doing it it's great
32:21
your
32:22
family is really proud of you i was a
32:24
fan girl of you groomy
32:26
remember the old days our little fangirl
32:28
of you and kiara
32:30
bad because we didn't we literally
32:33
were we could have met
32:36
at the mansion we could have met but you
32:39
were there
32:39
like i think i wasn't drunk because i
32:42
was scared
32:43
wait i thought you met him i thought you
32:45
met that person
32:46
but was it was it like oh my god what
32:48
you're saying that person
32:50
okay no you met jagger i met jagger
32:54
uh i went the last two days and
32:58
like i didn't know about you but jagger
33:00
told me about later on i'm like oh my
33:02
god like we're
33:04
we're similar we're both cool and it's
33:07
if
33:07
we're both tall we're both tall exactly
33:10
how tall are you
33:12
i'm like five foot nine oh no
33:16
stand up stand up yes i [ __ ] um
33:20
what okay yeah i got physiotherapy today
33:23
look at me
33:24
oh my god the outfit
33:27
you are ronald mcdonald yeah
33:30
i'm literally dressed as him god
33:35
what do you have like a bloody ever
33:36
black belt
33:39
like a [ __ ] [ __ ] i did dress up as a
33:42
[ __ ]
33:43
the other day and it was so annoying
33:45
because there were so many coomers they
33:46
triggered me
33:49
i hear that word a lot what does it mean
33:52
i also want
33:53
you poor innocent soul h i am foreign
33:57
get your tits out get your get a skimpy
34:00
skirt you're like oh that's the horny
34:02
shot on these guys
34:04
i know
34:09
so my chat made me like they bought me a
34:12
maid outfit
34:12
so i wore it and it was the chat was not
34:16
my chat
34:17
i'm like my chat made me buy it with the
34:18
[ __ ] coomers that came in
34:20
from that one stream oh god it triggered
34:23
me so hard [ __ ] annoying like [ __ ]
34:26
bottom lane outfit yesterday
34:27
[Laughter]
34:31
yesterday i put a 500 dollar budget on
34:34
my stream and i was like all right chet
34:35
you guys pick what you buy for me
34:37
and immediately just all made up
34:42
another one for the cause you're going
34:45
to have to wear it too or you're going
34:47
to be called a [ __ ]
34:48
scammer i know well luckily it was only
34:51
like 35 dollars so it's not the end of
34:53
the world
34:54
what did the other 400 go to 470
34:57
the chat was surprisingly nice to me
34:59
hang on i could pull up you guys want to
35:01
see the stuff that i had to buy
35:02
yeah yeah okay
35:06
oh my god thanks come on kiara i should
35:08
have told you about the coomers and
35:10
taught you a little bit yeah no kiara
35:12
has told me about them but i'll start i
35:14
mean kara's chad hates me and i hate her
35:17
chat
35:18
kara's chat hey whenever i'd come out
35:21
they'd be like
35:22
get her off screen get her off screen
35:24
they did not that's why i made her
35:26
i made her change her sap so it didn't
35:28
face my room because i'd get triggered
35:29
at them the moment my door would open
35:31
or they'd be like they would call me the
35:33
shittest host because i won't do irl
35:34
streams with her and i'm like
35:36
i'm not even at home she's just like
35:38
living in my house for three months
35:39
her chat do not like me dude
35:43
i can't believe that they're so [ __ ]
35:45
dumb it's because they're coomers
35:48
they're cool i know my way they want
35:51
you're not giving them what they want
35:54
dude
35:54
i i know exactly what it's like to be
35:56
hated by a chat
35:59
wait fizz chat doesn't like you
36:02
oh well now they do i claimed my status
36:05
but
36:06
during we did a baking stream right and
36:07
i was baking like a [ __ ] champ
36:09
right i was doing everything right and
36:10
chad was like oh chocolate cake
36:12
i was doing chocolate cake and obviously
36:14
in the beginning it's liquid right it's
36:15
like a soup
36:16
and you bake it so it becomes a cake and
36:19
they were all like
36:20
some 14 year old you know they were just
36:22
like chocolate soup you're doing it
36:23
wrong everyone was like not like this
36:24
and then it comes out it's an actual
36:26
chocolate cake and i was just roasting
36:27
them
36:27
and they [ __ ] they were so pissed
36:31
perfectly it was okay they were not only
36:34
pissed over that it might have been me
36:36
kicking finn a few times right i did
36:39
take one though for a few years
36:41
like i did some like you know back high
36:43
cakes and [ __ ] and it was pretty correct
36:45
like i was impressed by myself
36:47
and i feel like people should have
36:48
admired my form instead of
36:50
uh going back on oh was he abused or not
36:54
i mean come on
36:56
do you ever fired your form they should
36:58
have admired your form instead of
37:00
they should have ignored you kicking off
37:01
your friends you punched him but to be
37:04
fair it was a pretty it was
37:05
a good form with it it was rotate the
37:07
shoulder i just
37:08
knocked him out but you know what it's
37:10
the form that are there
37:11
yeah their bruises are like you know
37:15
signatures
37:16
signatures that's like your sign yeah
37:19
like you get
37:20
you get to keep them and when i come
37:21
back next time you get some more
37:23
like a temporary tattoo or maybe
37:26
permanent right yeah
37:27
i mean i don't i don't mind getting hurt
37:29
scars are a good memory
37:31
you know i remember that baking stream
37:33
now ever ever since yet the hospital
37:35
bill too like
37:36
it's a great thing i know every month
37:39
that page that pay comes out the account
37:41
i remember that was a
37:42
great memory you know i did i did buy
37:45
you this
37:46
um this hoodie though so we're all
37:48
square
37:49
is it expected i bought them like a
37:51
hoodie for like 400 pounds
37:53
which is stupid that's nice no it's yeah
37:57
you like
37:57
the abuse he gets it he gets it gives
37:59
you the money
38:00
he paid pays him off keeps him quiet
38:02
he's like here 400
38:04
hoodie you can't say [ __ ] now it's got
38:05
money literally hush money
38:08
hey dude come on did you get the list
38:12
yeah okay guys there was no actual news
38:14
i'm just joking
38:16
i put pictures in the discord if you
38:17
wanted to like go through oh my god what
38:20
is the first one
38:22
wait a minute the minecraft world did
38:24
you post it in the in the discord
38:26
general
38:27
yeah what is it it's actually kind of
38:29
sick
38:30
what the hell i like that a lot actually
38:32
oh that's not oh [ __ ]
38:33
wait do you have a uh like a vaude or a
38:36
clip where i can see you wear
38:38
that i haven't got it i got it i bought
38:41
these yesterday
38:42
what i got these i bought these
38:44
yesterday so like i haven't gotten any
38:46
of them yet
38:47
oh so when are when is the next stream
38:50
i'm not spending more money
38:53
but like you already got it so when's
38:55
the next dream you wearing it
38:57
i don't have it yet
39:13
okay so like i'm moving in less than a
39:15
month so a lot of these i have to figure
39:16
out if i have to send here or to like my
39:18
new apartment once i get the address
39:20
i'm trying to move you're doing this
39:22
wrong just set up an amazon wishlist
39:25
say oh guys you want me to wear this
39:27
well guess [ __ ] what buy it for me
39:30
and there you go i want to do that but
39:33
you have to dox yourself
39:34
yeah you have to put your address in
39:36
yeah that's rough that's right i'm gonna
39:38
have a p.o box all right
39:39
do you have a p.o box yeah a p.o box
39:42
oh they're good they're really fun how
39:45
but they're so expensive right they're
39:47
so like
39:51
no they're like 120 pound for a year no
39:55
real male yeah royal male does it like
39:57
that oh i don't have right away
39:59
we do buy uh what is it pulse post aaron
40:02
or something
40:02
and it's like oh in december in december
40:05
it's the cheapest
40:06
it's i believe like 150 for a month but
40:09
then
40:09
from like february to summer it goes
40:12
like
40:13
from 300 400 and then it goes so like
40:16
where it's like 600 a month
40:18
are you doing like mail forwarding or
40:20
something or like is this like a service
40:22
you're doing online instead of like an
40:23
actual po
40:24
like po box or no because the only po
40:25
box i just have p.o box ireland and the
40:27
only one available is like from the
40:29
the local post and it's so [ __ ]
40:31
expensive
40:33
that's insane mine's literally that per
40:35
year it's like 250 pounds a year but
40:36
that's only because i selected like i'll
40:38
deliver it to my house you can get it
40:39
for like 150 if you go and pick it up
40:42
oh i'm so ah i feel for you a year
40:46
for a year it's really a [ __ ] month
40:48
in december
40:51
yeah that's kind of up there um
40:54
i never asked where are you from in
40:55
ireland uh i'm from the real part of
40:58
ireland i'm from the midlands
41:00
oh can i have it look down on people
41:03
from the top of like
41:04
dublin have you like really announced
41:07
which like bounty
41:08
no i've never announced which county i
41:11
i've announced which county but i saved
41:13
a different county every time
41:15
just because i just i used to be like
41:17
very open i was stupid and then i got
41:19
stuck
41:19
that's why i had to move i was gonna be
41:21
that [ __ ] that cause my parents are
41:22
great with me streaming they never
41:23
minded i was gonna live with them
41:25
and just save up money to buy a house
41:27
straight away
41:28
but then the [ __ ] stalker found my
41:30
parents house and like
41:32
they'd like try troll [ __ ] at the window
41:34
to smash it or egg our house
41:36
or like the moment i'd go live this
41:38
start banging on the door real
41:39
like loud and it's just like i i had a
41:42
younger sister and it was like
41:43
it was gonna be traumatizing because i'd
41:45
see her like stopping her eyes out and i
41:47
saw like
41:47
i that's why i live in a renovated
41:50
[ __ ] morgue
41:51
i looked at the first cheapest place to
41:52
move out to um
41:54
and this was a plane so that's why i'm
41:56
like now i just lie about where i live
41:58
consistently
41:59
can you it's so scary it's so disgusting
42:03
people think it's okay to do that
42:05
[ __ ] that's
42:06
gross yeah jesus christ there's nasty
42:08
but the [ __ ] police are just
42:09
about not doing [ __ ] about it though
42:11
they're like until something happens we
42:12
can't help you
42:15
[ __ ] actually break in and [ __ ]
42:17
try and kill you or something
42:19
yeah it's freaking disgusting like you
42:20
could like threaten like as much as you
42:22
want
42:23
as a stalker and not get in trouble
42:25
until you actually like harm them
42:27
it's it's disgusting it doesn't make
42:30
sense
42:31
yeah they're putting police can have
42:33
some brains
42:37
are you safe now mings i
42:40
don't i think it was a fluke the other
42:43
uh
42:44
chat will remember this because i like i
42:46
almost cried on stream but there was
42:47
someone the other night like i had to
42:49
move
42:50
a whole county like i i'm which isn't
42:52
that much i know like some people move
42:53
state which is like [ __ ] 10 hours
42:55
away
42:55
but living an hour away from my parents
42:58
when you know
42:58
i was used to them and stuff and like
43:01
[ __ ]
43:01
in a in the middle of nowhere but
43:03
someone was like banging on my door at 4
43:05
a.m the other
43:06
night it was like a few weeks ago and i
43:10
it happened on stream once and it was
43:13
earlier but then
43:14
i just ignored it and then i went on i
43:17
was talking with my friends on discord
43:19
and at 4am this one wasn't live there
43:21
was someone banging at my house and i
43:23
keep thinking it's like oh it's just
43:24
someone drunk in ireland but i live in
43:26
the middle of nowhere
43:27
and all the clubs are closed so i don't
43:30
[ __ ] know
43:31
chiara thinks there's a squatter in my
43:32
house kiara thinks there's a guy living
43:34
in my attic because
43:35
she said she said she
43:40
the toilet was clogged right for ages
43:42
and she said she woke up at 6 a.m
43:45
and she saw a man in the bathroom fixing
43:47
the toilet
43:48
doing the plumbing and the next thing
43:50
she promised me i still think she was
43:52
like half sleep or delusional
43:54
but she said that there was a man doing
43:57
the plumbing in the toilet and she was
43:58
like dude
43:58
she said do you need any help because
44:00
she thought was my dad and the man was
44:02
like no no it's fine
44:03
and then oh my gosh she woke up and she
44:05
told me the next day and she was like
44:07
yeah your dad came over at like uh 7am
44:10
and i was like no my dad works at that
44:12
time
44:13
and i was like i was awake at that time
44:15
and no one came in the door and she was
44:17
like i saw someone
44:18
and i thought she was trying to [ __ ]
44:19
scare me but the next day the the toilet
44:22
was not clogged after being clogged for
44:24
a week straight and it was like
44:25
so clean so i was like
44:30
sounds like a nice intruder though if
44:32
you uncomfortable yeah that's what
44:33
cameron was saying
44:34
what
44:41
but what if you get like a [ __ ] huge
44:44
dog
44:45
that like has rabies and barks and
44:48
that will scare them away
44:51
outside so if you just get me [ __ ] with
44:53
you
44:55
no i can't have a dog here i'm not
44:57
allowed because it's a renovated
44:58
mortgage so like
44:59
like i don't even have a back garden
45:01
it's like it's
45:02
so scuffed where i live that i don't
45:04
think i can even have cats i hide them
45:06
from my landlord
45:07
when she i mean no i don't no i don't
45:09
oops
45:11
that rabies that [ __ ] [ __ ]
45:13
would run away be like
45:15
not [ __ ] around anymore i just get so
45:18
scary what about those like their
45:20
business oh
45:23
there's those like there was this reddit
45:26
putt read it there's this reddit post
45:27
about like some
45:28
cat burglar or something and he was
45:30
explaining how like dogs do nothing
45:32
you just give them food and then they
45:33
just calm down
45:35
yeah ducks don't do anything what if
45:37
they have oh you won't do anything
45:38
though
45:39
if the babies the rabies you only need
45:41
one bite to get them if it's rabies no
45:43
dogs
45:43
dogs ironically they don't do anything
45:44
unless they're trying to do so a normal
45:46
dog if you just buy one they will not
45:48
give a [ __ ] they will be like oh
45:50
oh a new friend yeah unless that's true
45:54
literally no one's gonna give a [ __ ] i
45:56
mean no dog is gonna get [ __ ]
45:58
there you go
46:05
the estimated delivery is january 25th
46:08
february 3rd
46:09
so i can't buy it until i move wait why
46:12
where are you again
46:14
uh i think january 27th so it's like
46:16
right in the middle of the night
46:19
yeah thanks i will simply stand in front
46:21
of your door and then they will go away
46:23
you just won't sleep you just [ __ ]
46:25
stand there like a guy like a [ __ ]
46:27
mannequin
46:28
dude honestly if if someone knocks at
46:29
your door i'm down to break some bones
46:33
like yeah i can vouch yeah yeah
46:36
i have no actually no oh let me expose
46:38
you i beat you in an arm wrestle
46:40
i beat you in an
46:53
i'm finding the video i took beating
46:56
you could oh [ __ ] sorry i'm a [ __ ] host
46:59
i forgot about the question all right
47:00
colin
47:01
how is streaming impacted your
47:03
relationship with friends and family
47:05
come by your old friends and family um
47:08
so i actually like didn't tell like a
47:10
lot of my like irl friends and that i
47:12
was streaming until like much later
47:14
um i don't know particular reason i just
47:17
didn't
47:18
i don't know um but with my family i
47:19
mean like my mom found out almost
47:21
immediately just because nathan brought
47:23
it up um and my mom and i have a very
47:25
good relationship we're very close
47:27
like she always like cries when i go
47:28
away to school and like all that stuff
47:30
um so she's like
47:32
always in my chat and stuff because it's
47:34
like it's just it's just very i don't
47:35
know it's very it's very cute like
47:37
or um supportive she'll like jump in and
47:39
be like oh colin like oh we did this
47:41
today like uh or
47:42
something happened with natalie or the
47:44
dog or whatever and like that's how i
47:46
kind of
47:46
no she keeps in touch that way it's kind
47:48
of cool it's cute so it's helped a lot
47:49
there
47:50
um but now it's been pretty fun like
47:53
fine like
47:53
as my friends have slowly found out uh
47:55
that i i stream and do a bunch of stuff
47:57
um like my one friend was texting me
47:59
she's like oh my god there's no way
48:00
you're gonna be on
48:01
on minx's podcast and like that's crazy
48:03
because she was watching the stream
48:04
earlier
48:04
and it's just like a very like weird fun
48:06
thing to get those texts
48:08
and i love that your favorite thing
48:11
that's god i'm like dog
48:14
it's so cool to me like i love it oh god
48:17
i'm glad i'm so glad that you
48:18
like i'm always like i love this
48:20
question because i had like similar to
48:22
you where the family's so supportive
48:24
they you know like same like my mom even
48:26
like you said when you went off to
48:27
school when i go off like
48:28
to america for a trip my mom she drove
48:31
behind the bus i was going on one day
48:33
for like half an hour
48:34
just calling me crying she was like i
48:36
could attempt to try and turn her around
48:38
she's like so emotional that it's
48:39
it makes me happy when other people have
48:41
good like family
48:42
like support family and [ __ ] like that
48:45
it's like i don't know
48:46
it's the cutest thing ever i think it's
48:48
i think it's awesome it is
48:50
it is what about the rusty
48:53
what was the question
48:56
the question please i'm buying a maid
48:58
outfit i'm sorry
49:00
very busy streaming impacted your
49:02
relationship with
49:03
irl friends and family
49:06
um i i i don't
49:09
i'm not really that big of a streamer
49:11
but uh i can tell you how it went with
49:13
my uh
49:14
picture business yes
49:17
yeah so one day my mom was like hey
49:20
where's all this money coming from i was
49:21
like
49:22
[Music]
49:23
and you know i had to tell her i had to
49:25
i had to she's
49:26
she's like oh my child is a [ __ ]
49:29
[ __ ] and i was like yeah
49:30
yeah but like i said i do it for the
49:32
money you know i already get enjoyment
49:34
out of it i'm just
49:35
you know it's an opportunity i mean why
49:38
not you know it's
49:39
i'm built the right way you know you
49:41
just go for it
49:42
so i did go for it i made some i mean
49:45
she she likes her new iphones
49:49
she's a big fan she's a big fan actually
49:51
i mean she loves it
49:53
she loves all the items this christmas
49:55
it was a big one
49:57
i mean i bought her this like really
49:58
expensive japanese knife and i was like
50:00
look it cuts through paper nice
50:01
on half of my finger off right there i
50:03
was like damn i'm bleeding
50:05
so she [ __ ] fixed my wound and then i
50:07
was bleeding more
50:08
but i opened my presents i got a i got a
50:10
hairdryer
50:15
what is the money that's a very useful
50:18
gift no
50:19
you're not giving this perspective it's
50:21
a 400 hairdryer
50:26
this is insane this blows harder than
50:28
anyone could ever
50:30
anyone could ever no it was the way you
50:32
led into it was like
50:34
yeah oh yeah okay i'm a [ __ ]
50:37
but she enjoys her iphones though
50:42
her vehicle it's a nice vehicle
50:47
oh okay okay right oh my god sorry the
50:50
gifts are overwhelming actually she's
50:51
spoiled she's a spoiled brat now the
50:54
tables have turned
50:55
you know i was never spoiled actually i
50:57
didn't even get a ps5 this year it's a
50:59
[ __ ] shame
51:00
i was i specifically told them
51:04
what the who was really worried
51:20
the shop that sells those is absolutely
51:22
nuts we just we've mean
51:24
memories have been nerding out about the
51:25
same shop that sells that for
51:27
days now where is it even the shop
51:30
okay finn shut the [ __ ] up that's not
51:32
the shop that shop from the hashirama
51:34
figure is the same one where i bought
51:35
this
51:36
very nice uh naruto uh shirt
51:40
yeah wait is it an online shop or like
51:42
one yeah it's called sumai art
51:44
sumai art with a tea tsum art and they
51:47
do this
51:47
really nice figurines and then this this
51:50
nice shirt i like it
51:51
okay i need that i'm not going to type
51:53
that in i need to send that to me later
51:55
oh i'm stuck okay here we go all right
51:58
what about the recipe
52:00
how how has streaming affected your
52:02
relationship with irl family and friends
52:05
whoever it is hugo uh
52:08
other update uh i sent the maid outfit
52:10
to
52:11
trisha so it is bought now it's fun
52:15
it's done finally finally now right i
52:18
got the
52:18
mission yeah yeah it'll it'll be there
52:21
when i move
52:21
don't worry pictures right when i get
52:23
there that's really nice you know what i
52:24
hate about the map
52:28
you know what's weird though ever since
52:29
that made outfit like guys wearing made
52:32
outfits things like it blew up right
52:33
everyone's doing it
52:34
and i tried to buy this made outfit for
52:36
like a photo shoot and
52:38
coming in february man it is crazy
52:43
it's it's gone like these guys weren't
52:45
over producing you could tell if i was
52:47
uh
52:47
the chinese social media manager for the
52:49
amazon uh
52:51
made dresses i would have been like oh
52:52
you see these guys on twitter we're
52:54
gonna have to overstock about that i
52:56
don't know
52:58
i would have known i would have known
52:59
i'm just saying i was in the life crisis
53:01
right now
53:03
i made outfit till [ __ ] favorite i'm
53:05
just built in a way that i would have
53:06
known
53:07
um or just like raise prices like a [ __ ]
53:09
ton and just print money
53:10
but there's so many people buying them
53:14
you spend one second on social media you
53:16
see mate
53:17
dude honestly man where did it come from
53:19
was it tick tock like how
53:21
this sort of thing was everybody else
53:25
too they need the cat ears too he's
53:27
[ __ ] look how fat he is he's not the
53:28
reason
53:29
he's not gay pikachu though he's so fat
53:32
he's so yeah right now for a long time
53:34
but now people want to see
53:37
guys wearing it because it's hot
53:40
and that's that's fine it's not just
53:43
yeah
53:43
come on guys every major youtuber
53:47
has put on a dress so far
53:51
all the minecraft youtubers specifically
53:53
for some reason you see
53:54
you see tap bell you see spy fee skippy
53:56
they're all wearing made outfits now
53:58
although i will slander it's all the
54:00
minecraft boys
54:03
here i'm gonna have to stand there
54:05
spyfee was wearing a shirt underneath
54:06
which is
54:07
that's even by the madrid just take off
54:10
the shirt
54:11
take it off put it on man my number one
54:13
video on youtube
54:15
now is me being a cat maid
54:18
minecraft oh my god of course that's
54:21
gonna be your number one video
54:23
god the stream's gonna be [ __ ] huge
54:24
when you wear your maid outfit though
54:28
every i just put h-bomb and then
54:30
spacebar into youtube and it's literally
54:32
h-bomb made
54:38
is by far my best video and i'm okay
54:40
with it blowing up
54:41
it is so freaking funny uh what was the
54:44
question
54:45
for you uh the question was how where's
54:48
your relationship
54:49
yes this is the third time asking how's
54:51
your relationship with the
54:53
your irl friends and family oh i our
54:56
offense like don't exist anymore
54:58
all of my friends are basically like
55:00
twitch streamers and youtubers
55:02
um family it's
55:06
no difference it's like i i move family
55:08
left they're all online family
55:12
we're all family i consider your family
55:14
too
55:16
um but yeah like it was just like my
55:18
family was very supportive of me going
55:20
full-time youtube they're like you're
55:22
smart you know what you're doing
55:23
i dropped out of college to do it and
55:24
they're like yeah you don't know what
55:25
you're doing in college you know what
55:26
you're doing on youtube so continue that
55:28
i'm like okay i could do that
55:30
and then that's really supportive that
55:32
is that is that was surprising
55:34
i did youtube like making daily videos
55:37
for like
55:38
three years or something like that
55:39
before my dad and mom even found out
55:41
that i did it
55:42
just i was in their basement making
55:43
videos uh and then
55:45
one day yeah i don't know one day
55:49
uh my friend whose dad is my dad's
55:52
friend so like they kind of talk a
55:54
little bit
55:54
uh he was like yeah liam's making big
55:57
money on youtube now and my dad's like
55:58
what
56:01
and he's like what are you doing
56:02
downstairs i'm like i'm making videos of
56:04
minecraft and she's like and he's like
56:05
oh
56:06
how much money are you making and i'm
56:08
like i don't know
56:11
yeah that's what the question is like
56:13
how's it doing money-wise i'm like none
56:14
of your [ __ ] business
56:16
but i'm just doing well okay i'm dropped
56:18
out of school too like you can support
56:20
your parents but you
56:21
they don't need to know how much you
56:23
earn right like
56:25
oh my god many opportunities i tell them
56:28
as much as i can i really make sure that
56:30
there's
56:30
hierarchies there my mother
56:33
knows because she doesn't make that you
56:35
can like own them and [ __ ]
56:37
oh yeah the first time i talked to fan i
56:40
had to ask about his dad
56:41
because like do you remember me asking
56:43
about your how like supportive your dad
56:45
is
56:45
because like yeah one time he was like
56:48
uh cutting finn's hair i was like oh
56:49
that's awesome
56:50
oh wow slap at me well my dad's
56:54
my dad's like a head head addresser he's
56:56
like
56:57
he's been doing it for like 30 years so
56:59
i was i i did some stream uh
57:01
some sub goal or i was gonna get hair
57:03
extensions so you know
57:05
that's the one to go to and we just live
57:07
streamed it and he's yeah he's
57:08
he's a great guy he's i made him cry on
57:11
christmas because
57:12
it was very fun but like he's been like
57:16
beautiful i know what did you hear on
57:19
stream yeah he's such
57:22
i can't i can't give him enough credit
57:24
man he's been great i mean
57:26
jim when we were drummond minks do you
57:27
remember me for like first talks i was
57:29
talking about like i was moving into
57:30
this place like i just got a house
57:32
yeah my dad like the guy that was like
57:35
any small thing like the light wasn't
57:37
working it's like oh do we no that
57:39
dad's around to fix it like he's he was
57:41
just like
57:42
he's he's genuinely the best i couldn't
57:44
have asked for like better parents
57:46
i agree yeah like her dad is very very
57:49
fantastic even to me he's very nice oh
57:51
my god
57:57
my dad want to get drunk with me on
57:59
stream or like [ __ ] choke me out on
58:01
stream
58:02
that's they're like clips of the video
58:03
they're also really sweet they do that
58:05
yeah drunk together my dad is in prison
58:11
do you visit him no
58:16
my dad is in prison and my grandpa
58:18
committed war crimes actually
58:21
i will have you guys know i'm german and
58:23
you can make out the rest
58:24
you can make out the rest wait are you
58:27
serious oh my god
58:29
we committed work and i'm german so you
58:31
you can make out the rest
58:33
what happened between 1930 and 1945
58:36
oh yeah we're not gonna talk about that
58:38
we're not we won't we won't but you i'm
58:40
just giving you
58:41
the the the you know i'm giving you the
58:43
tools and you can build the story
58:46
no no i'm not gonna
58:51
i'm going to be honest with you i'm
58:52
going to be honest with you finn if i
58:54
told you his name
58:55
you'd also everyone would also know my
58:57
name i know your last name though
58:58
i can just say it i'm not going to say
59:07
we do have his uniform which i'm not
59:10
very fond of
59:11
but we do have it why why i don't know
59:15
what to do where
59:18
no i i'd be more canceled than when i
59:20
choked you out on stream
59:22
oh yeah no you really don't wait no it
59:24
went from whatever you [ __ ]
59:26
think caught my hair or what fits that
59:28
coin and then my dad's in jail
59:34
i'm just saying my dad's in jail and my
59:36
grandpa committed war crimes it's
59:37
it's a rough family but here's a
59:39
question for finn what was the worst
59:41
abuse that i've ever done upon you
59:46
oh god was it the head kick the choke or
59:49
the
59:49
uh nipple punch i'd say it's the old no
59:52
the nipple punch that was bro you ever
59:54
heard a bruised nipple
59:55
oh no that that's that's a whole weekend
60:03
blah blah blah blah blah blah it's all
60:06
made up
60:08
you are the one that brought it up no
60:11
it's slander it's literally
60:15
slander is written i think slander is
60:17
written and libel is spoken i learned
60:19
that from spiderman one
60:20
so it's like i don't know what goes on
60:23
in your brain
60:24
what do you mean that's ableist that's
60:26
so ableist
60:31
do you guys want to move on or you want
60:32
to talk about my nazi grandpa
60:34
i would [ __ ] love to talk about the
60:36
nothing all right so
60:38
here's a really fun question okay more
60:41
more
60:42
less about ooh family a fun little thing
60:46
what is a conspiracy theory that you
60:48
believe in
60:49
if you don't have one well i don't
60:52
[ __ ] know
60:53
i'm gonna have no one like your second
60:55
there's not a single person in this
60:57
world that likes mushrooms and they're
60:58
all lying they're not good they're slime
61:00
shut the [ __ ] up you're part of it
61:03
you're good
61:03
you are big mushroom and i know it
61:06
they're paying you off are really good
61:10
they're just perfect mushrooms are so
61:11
good actually
61:15
do you guys say champagne do you guys
61:16
like champignons
61:18
yes yeah i like that i like those the
61:21
the
61:22
the white mushrooms minx oh i i just
61:25
i don't know i'm not really you're from
61:26
lithuania you get me right
61:28
i i get you and they're very what do you
61:31
say how do you call it in your
61:32
mother's tongue um
61:36
champignon yeah i have a friend from
61:38
lithuania and he said that
61:40
egyptian people put him in a hole what
61:43
what kind of hole his name is jonas and
61:45
he said that the
61:47
egyptian people they cut his book up and
61:50
laid little traces and then he fell into
61:51
a hole and they tried to bury him
61:53
hold on i thought we were talking about
61:55
mushrooms what the hell yeah mushrooms
61:57
anyways i like i like it when they're
61:59
with them i like it when they're with
62:00
the browns
62:01
your friend got buried in a hole this is
62:05
he just told me this story on discord
62:08
man we don't know if it's true we don't
62:09
have any proof
62:10
anyways that's the concept
62:15
i've seen no that's not my conspiracy i
62:17
can't
62:18
say my theory it's gonna get me
62:19
cancelled um
62:22
there's one theory that wouldn't get
62:25
anyone
62:26
any of us cancelled i think that aliens
62:28
are real
62:29
is it even a conspiracy that's totally
62:31
real though that's that's just
62:35
life elsewhere sure like you know
62:38
constructing the pyramids
62:40
maybe not how far are you yeah yeah
62:44
no dude how are you going with the
62:46
conspiracy aliens are for sure real
62:48
there's no way that in an infinitely
62:50
expanding universe we're the only life
62:52
form there's proven planets you have the
62:54
same conditions as earth
62:55
with water that are totally [ __ ]
62:58
able to spawn life forms so know
63:12
before we even get to the next planet
63:14
that's inhabitable
63:16
it's lightly used upon light years upon
63:18
light years
63:19
even if there's a super intelligent
63:21
[ __ ] uh
63:22
ra like alien race out there first of
63:24
all they have to be advanced enough over
63:26
billions of years to do
63:27
[ __ ] light your space travel and then
63:29
also they have have to randomly find us
63:32
in an infinite universe
63:33
the chances are
63:36
the chances are so low but i think
63:39
here's the question
63:40
you guys think if aliens found us would
63:42
they just wage war and take over our
63:44
planet or when they make a peace treaty
63:46
or maybe they wouldn't maybe they're not
63:48
like us
63:49
maybe they don't want war things like
63:51
that what were you gonna say
63:52
colin i think they've been here and they
63:54
like bounced
63:55
forever ago because there's so many
63:57
weird things that we can't really
63:58
explain like stonehenge is a weird one
64:00
like the technology that was needed to
64:03
like make stonehenge a thing
64:05
just like was not like it doesn't line
64:08
up with how long stonehenge has been
64:09
around especially because like the type
64:10
of rocks like stonehenge was made out of
64:12
aren't found in like that part of europe
64:14
they're found like thousands of miles
64:15
away
64:16
like drag rocks that right way like tons
64:20
like across all that land over water all
64:23
that it just doesn't make any sense and
64:25
like also there's just so many weird
64:26
like
64:27
commonalities between like certain
64:28
cultures from like around the world that
64:30
have like referenced
64:30
different things in like their deities
64:33
and in their like religious
64:34
uh like backgrounds it just there's too
64:36
much overlap
64:38
between cultures that like never
64:39
interacted with each other
64:41
that it just i'm telling you i'm they've
64:43
been here and they've bounced wait i
64:44
know
64:45
that gave me [ __ ] goosebumps now i
64:47
believe i have the process of like
64:49
oh there they haven't found us yet but
64:51
what if
64:52
they have found us and they just dipped
64:54
and they're moving on to a better
64:55
place you gotta think about it i don't
64:57
think about what happened they don't
64:58
want
64:59
anything to do with us they came and
65:01
they're like yikes
65:02
no they who's they
65:05
maybe one planet of aliens found us but
65:07
what about the others they
65:10
i think there's millions of other
65:11
species and they might be maybe they're
65:13
this tiny though maybe one type of
65:15
[ __ ] alien planet found us in dip
65:17
but what about the next the thing is why
65:19
are they searching if aliens come to
65:21
earth because their planet is
65:22
dying and they need a new one they're
65:24
gonna [ __ ] us up if they come for
65:26
curiosity they might might make a treat
65:28
here's a question i don't have a
65:30
question
65:31
i think like i don't know from us that
65:34
they can't
65:35
just [ __ ] come here well like what
65:37
they would probably
65:38
want the atmosphere burns them up
65:41
they get [ __ ] cooked i think like
65:44
we're kind of
65:45
like thinking about like the state of
65:46
like the world today is kind of an
65:48
interesting thing with this because like
65:49
where i mean obviously resources are
65:51
like finite and [ __ ] and like the
65:52
economy and all this like
65:53
capitalism run amok can't like sustain
65:55
all this the whole thing right
65:57
but as like you know if we're assuming
65:59
that aliens are like a
66:00
very like intelligent like life form if
66:02
they're like a technology based like
66:04
you know they're at that point where
66:05
they can have technology they're gonna
66:07
want more
66:08
you know useful like things that they
66:11
can use for making technology
66:12
and the thing is like what did all sorts
66:15
of like
66:16
ancient cultures around the world all
66:17
like really find value in
66:19
something that isn't really super
66:20
valuable gold gold being
66:23
a conductor gold being able to be used
66:25
in all kinds of advanced technology
66:26
i just i think it's i'm telling you
66:28
aliens wanted gold
66:30
they dipped like i don't know what if
66:33
on their planets they have their own
66:36
resources to create their own like
66:38
ufos whatever the [ __ ] they make and
66:41
they don't see a point
66:43
in coming to our planet they have their
66:45
own thing going on yeah you're onto
66:47
something
66:48
if there's an alien race that's what it
66:50
means
66:52
no if there's an alien race who's able
66:54
to travel light years to us
66:56
what is there really to obtain on earth
66:58
there's nothing here
67:00
if they can do light speed like space
67:02
travel they don't need us
67:03
at all yeah the only time
67:07
an indian race would wage war on us is
67:09
if they needed a new planet if their
67:10
home planet is dying something blah blah
67:12
blah
67:12
maybe
67:22
it could be any [ __ ] alien planet
67:24
maybe they're a billion years ahead of
67:26
us or
67:26
maybe even a hundred our [ __ ] planet
67:29
is dying
67:29
who's saying that they're not [ __ ] up
67:31
theirs and need a new one
67:33
and who's they you know there's [ __ ]
67:35
probably hundreds and thousands of
67:36
[ __ ] other planets that are dying
67:39
they should have to randomly find us
67:40
what if another alien planet already
67:42
found an alien planet you know
67:44
blue [ __ ] up what's your name i don't
67:46
know this is creeped me out because i
67:48
was like oh they haven't found us here
67:49
but now collins opened my mind and
67:50
really pissed me off because i'm like
67:52
an alien before i i used to like
67:56
not okay this is gonna sound completely
67:58
ridiculous but i used to like not really
68:00
pay any attention to any of this stuff
68:02
and then this past summer like you know
68:03
with cove and all that like
68:05
i obviously i couldn't work like the job
68:06
i was planning on really working with
68:07
and i just
68:08
dove head and head first into streaming
68:10
so i was doing like odd jobs
68:12
to like make money and all that and one
68:14
of the things i did was i worked
68:16
for a landlord in like a neighborhood
68:17
near me where i was just like helping
68:20
just transition between tenants and i
68:22
was rug scrubbing for like hours and i
68:24
was rug scrubbing with this guy
68:26
who was also from this neighborhood i'd
68:28
never met him before he was
68:29
kind of crazy and as i'm rug scrubbing
68:31
i'm working all these rugs this guy's
68:33
just talking my ear off about aliens and
68:34
how they've been here before
68:36
and after a while you kind of break down
68:38
a little bit
68:39
um yeah and yeah like i i don't know
68:43
i used to be totally not into this [ __ ]
68:46
at all but now i think it's so
68:47
fascinating to speculate on
68:49
i agree with you [ __ ] aliens are very
68:51
interesting but sometimes it gives me
68:53
like a crisis
68:54
why what why you think that it's like
68:57
we're [ __ ]
68:58
dead you know we're all [ __ ] dead by
69:00
the time we ever get to see what's next
69:03
we're dead you're all pretty dead dude
69:06
before anything
69:07
impactful happens planet we are dead
69:09
wait wait okay this is
69:11
not similar to it but another thing we
69:12
need to see isn't it scary how
69:14
new things can just [ __ ] reappear
69:16
like recently there was a new monkey
69:17
species that
69:18
you think we know everything about this
69:20
earth there's the new smoky species and
69:22
then covid kovid was
69:24
came out of nowhere no one if you had
69:25
said you know like the black plague it's
69:27
not the [ __ ] same
69:28
but it's it's similar it's a pandemic
69:30
that we weren't prepared for we don't
69:32
know what to do but luckily we're
69:33
like we have more items that the vaccine
69:35
came out quicker
69:36
but if you had told me that like oh yeah
69:39
there's a pandemic like the year
69:40
beforehand that's going to happen
69:42
we're going to be wearing masks you
69:43
can't leave your house i'll be like shut
69:44
the [ __ ] up
69:45
i'll be like don't even say that that's
69:47
not gonna happen
69:49
i don't know it's like at this point i
69:51
am thinking that
69:52
we're just living in a fan fiction
69:54
because why does every pandemic
69:56
happen literally 18 uh 16 19
70:00
17 19 18 19
70:03
19 19. in 2019
70:07
every major pandemic happened exactly
70:10
100 years ago
70:14
every single pandemic throughout the
70:16
[ __ ] years of humanity
70:18
happened [ __ ] 10 years at 100 years
70:21
after the other one
70:22
it was predictable somebody would put it
70:24
on player next pandemic
70:26
the aliens i'm the thing what you think
70:30
don't think about anything just live
70:32
just [ __ ] be happy and live your life
70:33
because we will never understand
70:35
why do we exist if the universe is real
70:37
right let's say universe we're all in
70:39
the universe
70:40
how did it even begin right what about
70:43
the simulation
70:44
thing no the [ __ ] universe right it
70:46
came into place at some point
70:48
but what was there before blank space
70:50
everything just white
70:52
infinite outside the white what's
70:54
outside the white
70:55
we don't know it's all doesn't make
70:57
sense we're all gonna die
70:59
it doesn't [ __ ] matter enjoy your
71:00
time here i like pegging finn
71:02
it's a great experience
71:06
what the heck i asked a question and now
71:08
i'm in a crisis
71:10
now i'm just not never this is my last
71:12
stream it doesn't matter
71:14
[ __ ] dead before anything impactful
71:16
ever happens
71:17
just take your [ __ ] drink have a nice
71:20
podcast
71:21
and find someone you can you take a
71:23
strap on and
71:24
put it in their ass it's nice
71:28
very light penis like my favorite thing
71:32
like in the entire world to think about
71:34
is like so scientists are like kind of
71:35
debating like the existence of like
71:37
parallel universes and whether or not
71:39
there's an infinite number of them and
71:41
the thing is if if parallel universes do
71:43
exist
71:44
then we can assume that there are an
71:45
infinite number of them and so like you
71:47
know in a parallel universe something
71:49
like
71:49
very minor might be slightly different
71:51
but if there's infinite
71:52
like numbers of parallel universes and
71:55
that means that there's millions and
71:56
millions and millions of universes like
71:58
with tiny differences stacked on top of
72:00
each other
72:00
so technically all works of fiction
72:03
exist
72:04
in another parallel universe there's
72:06
another universe
72:08
there's minor details and differences
72:10
like nothing nothing technically
72:12
is is new because it already exists in
72:15
some other timeline
72:16
it's weird as [ __ ] i don't know it's not
72:19
weird
72:19
i agree with you every time we make a
72:21
choice a new [ __ ]
72:23
universe exists there's a universe where
72:25
we made the choice there's universe we
72:26
didn't there's a universe
72:28
where we die at [ __ ] childbirth and
72:30
then it creates a universe where we
72:32
didn't
72:32
we just live in some of the
72:34
possibilities every time
72:36
i choose to click my mouse yes or no if
72:38
i don't click it
72:39
that is our reality next rail it's going
72:41
to split a reality where i clicked it
72:43
there's an infinite number of universes
72:44
and there's always a time where you die
72:46
i could have a heart attack right now
72:48
it's going to spawn a new universe
72:50
it's always i know i don't like this
72:53
[ __ ] this is
72:54
the topic that [ __ ] freaks me out
72:56
because i'm like right well you know how
72:57
i broke my foot
72:58
if i didn't break my phone i was i was
73:00
supposed to be in america by now i was
73:01
supposed to be on a road trip
73:02
in a campervan with friends traveling in
73:05
america but i broke my foot
73:06
what would i be doing right now i won't
73:08
be talking to you guys it would be a
73:09
different
73:10
thing don't [ __ ] [ __ ] with my no look
73:12
at this insane workout
73:13
anyways what i was making is that
73:16
whatever happens
73:17
it doesn't matter it is all just a
73:19
[ __ ] string of things that didn't
73:21
happen and will happen
73:22
it's all of a new parallel universe you
73:25
are technically immortal
73:26
because there's always a universe where
73:28
you didn't die there's always a universe
73:30
where you surpassed that there's always
73:32
the universe where you're gonna be born
73:33
you are your workforce your [ __ ]
73:36
consciousness how do you compare that
73:38
to like past lives like whenever do you
73:40
guys believe in past lives
73:42
sure but like how can you prove it you
73:44
don't you live here and no
73:46
parallel universes then well it's just a
73:49
theory right
73:50
it's like it's like a theoretical thing
73:53
it's a theory but like whatever happens
73:55
you die and you won't remember and maybe
73:57
you get reborn
73:58
who knows if your life right now is your
74:00
10th wait no no no no this is the
74:02
question i want to [ __ ] ask you
74:04
then then we're off this topic before
74:06
you freak me out for the night
74:07
what do you think happens when you die
74:11
do you think you're reborn okay grammy
74:13
you go first i think
74:15
because i believe in past lives and call
74:17
me [ __ ] crazy whatever
74:19
i think that as soon as you die maybe
74:22
there's like a little
74:23
you know nothing nothing like kind of
74:25
like a dream
74:26
you know and then you end up in your
74:29
father's ball sack then
74:31
your father impregnates your mom you and
74:34
you
74:34
you're growing and then she pops you out
74:37
and you're living that
74:38
wife i think i think of it like that
74:41
like you definitely live the past life i
74:44
did everyone in here did i
74:46
i believe it like that yeah i mean yeah
74:49
but like
74:50
you know is it really living after we
74:52
die in this lifetime there's no way
74:54
after this
74:55
there's nothing afterwards our brain
74:58
just you know
74:59
you know what it is you know what it is
75:01
so you're technically saying
75:03
right now that you are or you already
75:06
had a life before right
75:08
yeah so do you remember anything of that
75:10
life
75:11
no so you basically never existed at all
75:14
this is your one and only shot even if
75:16
you have a next life
75:17
if you even if you have a next slide
75:18
afterwards
75:20
no even if you have a next life
75:22
afterwards you won't remember this one
75:24
and in your next life you're going to
75:25
think that's your only one
75:27
every time you live even if you have
75:28
infinite lives and reborn reborn reborn
75:30
reborn
75:31
you'll always think it's just one
75:32
because it's not you
75:34
could you imagine you get reborn you die
75:36
tomorrow you get reborn in your body
75:39
and you walk past your your last family
75:43
no don't say that you're just like you
75:46
just walk
75:46
past them right you don't even [ __ ]
75:48
know who they are but you are
75:50
i don't remember my past life i just i
75:52
keep living on baby
75:54
yeah that's good because if i'm right
75:56
now if i had a million lives before
75:58
i'm happy to be alive right now i don't
76:00
give a [ __ ] as long as i can
76:01
be in the moment as long as i can take
76:04
part of reality i'll be happy
76:06
i just the one thing i fear the one
76:09
thing i'm genuinely scared of when dying
76:11
is that it's gonna be an infinite
76:14
endless
76:15
eternal black screen i can't move i
76:18
can't breathe
76:19
it's just the same thing this is black
76:22
for all eternity
76:23
all turning me alternity my
76:25
consciousness goes on
76:26
for all eternity and all i see is black
76:28
i know i'm here
76:29
i know it's black i can't move i can't
76:31
breathe i can't think
76:35
when you're sleeping when you fall
76:36
asleep yeah it's darkness but you don't
76:40
really really care i just hope that when
76:43
i die
76:44
i don't care i just don't want to have
76:46
my consciousness
76:48
keep on infinitely i hope that there's
76:50
nothing like a soul
76:52
because if there's something like a soul
76:54
i think i hope
76:56
if my consciousness is connected to my
76:58
soul
76:59
i better hope not because if i die and
77:01
i'm trapped in an
77:02
endless black void where i will be there
77:05
for millions of years
77:06
just remembering and reflecting on my
77:08
life not being able to move
77:10
not being able to interact not being
77:11
able to talk that for all eternity
77:14
that freaks me out but i hope it's just
77:16
over i hope it's over
77:18
one thing that's the coolest thing i
77:20
wish to be a ghost if i was a ghost and
77:21
i could interact with other ghosts
77:23
that'd be [ __ ] correct dude hell yeah
77:27
i want people play them roll some
77:29
bottles across the room you know that's
77:31
going to be [ __ ] correct
77:32
but i think it's a very valid point i
77:35
think it's like uh
77:36
like edge of tomorrow or groundhog day
77:38
that's what i think
77:39
you just you just what i hope
77:42
one more thing i will shut up after this
77:44
you ever seen that you know when you go
77:46
on like minx's stream or someone
77:47
and there's this like a twitch ad it
77:50
goes like
77:51
the days go by and it's called upload
77:54
the show where this guy
77:55
he's about to die and gets uploaded to
77:57
like an
77:58
like a cloud where he gets like live his
78:00
digital afterlife oh my god
78:02
for up to life i like that you you guys
78:05
know the ad though right it's like
78:07
i know this song but i've never known i
78:09
just saw it
78:15
it's [ __ ] correct if you guys know
78:17
this [ __ ] uh this ad
78:19
that's what i hope will be invented by
78:21
the time i die
78:22
so that i can just meet in the cloud and
78:24
[ __ ] him in the [ __ ]
78:28
have you seen black mirror this gives me
78:29
black mirror vibes [ __ ] i just can't i
78:31
feel like black mirror [ __ ] sense
78:33
everything
78:36
no no no no it's a good show but
78:39
you know the one episode about the vr oh
78:41
is it kind of
78:42
baiting dude the viewer was oh god i
78:45
can't right now i'm so [ __ ] with this
78:47
i asked conspiracy theory and you guys
78:49
[ __ ] up my [ __ ] knife
78:54
here's the thing though so like you
78:55
mentioned like you know if you didn't
78:56
break your foot you'd be like an
78:58
american a camper van like living your
78:59
perfect life right i don't know well
79:01
like
79:02
the whole thing see here's the thing in
79:04
a parallel universe you are and
79:06
depending on how you look at that that's
79:07
either a good thing or a bad thing
79:08
unfortunately this minks that i'm
79:11
talking to uh
79:12
drew the short straw so and they [ __ ]
79:14
have to talk to us
79:15
we've got to just do it i [ __ ] up so
79:18
bad i [ __ ] up so bad i [ __ ] up so
79:19
bad
79:19
i bought this glass on amazon it's so
79:21
nice and i filled it half with
79:22
jagermeister
79:23
and i accidentally instead of coke i put
79:25
in half whiskey so now i'm gonna get
79:27
cracked up
79:28
have a good night guys yeah wait what
79:30
whiskey bread
79:32
whiskey brand well currently i'm
79:34
drinking jim beam which is kind of cheap
79:36
but i like the honey one really
79:37
i also have this japanese hibiki and
79:40
it's [ __ ] correct
79:41
it's [ __ ] correct i was gonna buy
79:43
that for a friend
79:44
japanese i can't order anything off
79:46
[ __ ] amazon because my card
79:48
went missing again
79:54
what do you mean what do you mean like
79:56
my credit card it goes
79:57
missing it just disappears how
80:00
interesting
80:01
water yeah you've got a lot of like
80:03
breadcrumbs that lead to the squatter
80:05
being
80:05
my nose stuff there's not a squatter
80:08
i tried to just persuade kiara to go up
80:10
there i tried no i tried because i
80:12
it's like this weird little hole in the
80:14
the
80:16
the spare room and you wait the clown
80:18
picture
80:19
okay one more thing and then i'm gonna
80:20
ask the next questions i came to this
80:22
house and there's just a giant clown
80:23
picture
80:24
in the master bedroom and that's where i
80:25
was supposed to like set up my stream
80:28
because it was the biggest room but
80:29
instead i turned that's why
80:30
i even though it's a two-story i lived
80:32
downstairs i renovated the
80:35
the like a living kind of extra room
80:38
into a bedroom because the master
80:40
bedroom is always [ __ ] cold
80:42
and there's just a [ __ ] weird clown
80:44
picture a giant clown picture
80:46
on the walls i'll just play multiple
80:48
houses right like you don't have to pick
80:50
the first one they show you okay but
80:52
this is the weird thing
80:53
this house i said yes immediately i'm
80:56
very picky but for some reason i said
80:58
yes
80:58
and then but my mom was like you you
81:00
can't just say yes you're not gonna get
81:02
because you know
81:03
uh in ireland you need to have like they
81:05
don't trust twitch as an income
81:07
that's the worst thing about moving out
81:08
here they they think that
81:11
yeah you need a sustainable like real
81:13
job it's so stupid
81:16
because i'm making more [ __ ] money
81:17
here than that but they're like no
81:19
and this was the like they said yes
81:21
straight away they're like yeah that's
81:22
fine
81:23
so i was like oh okay guys you want to
81:26
get rid of this [ __ ]
81:26
speedrun
81:34
look you're painting a pretty bleak
81:35
picture of where you live so you live in
81:37
a former morgue
81:38
there's a clown picture in the wall and
81:39
there's water
81:46
i mean like so there have been dead
81:48
people handled in your house
81:50
that sounded horrible um there's a clown
81:54
and there's a squatter hanging out like
81:57
look there might be more it sounds like
81:59
a tv show
82:01
you know what our food used to be taken
82:02
from the fridge that's how kiara got
82:04
this
82:04
conspiracy theory because we'd buy food
82:07
and she would be like are you eating the
82:08
food i bought like no you're eating my
82:10
food
82:10
and then i was like we figured out we
82:12
both we for like a month we thought we
82:14
were eating each other's food
82:16
but we weren't but it was just what
82:20
you had you're the first character to
82:23
die in the horror movie you know that
82:26
no you're the girl that goes into the
82:29
basement first
82:29
no no the virgin always lives the virgin
82:32
always lives
82:33
that's why i feel safe here the virgin
82:36
girl always lives that's a [ __ ]
82:38
that's how movies [ __ ] work man i'm
82:40
surviving that's why it's like kiara
82:41
whoa she's probably dead you know the
82:43
[ __ ] hoe dies first
82:45
yeah you know are you used to it now
82:47
like does it bother you
82:49
you know that's it at the start it did
82:51
but like he hasn't killed me so i'm like
82:53
hey yo if you live in the army you're
82:55
live in there you are just freak you're
82:57
just
82:57
uh like imagining it and if there was a
82:59
person in your house right now
83:01
you would have seen him or you would be
83:03
dead or not
83:32
okay okay do you have another question
83:35
that doesn't make us think of ghosts
83:37
yes i do i have a lot of [ __ ]
83:39
questions okay let's
83:40
let's do a quick run let's just speed
83:42
right up okay
83:43
what was okay
83:48
what was the longest relationship you've
83:50
had
83:51
two years yeah two years old two years
83:55
all of you two [ __ ] years i will be
83:58
honest with you guys i have had
84:00
two relationships and my longest one has
84:03
been lasting
84:03
exactly three months on the day
84:08
off get rid of them after that yeah
84:11
honestly i only had two or three i had a
84:12
relationship with someone
84:15
kind in school of weird i i she was a
84:17
little bit of a freaker
84:18
but she was she was nice but i don't
84:21
know we were just both like 16 so
84:23
we both didn't know what the [ __ ] to do
84:24
just didn't it ended
84:26
and then i had one which was really good
84:28
and it lasted three months and then
84:31
i uh i don't know what happens after
84:33
there's no there's no continuation
84:36
that's usually what happens i guess they
84:38
said you know it's just
84:40
it's just open end all right let's see
84:42
on the relationship one would you ever
84:43
do
84:44
long distance relationship no absolutely
84:47
not
84:47
that's the worst thing you ever do it's
84:49
a bit like purely long distance like how
84:51
many times do you meet because if it's
84:52
pure longevity well you can meet
84:54
whenever you want it's just like you
84:55
don't live in like
84:57
you live at least a few hours away
84:58
whether it's plane ride or thing but
85:00
it's like
85:01
a long distance seems fine if if we get
85:03
to meet like
85:04
once or like once a month or once every
85:07
two months i'm fine with it i mean it
85:08
depends how much money you have if you
85:10
if you know if you can afford flying to
85:12
american back or eu i guess it doesn't
85:14
matter but it's more like
85:16
what can you can you um
85:20
are you fine with that oh the question
85:21
is the question
85:24
right you guys know do you do long disc
85:26
can you do long distance relationship
85:27
that was a groom
85:28
you guys know anthrax yes
85:32
he and his boyfriend meet up like twice
85:34
a year i don't know how he doesn't
85:36
i don't know do you know what i'm saying
85:38
wait what what are you
85:40
saying give me a long distance wrong
85:42
this is fine
85:44
dude stop if you really love each other
85:47
if you actually like each other you are
85:49
able to
85:50
connect even through this for you yeah
85:54
see i i think like it depends on like if
85:56
there's like an end
85:57
like point or like an end goal like if
85:59
if it's just like
86:01
an infinite like you know maybe someday
86:04
whatever
86:04
that's that's that's just stupid i feel
86:06
like you're just kind of playing pretend
86:08
um like stop wasting your time i think
86:10
like you need to have like
86:12
in a certain amount of time we're gonna
86:14
see each other or we're gonna do this
86:16
that the other thing like uh i don't
86:18
know i think you have to have like
86:19
a goal you have to have an end point or
86:21
otherwise you're actually just both
86:22
wasting like the prime minister
86:24
what do you mean by end point what do
86:25
you mean by end points
86:28
you need a you need a desk like you need
86:29
some kind of destination or something
86:32
like up uh not like an end goal per se
86:37
like maybe that's your view it could be
86:38
it could be like hey we'll see each
86:40
other like
86:40
this amount of time but i mean if you're
86:42
never gonna like move in ever
86:44
then in in my view um i think that's a
86:47
little like
86:48
if you don't if i'm trying to think of a
86:50
way to articulate it like
86:52
if you don't know if you're going to
86:53
move in together that's one thing
86:55
because you know uncertain life is
86:57
uncertain but like if there's never like
87:00
any like oh
87:01
maybe we'll see each other maybe we
87:03
won't that's what i think is dumb
87:05
and i see so many people do that very
87:08
important
87:08
let's say there's two people right and
87:10
they live in different countries
87:11
they couldn't really move in together
87:13
right no no
87:14
like but but i mean that would be your
87:16
ideal that would be your goal would it
87:18
not you know what i mean
87:19
like that's what i'm saying
87:23
as long as you plan to like end the long
87:25
distance essentially
87:26
yes i like i feel like long distance
87:29
can't go on
87:29
forever yeah that's true i agree with
87:32
that but when do you think is
87:33
the maximum time limit i think it
87:36
depends on like
87:37
i think it really it depends on who they
87:38
are you know like i mean some people are
87:40
comfortable with different things i mean
87:41
some people aren't i mean i don't know
87:42
it's a very personal decision i think if
87:44
they have two people dating
87:46
they are very comfortable spending time
87:48
apart from each other
87:50
to grow individually i think that's
87:52
totally valid though but i think that's
87:53
like
87:54
really different i thrive when i'm on my
87:56
own
87:57
and we see each other every month or two
88:00
and i'm able to go there because i have
88:01
the money and then you like you know
88:04
every time i'm alone i thrive
88:06
financially i thrive with my work i get
88:08
productive
88:09
and my partner does too so we crack the
88:12
[ __ ] up
88:13
during our time away and then we meet up
88:15
for half of the time
88:16
let's say you meet two weeks each month
88:18
so you basically spend half a year
88:19
together
88:20
that could go on for a while i wouldn't
88:22
i wouldn't see that as okay okay
88:26
that's a very different situation than
88:27
like yeah that's that's the difference
88:29
in life
88:30
like a healthy relationship
88:33
that's that's the that's the kind of
88:35
difference of like you they just live in
88:36
a different house if you can see each
88:38
other every couple weeks
88:39
you know yeah like that's yeah like oh
88:42
my god that's
88:42
like that's not a big deal at all like
88:44
and can we get a round of applause for
88:46
women
88:49
i mean i'm game i like women i just like
88:52
women
88:53
that's almost like no women and we love
88:55
everyone
88:56
and men and non-binary people
88:59
yes
89:02
guys gals and non-binary pals okay i'll
89:04
continue your point i will
89:06
be quiet for at least two minutes you
89:08
have time
89:11
what was the question again i forgot i'm
89:14
[ __ ] tricked up
89:16
would you do a long distance
89:17
relationship i don't
89:19
think i'd be down for that i mean
89:22
depending
89:23
maybe if you meet someone really cool
89:24
online
89:26
especially during the pandemic now
89:28
that's what
89:29
the only option at least here i can get
89:33
um so yeah you get to know each other
89:36
but i feel like you really know the
89:38
person when you meet them
89:40
in person have you ever gone on a
89:42
holiday with someone you're actually
89:44
dating
89:44
like that that difference of going from
89:46
dating to like living together for like
89:48
a little bit like a week or two or like
89:50
a month
89:55
dude my last girlfriend it was the
89:57
difference of like oh okay this isn't
89:59
gonna work
90:00
like we live together for like two weeks
90:01
we're like this is
90:03
you know it's way different dating to
90:04
being like living if you live together
90:06
for two months to get a girlfriend or a
90:09
boyfriend
90:10
when i'm like 30 probably what
90:14
anytime she i just don't i just don't
90:17
want to now
90:20
dude if you're not ready like love it
90:22
doesn't happen
90:23
i'm not ready unless they got a huge
90:26
bank
90:27
a huge wall no i think love doesn't
90:30
happen because you wanted to live
90:32
happens
90:32
randomly if you find a person that you
90:34
click with the love just
90:36
you know it just happens there's no way
90:39
if you go on tinder
90:40
there's certain chances of you finding a
90:42
[ __ ] like life partner is
90:44
they're so slim if you go on [ __ ]
90:46
discontinuing service
90:47
love has to happen randomly you have to
90:49
try to [ __ ] rust him and some guy has
90:51
to be like you know
90:52
it has to be it has to be just natural
90:53
it has to just click
90:56
welcome back to like play fall guys on
90:58
the first day
90:59
and then it just clicks or something
91:01
yeah
91:02
and then you're like oh you want to come
91:04
over and you [ __ ] him in the ass right
91:05
with it like a strap-on or something
91:07
yeah if you if that's how you do yeah
91:12
video games oh that's okay i'm figuring
91:14
things
91:17
i don't think you can force love i don't
91:19
think if you go on tinder you might have
91:21
a date
91:21
you might have a two-month [ __ ]
91:22
relationship i don't think you can fight
91:24
long-term love
91:25
in ever long time long-term love has to
91:28
happen in my opinion
91:30
it has to happen randomly you have to
91:31
make gifts like each other
91:34
would would you do long long distance
91:37
me yeah uh
91:40
you know what i i think so yeah
91:44
i think i feel like every time i have a
91:46
crush on someone they're always in
91:47
either [ __ ] canada or
91:48
[ __ ] america so it's right i guess i
91:52
[ __ ] have to
91:56
well i well it's hard now during the
92:00
pandemic
92:00
possibly like oh i can fly over there
92:02
whenever so it doesn't really matter
92:04
but then at the same time it's like uh
92:06
er they're not during the
92:07
name of you give examples
92:16
here we go the the first one i'm
92:18
different i'm a different person every
92:19
single month
92:20
right wait have you guys all answered
92:23
yeah oh there have
92:25
h-bomb did you say something about long
92:27
distance i wouldn't do long distance
92:30
too much i hate humans
92:35
what is that rack you have there in the
92:37
back is that workout equipment
92:40
oh yeah that that's a pull-up bar and i
92:43
don't know what they're right i respect
92:44
it
92:44
i work out too nice next question
92:55
i really like working out actually it's
92:57
fun
92:59
i miss it so much yeah dude ever since
93:01
my [ __ ] gym clothes i've been on
93:03
[ __ ] i've been on death row
93:06
pennsylvania's on lockdown it sucks oh
93:08
cute oh chiara thank you for the ted
93:10
gifted
93:12
i miss you i was telling them about the
93:14
guy you saw in the bathroom
93:16
you saw i thought that was the girl yes
93:18
this is kiara the one that loves
93:21
the one who said she saw someone in the
93:23
bathroom i believe her
93:24
i believe her she could be lying and
93:26
[ __ ] me off but does the ghost have a
93:28
name yet
93:30
well the only person my mom says that
93:34
there's only one person who has actually
93:35
died in this place
93:37
and so my plumber
93:41
he wasn't because it was like my mom's
93:44
very like she likes to research stuff
93:46
and it was a morgan she was like
93:47
oh becky i don't know if this is a good
93:49
idea so she looked into it
93:51
and the owner of the house but the becca
93:54
or becky she calls me becky but usually
93:56
it's becca
93:57
but but right this son of the guy who
94:00
died here
94:01
he puts his bike he
94:04
attaches his bike to the gate every like
94:06
i think he works around here or
94:08
something
94:08
but i'll wake up and there'll be a bike
94:10
just like you know locked
94:12
to to the gate in front of my house and
94:15
um the so it's like apparently that was
94:18
the son of the guy who died here so i
94:19
don't know if he's like
94:21
why he's not the squatter because like
94:24
the bikes are always gone at night time
94:26
it's only here for like a few hours a
94:27
day
94:28
but my mom has this kiara came up with
94:30
this theory
94:31
because the guy the only guy that lived
94:33
here he was he was old as [ __ ]
94:35
but he died without being married even
94:38
though everyone else in his family is
94:40
so my mom and kiara keep saying that
94:42
he's only
94:43
coming out now because i'm single and
94:46
he's fallen in love with me he thinks
94:48
i'm pure because of the whole thing
94:50
not even from canada or america yeah
94:53
perfect set up for a movie
94:57
my boyfriend is a ghost write that down
94:59
screenwriters
95:01
so are you are you looking for love or
95:05
are you just
95:05
waiting for it to happen i'm i feel like
95:08
i've looked too much i give up on it i'm
95:10
like the last the last year i feel like
95:12
i was very desperate because i had the
95:13
i had that mid life i'm 23. i need to
95:16
find someone because you know all my
95:17
friends like
95:18
you want me to come to your funeral or
95:20
not you shut the
95:22
[ __ ] up i haven't even gone for [ __ ]
95:24
menopause yeah you little [ __ ]
95:25
[ __ ] face i just turned 27 yesterday i
95:28
don't want to hear it
95:30
yeah but i feel like guys
95:33
guys age better than women shut up
95:38
if you're transgender and your hairline
95:40
is receding and you take estrogen
95:42
it simply grows back so every balding
95:45
every balding male right here i'd
95:47
suggest you put on the thigh highs
95:48
and you take the [ __ ] hormone therapy
95:51
and your hairline will magically come
95:52
back
95:53
this is every day
95:56
this is my everyday it's like oh someone
95:58
pointed out on my stream that i have
96:00
it's the one i bent over once they're
96:02
like bald spot and immediately
96:03
mary's is like hey did you know estrogen
96:05
can fix that
96:08
instead of his [ __ ] silicone tits
96:11
actual [ __ ] milkers i'd be dying
96:15
[Music]
96:17
everything i say should i become a
96:19
comedian maybe
96:21
you know i'm gonna let you guys choose i
96:22
have categories of the questions that
96:24
i've written down
96:25
i have the the serious twitch related
96:29
one
96:29
what this well yeah twitter related the
96:31
the joke questions the relationship
96:33
questions the recent events
96:35
questions the personal experience
96:37
questions or the spicier questions
96:39
spicier yeah do the spicy stuff all
96:43
right
96:43
okay we're all right we're going to go
96:45
through our [ __ ] marry kill
96:47
this cast
97:04
oh
97:07
[Music]
97:19
oh and this cast oh that's awkward never
97:22
mind i don't want to do it
97:24
actually actually wait no i have a
97:26
better idea because this is us
97:28
every this is a comment this is a common
97:29
question on the drum cast
97:31
that we asked but now i'm gonna join um
97:34
h-bomb's idea
97:35
and i'm gonna do [ __ ] marry delete with
97:38
other people
97:39
wait but yeah another oh okay okay okay
97:42
all right
97:43
let's open other people that aren't in
97:45
this call that sounds like more fun than
97:47
me about it in the morning on twitter
97:50
are you first are you first are you
97:51
doing first no i was going to ask you
97:54
look okay i'll give you the golden
97:55
h-bomb you're on you're you're not
97:57
you're on i think you go first but
97:59
before you actually
98:00
no
98:01
[Applause]
98:05
[Laughter]
98:05
[Music]
98:08
i will show my figure let's change this
98:10
changed my whole oh
98:16
there's my love handles i have gained a
98:18
little weight it might be because of
98:19
this ketchup
98:20
i keep it on my desk also this is
98:22
alright have you ever
98:24
your i can't understand your brain i
98:26
think the other chipotle
98:32
and there's another barbecue sauce on
98:34
the floor actually i do have a bunch of
98:36
sauces i don't know why
98:37
i just like my food tasty are you
98:41
do you know yourself are you asking me
98:44
if i'm mentally ill or what
98:45
do they not go in the fridge yeah i
98:48
thought they live in the fridge and the
98:49
alcohol too with you
98:50
they live in you put it in the bridge it
98:53
always tastes good in my opinion
98:54
oh my god you are something
99:07
[Applause]
99:09
i know i stand out i am special i am
99:12
unique
99:12
i don't want to be like anyone else i
99:14
want to be the main character
99:16
no actually that [ __ ] that i just wanna
99:18
i just wanna [ __ ] [ __ ]
99:19
oh and love it well you know what i like
99:22
that you don't know what you want just
99:24
[ __ ] yet huh
99:25
you just you just okay tell me right now
99:27
who do you want to [ __ ] who do you want
99:28
to marry who do you want to kill
99:30
no no we're changing no no no no no no
99:33
it's a different question now now
99:35
it's going to be individual we're like
99:37
example we're going to give aj
99:47
like all of them or three specific
99:49
people okay right i'll do three specific
99:51
okay
99:52
hmm well i'm a straight white guy and
99:55
there's two females on there
99:59
yeah go for it i'm gonna get cancelled
100:01
regardless of who i choose
100:05
do it just do it take the two women and
100:08
then murder someone
100:10
oh no i'm going to murder a guy
100:13
obviously
100:15
so who do you want who do you want to
100:16
get on the extreme of them right now
100:18
who's there
100:19
guys
100:26
yeah if we change for each person like
100:28
on who they know
100:30
you know we'll we'll edit the words
100:31
we'll do we'll do it
100:33
hang out live with ever and delete what
100:36
pg
100:38
what is this that's just [ __ ] boring
100:40
i want to
100:41
do [ __ ] marry and murder i want to bury
100:43
under the [ __ ] garden
100:45
okay well you can go with that then and
100:47
the rest i will do it first i will pick
100:50
this cast i would [ __ ] minx i would
100:51
marry finn
100:52
and i i i said i gotta kill i gotta kill
100:55
you colin
100:56
you're dead i thought we hit it off i
100:58
thought we became out
101:07
that flat screen is pissing me the [ __ ]
101:08
off it's not real
101:10
okay okay you know what fire it's not
101:13
it's not a real fireplace
101:14
it's would you like it to be okay here's
101:17
my problem
101:18
i have a thyroid deficiency i'm under
101:20
producing hormones which means i'm
101:21
constantly freezing
101:22
my co radiator is on 10.
101:26
i'm positive freezing and going if i
101:28
went into your house right now
101:29
and saw that [ __ ] fireplace not
101:31
emitting any heat i would
101:33
simply put you under the floorboards
101:35
like it's not as easy to
101:37
snap you in half and bury you under the
101:39
floorboards i would put that [ __ ]
101:41
understanding i would put the wood all
101:44
over you
101:45
and pretend nothing ever happened i'd
101:47
book a flight back to germany
101:48
go home and simply call finn on this
101:51
court
101:51
play some i feel like i've just watched
101:53
your true crime documentary
101:54
i feel like you're married why don't you
101:58
make some [ __ ]
101:59
uh fries your mcdonald's well i
102:02
appreciate you wanting to [ __ ] me
102:04
right age mom do you have to do what we
102:06
should do because i kind of like your
102:07
personality
102:09
oh nothing else just my personality no
102:12
no no no you call me ugly are you
102:14
calling me i'm not attracted i'm
102:15
pansexual i'm not attracted to bodies
102:17
i'm more attracted to personality i
102:18
think you're kind of funny
102:19
finn i wouldn't marry though because you
102:21
know he's just he's just very close to
102:23
my heart
102:23
but colin that [ __ ] fireplace i can't
102:26
what made you think i i'm gonna just
102:28
play a 10 hour fireplace video on my
102:30
[ __ ]
102:31
tv i wanted to go for the cozy holiday
102:33
vibes i'm wearing a [ __ ]
102:34
sweater colin that was enough to swear
102:37
are you starting actually hold on
102:39
you've been wearing this all the time
102:47
he hasn't left has he i i have not were
102:50
you
102:50
not worried are you new to me would you
102:52
kill me i mean delete me
102:55
i would kill you wait i have one
102:56
question for you is the outside of your
102:58
eyes uh with white makeup or not
103:01
yes yeah it makes your eyes big and you
103:04
look like a
103:05
i mean it looks good but if i take it
103:07
off and your eyes
103:08
shrink by one millimeter i'd be like
103:11
they turn into shrimp eyes they
103:13
literally
103:13
would break your neck i would break your
103:15
neck
103:21
i don't appreciate the the zebra print
103:24
on you and the chair
103:25
is pretty good zebras are pretty nice
103:28
animals if you kill
103:29
if you put a zipper print that enforces
103:32
animal murder
103:33
so i would actually as well it's fake i
103:35
didn't kill a cheaper
103:39
ice hockey it's a little it's fake don't
103:42
cancel me i i literally would not eat an
103:44
animal
103:45
i would kill all of you because life is
103:47
pointless
103:48
i would just save you from this extra
103:50
potential dread
103:52
you're sounding like your grandpa stop
103:54
it
103:57
i'm gonna i'm gonna pee and you guys get
104:00
like a
104:01
one or two minutes without me so enjoy
104:03
that pina colada cup we want some later
104:07
wait okay wait what if i what if i what
104:10
if i change the question because i feel
104:12
like this one's hard hottest content
104:13
creator and set who is the hottest
104:14
content creator
104:15
you can think of watches oh [ __ ]
104:19
yeah who's the hottest cop fixture and
104:22
i'm gonna go to darling
104:23
oh why is it koshi that's the correction
104:26
who
104:26
really liza koshy oh [ __ ] yeah she's hot
104:31
she's hot as [ __ ]
104:36
[Music]
104:38
now in general this one's kind of hard
104:40
because there's a there's a lot right
104:42
yeah i'm actually trying to think um
104:51
damn god you guys take a while it's
104:54
dude i don't know how you were there i
104:57
don't know my
104:58
favorite there's just so many
105:02
i mean jenna marbles but she's you know
105:05
she kind of quit
105:06
so jenna marbles isn't like
105:09
i've never thought jenna marbles was
105:10
like super hot she just sounds
105:12
she just seems like [ __ ] awesome to
105:15
be around you know
105:16
yeah like i'm just likeable as heck
105:19
yeah you know what i think i think
105:22
austin
105:23
is so [ __ ] hot is
105:26
awesome not gonna have sex with you i
105:28
know i
105:29
[ __ ] god he's just so [ __ ] hot
105:32
he's so
105:33
did you see that christmas picture yes
105:36
oh yes oh my god
105:40
i was drooling
105:43
austin you know what you did with that
105:45
[ __ ] picture and he just laughed i
105:47
was like oh god
105:48
i think mine's austin then oh my god
105:52
really really hot really good picture
105:54
what about you
105:55
colin you seem to be thinking of it
105:57
there i'm thinking about this very hard
106:00
because with james charles if you [ __ ]
106:03
this one up
106:05
it's a it's a loaded question it's
106:08
definitely
106:09
handed on a silver platter you don't
106:11
even i do i do have an easy out
106:14
yeah yeah so say it
106:18
i mean i mean james is a beautiful human
106:20
man like
106:22
you're blowing it i think
106:25
no i think james is more cute than hot i
106:28
think like
106:28
you know the difference there's like hot
106:30
and there's cute
106:32
in categories like you can be cute
106:33
freckles it's
106:35
james is like i think he's gorgeous but
106:37
i think he's in the cute area
106:42
super hot chad category he's in a it's
106:45
cute
106:46
mm-hmm right he's cute because of the
106:48
freckles
106:49
like i'm terrified
106:54
[Laughter]
107:00
are the fractals like normal or are they
107:02
make up
107:03
wait who did you say finn did you say
107:05
someone no i didn't
107:11
the best one that i can think of is
107:12
still kind of cheating because i mean
107:14
technically she she is a content creator
107:16
now but she started in movies
107:18
um [ __ ] brie larson i just now
107:22
watched the uh i just now watched scott
107:24
pilgrim and i'm
107:25
watching the [ __ ] uh black sheep
107:28
[ __ ] concert on
107:29
she was in scotland pilgrim is she
107:32
explaining
107:32
yeah brie larson
107:39
she looks [ __ ] insane when she comes
107:42
out on the stage
107:43
holy [ __ ] the best part is like she
107:45
actually
107:46
covered that song too like that is her
107:48
voice she'll be talented too
107:50
because um because edgar wright like
107:52
forced them all to like learn their
107:53
instruments learn their parts and all
107:55
that stuff i think that's
107:55
like absolutely insane dedication it's
107:57
so cool dude edgar wright one of my
108:00
favorite directors brielle
108:01
is my favorite yeah oh i'm gonna be
108:04
honest here
108:05
brie larson and scott pilgrim is on a
108:06
different level
108:08
yeah i didn't even know she was in i
108:09
didn't realize that was her she's
108:11
he's the singer you know she's the
108:13
blonde head she's envy she's playing
108:15
envy
108:16
i don't know who you guys are talking
108:17
about sorry i'm foreign or something
108:24
please i want to oh i've dude it's
108:26
bookmarked
108:30
i already found it i'm posting
108:34
god share that oh okay 26 million views
108:40
oh wow
108:44
wait i see yeah i like
108:48
i'm playing it now okay so what is the
108:50
question are we still doing [ __ ] merry
108:51
kill because what is content creator
108:53
that you
108:54
that like no [ __ ] hottest content
108:58
okay
109:08
i wish to know [ __ ] marry kill in this
109:10
group i wish to know
109:11
just sacrifice someone i want to know i
109:13
want to know i think
109:15
uh we should bond more
109:18
for them oh you think we should use the
109:20
last question of the night
109:22
i think we should do [ __ ] marry kill all
109:25
right okay right right okay we'll we'll
109:28
let me get another spicy question have
109:30
you ever paid for nsfw content
109:33
yes yes yes yes yes no
109:36
i don't [ __ ] i don't scam my artist i
109:38
don't look it up on [ __ ]
109:39
i don't want to answer that
109:43
i pay the money i support them and if
109:46
they [ __ ] or
109:47
the other pay or the other website that
109:48
i'm not allowed to say if they do not
109:50
save forward content they deserve to be
109:52
paid for it
109:53
if they do drawings if they do real-life
109:54
porn i pay for it okay
109:57
they do this that's their living that's
109:59
their job i pay
110:00
okay i pay a lot don't care
110:03
i pay the money i pay the job i don't
110:05
[ __ ] look it up
110:06
or leaks or blah blah if you don't pay
110:08
creators for their [ __ ] stuff i don't
110:10
care what it is
110:11
[ __ ] youtube patreon or [ __ ] sex
110:13
stuff if you don't pay them
110:15
your [ __ ] [ __ ] men support it if
110:17
you want to see it give them what they
110:18
[ __ ] want
110:20
true it's
110:25
dude honestly like if you [ __ ] you go
110:27
on [ __ ] off right the website no
110:29
one's allowed to say on twitch
110:31
you go there and you [ __ ] buy
110:32
everything and then you charge it back
110:33
on your credit card and you put it on
110:35
[ __ ] reddit
110:36
what kind of a virgin are you you're
110:38
right
110:39
you don't even keep it to yourself you
110:41
don't even [ __ ] jerk off to it you're
110:43
like oh
110:43
gosh look what i have give me some
110:45
upwards give me some [ __ ] reddit
110:46
rewards
110:47
shut up you're gonna die alone you're
110:49
gonna die a [ __ ] virgin
110:51
you're a piece of [ __ ] and you're
110:52
probably ugly
110:54
it's just like doing that is very
110:55
malicious i feel because it's it's
110:57
literally just [ __ ] someone out of
110:58
their business
111:00
the worst thing here is i didn't realize
111:02
this but the separated r slash miariza
111:05
was filled with my stolen content i
111:07
didn't even know about it
111:09
so i reported it blah blah blah got
111:10
removed but like
111:12
now i can't use r slash mirrors i have
111:14
to select i have to use
111:15
our slash mioreza live what if i had
111:18
scam
111:28
oh my little wonky toe yeah
111:31
you know that would actually rack in a
111:33
lot of money
111:34
i'm thinking of it i'm like oh you know
111:37
all the
111:38
just my little wonky toe [ __ ] the
111:40
doctors i should sue those cons
111:41
i'm still so triggered about that the
111:44
word wonky toe
111:45
does not sound appeasing it sounds
111:47
disgusting
111:49
it is disgusting but it's not my
111:52
fault they said it was a broken toe that
111:54
i had right they told me it was a broken
111:56
toe and they're like there's nothing we
111:57
can do about your broken toe so i walk
111:59
on this
112:00
broken toe and i'm like damn it's
112:01
swelling up more and it's so [ __ ]
112:03
sore
112:03
but it it wasn't a broken toe it was a
112:05
broken foot but the bone
112:07
was moved in the middle so my middle toe
112:09
has shrunk because it kept pushing
112:11
inwards
112:12
so because those felt like your pinky
112:18
and then the rest my baby toe is bigger
112:21
than my middle toe now and it's the
112:23
doctor's fault
112:25
whoa too lazy to even see them because i
112:27
feel like thanks you're
112:28
free
112:40
[Laughter]
112:42
[Music]
112:48
how did you break it i jumped off my bed
112:51
while dancing
112:52
but i tried to like balance on my chair
112:54
but my chair fell over
112:56
is it on stream yes it is it is but i
113:00
lied about it
113:00
i told everyone that i fell down the
113:01
stairs for a long time because i i got
113:03
banned before for self-harm when i
113:05
showed blood
113:06
so i was like oh this is dangerous but
113:08
then my manager was like no it's fine
113:10
you don't need to worry about it so now
113:11
i'm like oh yeah
113:12
i got banned i got banned i was doing a
113:14
cooking stream i was baking a cake in
113:16
sweden and my friend was
113:18
someone in chat said oh your friend has
113:19
nice boobs and she was like yeah i do
113:21
and she just pulled her [ __ ] shirt
113:24
down
113:25
and yeah next evening i got like same
113:28
night and we went to a bar with like an
113:30
electric scooter i just got banned i was
113:31
like
113:32
are you [ __ ] idiot why would you
113:35
[ __ ] show your two
113:36
tits and she's like i didn't know i
113:38
pulled down that far and i was like
113:41
i was like oh i'm on the [ __ ] record
113:43
now i'm never gonna
113:44
get partnered and i was like you [ __ ]
113:47
but
113:47
[ __ ] man just showed on a different
113:50
website
113:51
you have to show it on my stream and i
113:53
was like then i [ __ ] knocked her out
113:55
like i killed her
113:56
yeah i'm sure you did yeah she's dead
113:59
now minx
114:00
you're an iron man right away how long
114:02
did you get
114:03
over uh three days oh
114:07
my first offense
114:13
all right i've realized we've actually
114:15
gone over the the two hours is up so
114:16
i'll ask one final question
114:18
and then you guys can leave if you i if
114:23
you guys want more questions there's
114:25
still [ __ ] loads it's just like i
114:26
always have a two-hour limit so people
114:29
it's like you can leave it out you can
114:30
go now but if you want to stay you can
114:32
stay
114:34
i think it's fun i'm down to stay like
114:35
at least six months
114:37
i i did all the makeup dude i'm here
114:40
let's keep going let's keep going all
114:42
right well once again since it's
114:44
technically over feel free to like
114:46
whatever i feel bad because you guys
114:47
aren't [ __ ] streaming i'm like you a
114:49
little [ __ ]
114:50
this is why when people are streaming
114:51
like oh i don't feel bad because they're
114:54
like you know they're getting their
114:55
content in they're getting like their
114:56
stream hours in
114:58
you little [ __ ] i told each every
115:00
single one of you to [ __ ]
115:01
in this streaming [ __ ] podcast we
115:04
want to hang out with you
115:05
okay we're hanging out with you and
115:07
giving you content
115:09
yet you call us i don't give a [ __ ] if
115:10
it's be honest
115:13
you [ __ ] taking time out of your day
115:16
yeah all right then we'll move on to the
115:18
next question what is the most
115:20
hang on hang on what thanks for getting
115:23
exposure from this from being on your
115:24
awesome twitch channel
115:25
it's not like we're getting enough hold
115:27
on i gotta change my name to twitch.tv
115:30
oh yeah just yeah
115:35
can you tell me uh right click on
115:37
yourself and rename it oh guys so
115:39
you should go you should follow me aries
115:41
on
115:42
twitter but only if you're 18. all right
115:46
okay okay what was the most embarrassing
115:48
you've had
115:49
on camera like on the you know internet
115:51
what's a moment where
115:53
you were like oh my god oh my god how do
115:54
i delete this like you just got so
115:55
embarrassed okay go grim oh i got come
115:57
on my face okay
115:58
this was on youtube why
116:03
no go grandma we're going to come back
116:04
to that later we are not prepared for
116:06
the answer
116:07
so this was on youtube so i didn't get
116:10
banned i
116:11
pissed myself but it wasn't
116:17
like embarrassing and i was wearing like
116:19
a red suit like i was dressed up in a
116:21
red suit and i just like pissed myself
116:24
how how do you just piss yourself
116:27
because i was perfect embarrassing
116:30
happened before
116:31
and i was like how do i get over it oh
116:34
if i piss myself that will be more
116:35
embarrassing so i'll forget about the
116:37
other
116:37
thing that i did and that had nothing to
116:40
do with streams
116:40
so what i did i pissed on myself and
116:43
then i still stream for another
116:45
10 minutes while soaking in my piss
116:50
wasn't it was the piss were the piss
116:53
stains
116:54
available to the public like could you
116:56
see it or would you say
116:57
you're in my discord i'm sure people
116:59
will start posting wait wait wait
117:01
was the piss just like okay imagine
117:02
you're sitting like this right
117:04
i was i literally i think okay i don't
117:06
know if i can show it like this but like
117:08
okay so i was um i was like
117:10
this right and then i was looking
117:11
through and my pissed stain was there
117:14
you could see that on youtube oh no no
117:17
you can't see it on youtube anymore
117:18
obviously that's
117:20
it what is it was it a live stream it
117:22
was a live stream yeah
117:24
it was a long time ago did you stand up
117:27
and like look at yourself
117:28
and then you feel like listen you don't
117:30
want to see it okay
117:31
i don't want to see it i just want to
117:33
know the story i'm not going to [ __ ]
117:34
look it up
117:35
i'm not [ __ ] freaky i'm just like did
117:37
you stand up and you saw the stain
117:40
yeah that's bad that's bad this remember
117:42
why is that bad
117:43
i wanted it that's weird i literally
117:46
wanted
117:46
piss i wanted to be soaked in piss so i
117:50
mean it's not your fault it's not your
117:51
fault but it is her fault she did a
117:53
distraction pissed she pissed herself
117:55
because she was embarrassed about
117:56
something else it is her fault
117:58
exactly i did that because sonically
118:00
felt good
118:01
like i mean honestly if you pissed
118:03
yourself if i pissed
118:04
the thing with me is like i own up to
118:06
kind of everything because
118:07
if i [ __ ] myself or piss myself or [ __ ]
118:09
myself on stream i'd be like
118:11
that's funny right so how do you handle
118:14
it do you think that's embarrassing or
118:15
were you like hell yeah
118:16
who cares who cares it happens it was
118:18
embarrassing because
118:20
it's just like what happened it happens
118:22
right because it should happen
118:23
i mean it happens hard to force out a
118:26
piss when you're standing i don't know
118:28
how guys piss
118:29
like standing um it's really hard for a
118:33
girl at least i i don't know like it's
118:34
really hard to just
118:35
pee just like that on command um
118:41
it's the worst thing like okay you
118:42
pissed yourself right it felt liberating
118:45
i liked it but obviously i can't do it
118:47
on twitch i won't do it again that was
118:48
just my
118:49
one time thing i did so it's just like
118:51
you pissed yourself and feel what right
118:53
you didn't commit a crime you pitch
118:55
yourself sure it's embarrassing
118:56
but if you own it if you make it into a
118:58
meme yourself it's whatever right
119:00
it gives you credit right you're just
119:02
[ __ ] an honest person
119:03
you piss yourself so what cool right
119:06
it's funny if you join in on the joke
119:08
i love this phrase of drunkarisa where
119:10
it's just like
119:12
everything is that you're so positive
119:15
you are so nice i love honestly
119:18
if i [ __ ] myself on stream i'd be like
119:20
so what do you guys know
119:22
it doesn't matter if it goes into the
119:23
toilet it doesn't matter if it goes in
119:25
your pants
119:26
you wipe it either way and you put it in
119:28
the [ __ ] trash
119:30
during a stream have you guys have i
119:33
feel like i get anxious i don't want to
119:34
like disrespect my viewers and go
119:36
take a you've never taken a [ __ ] during
119:38
a stream
119:39
that's weird and they're like oh
119:44
she's taking a [ __ ] oh she's taking a
119:46
[ __ ] oh i want to see her take a [ __ ]
119:48
so i'm like i don't want to do that well
119:50
to be fair i used to do 48 69 hour
119:53
stream so i had to [ __ ] take a [ __ ]
119:55
jordan wait
119:55
one second one second is this the normal
119:57
if you're really committed
119:59
i think i might get myself on friday
120:01
though because i am doing at 24 hours
120:03
i should have myself once in my life is
120:04
this it minx is this the drunk dream or
120:06
is this the regular
120:07
podcast this is a usually it's like it's
120:11
a mix right now
120:12
because i'm doing i used to do two times
120:14
a week but now i'm like
120:16
[ __ ] that two times i'm still triggered
120:17
at twitch so wait is this
120:19
is this it's a drunk one or not because
120:21
i filled my glass with like pure whiskey
120:23
and i'm wait show me show me where it is
120:25
right now that dr i remember you filled
120:26
it with what you said
120:27
whiskey jagermeister and water okay okay
120:30
i'm just glad
120:31
it was just the one that i finished like
120:33
halfway whiskey and jagermeister
120:35
i finished so this is my next one
120:39
this is my like fifth one wait wait wait
120:41
wait wait wait i gotta understand this
120:42
is this the drunk podcast or is this the
120:44
nominee you've already asked me
120:47
oh i already asked it it's a mix of
120:50
drinking half of us
120:51
aren't drinking well [ __ ] i feel like
120:53
i'm the [ __ ] [ __ ] in the room i'm
120:55
overdoing it
120:56
stop no no no when you were [ __ ]
120:59
sober
121:01
you weren't doing much of a discernible
121:03
change
121:04
you guys still do you guys still like me
121:06
or did i say something weird
121:08
i love you shut the [ __ ] up we love you
121:11
you're great
121:13
i know different since you went you were
121:14
sober had you not said you were drinking
121:17
i would have not even [ __ ] told you
121:19
i would have even noticed what the [ __ ]
121:21
you're talking about since when is your
121:22
hair orange
121:24
okay now i would have noticed i raised
121:28
20k for charity
121:30
that's nice i raised money for chat once
121:32
i have spent it to
121:33
cancer i think
121:36
i'm supporting cancer with all my money
121:39
i mean cancer research not cancer i'm
121:41
going to say i've never met someone with
121:42
cancer before cancer
121:46
wait do you guys do you guys think i'm
121:48
overdoing it or am i okay did i say oh
121:50
you're great
121:52
don't get in your head you're fine i
121:54
honestly don't remember the last hour
121:56
i don't remember it you're good i
121:59
thought this was the drunk podcast i'm
122:01
sorry whatever i'll drink water
122:04
is that it's not water that's what is
122:05
that that's not water that's like seven
122:07
off or something that's sedona
122:09
[ __ ] it's german water you piece
122:13
of [ __ ]
122:14
yeah i love it
122:26
i'll finish this right now for one sub
122:28
that is
122:30
no wait how much water is left like half
122:34
oh god that'll make you throw up i can't
122:36
i can't drink water i hate working
122:37
on three what are you one of the people
122:39
that just don't
122:40
i need this bottle i have yeah i have
122:42
this bottle though so like i
122:44
you need water to but i have this ball
122:46
that tells me what i need to drink per
122:47
hour
122:48
so i'll for i'll hold my like i'll down
122:50
and then feel sick i just hate water
122:53
why don't you just put like cordial in
122:55
it like squash
122:57
because okay i'll be honest i'll put my
122:59
drink away i'll put my drink away i've
123:01
had too much
123:02
huh it's crazy is it not true
123:07
wait what makes i was saying that if you
123:09
like the fake like the sugar you know
123:11
like those drinks where it's like oh
123:12
sugar free
123:13
someone said they're just as bad for
123:14
[ __ ] well they're just sweetness
123:16
right
123:17
here we go they're not they're not good
123:18
for you but they'll certainly help it or
123:20
just what i do like sometimes it's gonna
123:22
be real healthy it's just lemon juice
123:27
just let me see someone subbed i have to
123:30
finish this now can you guys cheer me on
123:32
or something it's like
123:33
let's go let's go water hydration
123:36
water hydration water hydration
123:39
let's go let's go chug chug chug chug
123:43
chug chug chug chug chug
123:46
water holy [ __ ] enjoy your water
123:49
poisoning
123:51
enjoy let's go okay
123:54
just like that i'm sober again so now
123:58
let's talk about
123:59
this pikachu grinder it's very funny
124:02
okay i i gotta go i i gotta go thanks
124:05
why are you
124:05
faced what is wrong am i striking you
124:08
differently than
124:10
our dm's no you're literally exactly how
124:12
you were in dms
124:14
you are the exact i am exactly i call
124:16
you every day
124:17
you act like this and damns i'm like
124:19
you're not normal you're you're like a
124:20
[ __ ]
124:21
there's something going on
124:25
yeah all right so all right uh h-bomb
124:29
what was the most embarrassing moment
124:30
you've had on stream or on youtube
124:32
oh my god i forgot that we were doing
124:34
this
124:35
i spent so long trying to think of some
124:37
i don't really have anything
124:39
there's really nothing that sticks out
124:40
in your mind i mean i'm embarrassing all
124:43
the time but there's nothing that sticks
124:44
out in my mind like i've never expected
124:46
he's made
124:47
that's not embarrassing that's hilarious
124:49
that's true
124:51
own it king yeah like there's
124:55
like i haven't like been like racist
124:59
or like just mean on stream without me
125:02
being aware or anything like that
125:04
what up yeah
125:08
dude i tell people this i'm white
125:10
straight
125:11
male i'm the most boring person possible
125:14
i
125:15
i have i'm not funny i've tried to spice
125:17
it up a bit in all fairness i'm the same
125:19
i guess the maid dress is going to help
125:21
you out yeah i needed it
125:24
no but like i so like going back to like
125:27
the point where like
125:28
he pooped himself i've had amazing bowel
125:30
control my entire life i've never pooped
125:32
in like my school i always wait till i
125:34
get home
125:35
i've never done it oh that's weird
125:38
that's the same with peeing for me i've
125:39
never had to pee in school every time
125:41
like i'm at my door and i'm like opening
125:43
my door i just have to pee
125:45
is that the same for you yeah it's a
125:48
mental thing right it's a mental thing
125:50
like during high school i never had to
125:52
go to the bathroom when i was there but
125:53
right when i was walking i mean it was
125:54
theirs to my house i was like oh i gotta
125:56
go
125:56
that's yeah
126:05
like field trips right and you stay
126:07
there for three days like
126:09
vacation right did you ever sit in the
126:11
toilet for me it's like i never should
126:12
like
126:13
even on a seven day vacation i don't
126:15
[ __ ] and as soon as i get off the school
126:17
bus i'm like i gotta [ __ ]
126:19
seven days yeah like i didn't [ __ ] for
126:22
like
126:22
a week just because it's like a mental
126:24
thing you don't [ __ ]
126:27
i went to go visit my girlfriend when we
126:29
when she was in college
126:30
and i would go for like two days and i'd
126:32
be like in her apartment i'd never go to
126:34
the bathroom other than to pee
126:35
i wouldn't have to poop whatever until i
126:37
got home and i was like i gotta go
126:41
it just makes sense right you don't [ __ ]
126:43
in the bathroom
126:45
if you pee or poop in the school right
126:47
you get [ __ ] memed
126:49
no i think it's like three times a day
126:52
in the bathroom
126:53
no i think it's weird because in this
126:55
school you don't have wet wipes and
126:56
without the wet wipes you're just
126:58
a [ __ ] nasty piece of [ __ ] though wet
127:00
wipes
127:02
if you don't wipe your ass with wet
127:04
wipes do you want to tell the story
127:05
about how you broke my [ __ ] bathroom
127:08
dude no i don't care but like if you
127:10
don't wipe your ass with wet wipes
127:13
i'll tell that no i'm serious i want to
127:15
hear the story finn
127:16
here's the challenge here's a challenge
127:18
for you guys wipe your ass with [ __ ]
127:20
dry paper
127:20
and then go over it with wet wipes
127:22
you're like oh with dry paper i'm
127:24
[ __ ] done but then you did do
127:25
one swipe of wedded wipes full of [ __ ]
127:28
and that's a [ __ ] you don't really
127:30
i agree they're really good right all
127:33
you need
127:34
listen buddy we know you don't wipe
127:38
and we know okay you're fine i've never
127:40
worked a day in my life and i'll tell
127:41
you what
127:42
oh [ __ ] for it i'll still [ __ ] you
127:45
but it's still disgusting okay no this
127:48
[ __ ] shitty [ __ ] that has like
127:51
little
127:52
purple berries around it at this point
127:54
it's not a [ __ ]
127:56
theme of like hygiene it's the dominance
128:00
dominance like the dominating part is
128:02
here the hygiene is here so i could i
128:03
can
128:04
that you know i can sacrifice the
128:05
hygiene part as
128:10
as long as i get to fulfill my fantasies
128:13
i still think that
128:14
that is the way to go anyway the uh so
128:16
down uh my downstairs bathroom is not
128:18
the best
128:19
right it just it's it's not the most
128:21
high peck of bathrooms and
128:22
uh you're not supposed to flush those
128:24
wipes are you like technically you're
128:25
not supposed to do that because they're
128:26
just cloth
128:28
so this [ __ ] did um and then
128:33
eventually during the course of her like
128:35
month-long stay in one go
128:37
uh we kind of realized hmm this toilet
128:40
isn't working as well as it used to
128:42
give it another week hmm we're starting
128:44
to notice
128:45
whenever you go into that room a
128:47
lingering smell has someone not flushed
128:49
the toilet
128:50
no it is not [ __ ] gone
128:53
it would just it just clogged for a
128:56
month okay okay okay okay
129:00
i am sorry i am very sorry your
129:04
goddamn wet wipe [ __ ] mess it
129:07
was okay okay
129:08
guys i need your opinion on this what do
129:10
you prefer
129:11
[ __ ] in your underwear or [ __ ] in your
129:13
toilet
129:14
i would prefer you use a wet wipe and
129:16
put it in the trash can you don't put it
129:18
in the toilet
129:20
i feel like that is something wait wait
129:23
one second it means did you say you put
129:24
your [ __ ]
129:25
in the trash can no no when you wipe
129:28
okay if you're wiping with toilet paper
129:30
you put it in the toilet if you're
129:31
wiping with wet wipes you put it in a
129:33
trash can wet wipes are clogged wet wipe
129:36
your toilet sorry you live on this
129:38
[ __ ]
129:39
i'm sorry you live on this fantasy
129:40
island where your toilets don't work
129:42
if you're in germany whatever the [ __ ]
129:45
you
129:46
want i didn't know that if you go to the
129:47
uk you have to put your [ __ ]
129:50
you get us you put all your wet wipes
129:53
down the toilet
129:55
in germany
129:59
i'm sorry but in the germany in germany
130:01
you know [ __ ] actually flushes it
130:03
doesn't get stuck i didn't know that if
130:04
you go to the uk
130:05
and you wipe your ass and you put it in
130:07
the toilet then it breaks
130:08
i didn't know i had to [ __ ] bring a
130:10
[ __ ] plastic bag from tesco
130:21
it's not put this [ __ ] in the trash bag
130:23
and putting these shitty [ __ ] tissues
130:25
you walk with paper
130:33
like this and then take your [ __ ]
130:35
turd and put it in a tesco trash bag
130:38
and put it in the recycling bin i'm
130:41
sorry
130:42
maybe that's where your water tastes
130:43
like [ __ ] pool water
130:46
no [ __ ] our water does not taste like
130:48
pool water
130:49
your water tastes like your water tastes
130:52
like
130:53
our water tastes clean you know when you
130:55
you know when you when you go down a
130:57
water slide
130:57
and then you get all the water in your
130:59
nose that's what the [ __ ]
131:01
water that's what you're tapping our
131:02
water doesn't have chlorine you know
131:04
what has chloride your [ __ ] brain
131:06
[ __ ] was you're gonna taste the
131:09
water you're gonna be
131:10
mentally cured your mental illness is
131:12
gonna despawn
131:14
is that i have this theory i have the
131:16
theory that everyone from the uk is
131:18
mentally ill
131:19
because they have a drink in the water
131:22
have they got in the water drink alcohol
131:24
drinking did you say drinking
131:26
drinking okay drinking or drinking
131:29
everything i also don't think that's
131:30
right
131:33
can we get around here i gotta head out
131:35
i'll see you
131:40
[Music]
131:49
why are you sick of us yeah no agents
131:53
oh wait you're leaving hello
131:57
yes sorry i'm so [ __ ] i'm
132:00
blind i'm literally blind
132:08
[Laughter]
132:22
it's [ __ ] bad man i i didn't think
132:25
anyone would leave
132:26
we would stay on for hours yes
132:31
because i thought it was kind of cool
132:33
kinda
132:34
not completely cool i don't know it's a
132:36
good thing
132:37
obviously at least the coolest person is
132:39
finster
132:41
he's [ __ ] you're only saying that
132:44
because i haven't built you for the
132:45
toilet
132:46
drain yet piece of [ __ ] all right here
132:49
here
132:50
here's a fun question here's a fun
132:52
question what is your opinion
132:54
on shipping content creators and has
132:56
shipping ever ruined a friendship for
132:58
you
133:00
um no i have been shipped with finster
133:04
once i thought it was funny
133:05
we have some someone drew um nsfw
133:08
of some of the people i've had on
133:10
streams it's on like rule 34 which i
133:12
found
133:13
that was it was more just like oh
133:16
that's weird but it's weird without
133:20
consent right it's weird without consent
133:22
someone asked me personally if they
133:25
could draw a
133:26
porno of me like a hentai right like a
133:28
full comic book of hentai
133:30
and i was like yeah draw me topping finn
133:32
and finn was like
133:33
fine with it obviously so we both gave
133:35
consent and there's a full hentai coming
133:37
out of
133:38
of me and finn like me [ __ ] him right
133:40
and it's gonna be
133:43
with a story line with everything the
133:45
story of bethany starts like i'm in bed
133:47
and he's like oh you gotta wake up
133:48
it's a new day and i'm like okay you
133:50
want to have sex and i'm like yeah so
133:51
the first
133:52
[ __ ] panel of me is like me putting
133:54
on my beanie
133:55
and then we have sex it's a great hentai
133:58
i will be
133:58
uh posting it publicly soon so
134:02
there's only well colin
134:06
i've only ever been shipped at least to
134:08
my knowledge once before
134:10
and it was the most uh oh [ __ ] i forgot
134:13
completely
134:14
that is also yes there's a lot of that
134:15
uh but in terms of like people like
134:17
making art and like fan fiction and
134:19
like weirder [ __ ] about it um
134:23
there hasn't been any of that with james
134:24
to my knowledge but
134:26
what i am very unfortunately aware of is
134:29
when i first started streaming it was
134:30
like my second week
134:31
um someone wrote like an extraordinarily
134:35
nsfw fan fiction about me
134:38
um but it's me and uh this is
134:41
disgusting and horrifying but uh with
134:43
it's with peppa pig
134:45
like the cartoon character i don't know
134:48
and it was so out of left field and just
134:51
horrifying
134:52
and they were like colin check this out
134:54
i think it's really funny i think you'll
134:55
really like it like this person who just
134:56
wrote this
134:57
and i was like please please
134:59
disassociate from me and my community i
135:01
i do not want anything to do and
135:04
out of spite they have picked it up um
135:08
no amount of money i would have never
135:10
guessed that i peppa pig was not the
135:12
character i was like i had so many
135:14
guesses
135:18
it haunts me if you you can google it
135:20
very easily and find it it is
135:22
very real right here
135:27
very quick it's on wattpad please don't
135:29
read it
135:36
[Music]
135:49
wait so was it like was it actually like
135:52
sex drawings or was it like time no no
135:54
it's it's
135:54
written but it is very graphic was it
135:57
like
135:58
it leaves i don't know but it leaves
136:01
nothing to the imagination
136:12
no it is like like i it is the most
136:15
traumatizing
136:16
thing that
136:21
and yeah it's it's like this like very
136:24
well
136:24
former before bringing this up again it
136:26
was a very like if you know you know
136:28
kind of thing in my community like is my
136:30
community i mean i was averaging like 10
136:31
viewers when this happened
136:34
lincoln okay let me find it for you i
136:36
want to read it to myself
136:40
like five years old or something yeah
136:43
that makes it though it makes the whole
136:45
thing
136:45
the whole thing is just bad top to
136:46
bottom
136:48
it had to have been for a meme right
136:50
there's no way they were i have to hope
136:52
uh i'm pulling it up on stream
136:56
i'm trying to find it right now being
136:58
sword was a question again
137:00
the question was um have you had like
137:03
how do you feel about irl shipping
137:05
uh do you feel comfortable with it
137:08
they're not actually like
137:12
trying you know getting to the
137:13
relationship stage i think it's a bit
137:15
weird
137:17
yeah like how do you feel like because
137:20
i'm sure a lot of people ship
137:22
you with others so how did how does that
137:24
like
137:25
for me the thing is i never really know
137:28
if i had didn't have an issue with it i
137:29
don't
137:30
care i feel like like when people shoot
137:32
me and kiara the whole time she's here
137:33
like oh they're so cute i'm like i don't
137:34
care we're friends like just in fact me
137:36
it only affects me the shipping thing is
137:39
weird
137:39
when i'll be streaming and the person
137:42
they're shipping me with expects them to
137:44
be with
137:45
that's when it's there's a different
137:46
type of shippers there's the one who say
137:48
as a joke like oh you guys are cute
137:49
together and i'm like
137:50
yeah she's one of my best friends i know
137:52
we're cute together but then
137:54
there's like the the i'll just call it
137:56
out the [ __ ] shilani's
137:58
where it's like at the start you know
138:00
means we've always been like really good
138:02
friends
138:03
and we didn't care for the shipping
138:05
because you know gave us content gave us
138:06
views easy
138:08
but the reason i was like okay i'm done
138:10
with this now the people that are
138:11
ruining it is when i'm
138:12
trying to enjoy a stream my own thing
138:14
and they would be like where's jay
138:16
schlatt why isn't your boyfriend here
138:17
where's she
138:18
where's jaishla and it's like that it
138:20
gets annoying it's like it's it's
138:22
it's
138:32
about that like people demanding other
138:34
content creators coming on i thought
138:35
that was really cool
138:36
it was weird because i didn't know of
138:38
you minx personally like i had
138:40
like a year ago or something i had no
138:42
idea who the [ __ ] you were i had nothing
138:44
and nothing to do with this community i
138:45
didn't know finn i didn't know anyone
138:47
i was just seeing like you and joshua
138:49
keep interacting and i told
138:51
the way people were talking i totally
138:52
thought you were dating i was like
138:54
so this is your jeff or what like i was
138:56
talking to jace i was like this is your
138:57
gf or what he's like
138:58
now we're not dating i was like what the
139:01
[ __ ] is going on
139:03
it was so weird because my [ __ ]
139:05
perception of you
139:06
was like bended just because of the
139:09
replies you had
139:10
yeah that's that's what i think i don't
139:12
mind i don't mind like
139:14
shipping a dynamic if that's not all
139:16
it's about i'm like i
139:17
that's why like i feel like nothing like
139:19
we didn't distance was like it got
139:20
weird people were doing too much and
139:22
it's like it's like
139:24
it's it was a lover host thing right one
139:26
of you guys won each other right
139:28
yeah so i i wasn't familiar with lover
139:30
host at all until like a month ago
139:33
or two i didn't know what the [ __ ] was
139:34
going on but i know like
139:36
things like someone chooses love right
139:38
and you pick them and then oh lovely you
139:39
go on a [ __ ] minecraft date or
139:41
something
139:41
but it's it's never really real right
139:43
it's more like a social like a
139:44
reality show you know the funny thing is
139:47
i feel like there's been relationships
139:48
from lover host but it's from the
139:50
contestants or someone meeting
139:51
like i know a few people i'm not gonna
139:53
say names because they keep it private
139:55
but it's never if you win the love it's
139:57
for content value people don't [ __ ]
139:59
understand this the show
140:00
the entertainment show relationships
140:02
come from it because they meet each
140:04
other but half the time it's not the
140:05
person they [ __ ] won with yeah
140:07
relations come from it but like not
140:09
dating relationships
140:12
it never comes in the way you'd expect
140:13
so like the thing that's interesting is
140:15
like
140:16
so i i've gone through this very
140:17
recently because
140:19
i mean like the thing that was different
140:21
with with james's lovely host is that
140:23
a lot of the folks from his community
140:25
are not this was their first lover host
140:27
and they're coming in with this
140:29
expectation that it is this very
140:31
like real like like they're thinking
140:35
they're watching the bachelor
140:36
uh which is still reality tv bad example
140:38
but like you get what i'm getting at
140:39
like it's
140:41
after it ended everyone was like okay
140:43
james and colin are like
140:45
dating now and i'm so happy for them and
140:47
i was like well we've become very good
140:49
friends but
140:50
like yeah they're just assuming it's the
140:52
[ __ ] worst thing about it that's why
140:54
i'm like
140:54
i'm used to it now but at the start i
140:56
was like it shocked me
140:57
because they will yeah the problem
141:00
though is like i really thought you were
141:02
dating
141:02
minks by the way i genuinely thought you
141:04
were dating schlatt i didn't know
141:06
i didn't know what the [ __ ] lover host
141:07
was i just like crazy the
141:09
the difficult thing though is it brings
141:10
into question like well is everything
141:12
you're saying on the show fake is this
141:13
that whatever
141:14
and like you know like it's it's weird
141:16
because it then calls into question like
141:18
are you
141:19
like are you being dishonest is it this
141:21
that the other thing
141:22
and it's like well no i didn't lie about
141:24
anything on the show and i spoke very
141:26
honestly about myself and all that but
141:28
like
141:29
it's a weird like spot to be in because
141:31
there's an expectation
141:33
particularly i i feel like in in the
141:34
case with the james charles over host
141:36
where it's like
141:37
these are people from youtube these
141:38
people from tic toc like as far removed
141:40
from twitch as they could be
141:42
colin you haven't been worse can i be
141:44
real with you like i this affects me
141:46
exactly what you're saying but you
141:47
had it worse than me because with james
141:50
charles
141:51
the the show's always for entertainment
141:53
value you know where they'll have
141:54
characters on it
141:55
but austin obviously wanted to put some
141:58
funny p like uh
141:59
you know that was gonna be on it because
142:00
their whole bid thing but the the stands
142:03
were like
142:03
if you put anyone that isn't you know
142:05
like not open about their sexuality
142:08
we're not going to support this we're
142:09
going to cancel you which
142:11
the energy there didn't make sense
142:13
because it's like it's always
142:14
entertainment value he's not degrading
142:16
austin's literally gay he's not
142:18
homophobic just if he
142:19
if he wants to do entertainment but
142:21
because of that austin got stressed
142:23
and he actually tried to make it a
142:24
serious one and from that because james
142:27
is so popular and he had his stance
142:29
and then because it wasn't like no one
142:31
was putting in or dude the only [ __ ]
142:34
drama that was on the show was real
142:36
drama and that made that's what made me
142:38
i almost turned it off it made me
142:39
uncomfortable it's like
142:41
yeah like i'm not saying the stan's
142:43
ruined it but the way they [ __ ] were
142:44
like
142:45
if you put anyone like that is it's just
142:46
for entertainment you're that's so like
142:48
humility that's so mean to the
142:50
lgbt community and that's why i knew
142:54
it was ten times worse colin yeah cause
142:57
i
142:57
like it they took it way more serious
143:00
like it was it was just difficult
143:02
uh because like i feel like i had to to
143:04
take things in like a very
143:06
um like i just figured out some very
143:08
real and very personal things and that i
143:10
was
143:10
not at all aware i was like signing up
143:13
for you know
143:14
because i've seen lover host i've been
143:15
watching it forever like i'm like okay
143:17
like i'll just go in i've got
143:18
i've got jokes i've got bits i've got
143:19
all this stuff up in my head ready to
143:21
rumble
143:21
and um i didn't really expect to be
143:25
um you know running a race
143:29
in a relationship with him i mean like
143:32
you know you don't go in on a lover host
143:34
for someone you have absolutely no
143:35
interest in at least from my
143:36
perspective i mean i was at least
143:38
interested in becoming friends you know
143:39
what i mean
143:40
him a little bit better how like how do
143:43
you feel about him now
143:46
like i mean we've become very close
143:48
friends i mean that's
143:50
and like and you know i like to keep my
143:52
my private life very separate from like
143:54
yeah yeah i get it
143:57
relax stop with the shipping because
144:00
some people
144:01
are uh uncomfortable with it and no i'm
144:04
not
144:04
shipping him with games because i
144:06
understand like
144:07
sometimes friendships can be uh you know
144:11
like kind of
144:12
it becomes awkward but it's nice to see
144:15
like
144:15
mings and jace and kiara not
144:18
like not let that affect them you know i
144:21
think it's weird
144:23
personally i was young at some point i
144:26
was probably on tumblr i was probably on
144:28
twitter
144:28
but like what do you get from shipping
144:31
people
144:32
i think it's just a fantasy they see
144:34
these two
144:35
hot people they're like oh they get on
144:38
very well
144:39
and they see like i want them to be
144:42
together
144:43
also i think that comes from like i'm
144:46
not saying
144:47
shipping didn't happen before like k-pop
144:49
but i think
144:50
it's the k-pop stands and then they see
144:53
uh you know streamers and they're like
144:56
really open they're real they're always
144:58
screaming
144:59
and they hang out with all these other
145:00
people and they're like oh but that's
145:02
the thing dude
145:03
really hot with this and this person
145:07
and they start you know you know what
145:09
what's the thing though
145:10
the the fans right the fans the hyper
145:13
fans are always like
145:14
oh i know you're not like this i know
145:16
you're like this blah blah
145:17
but you don't you know you never know
145:19
what the person is like behind the
145:21
screen
145:21
you're watching you're watching a stream
145:24
or you're watching a personality
145:25
watching something
145:26
something that people put on right i
145:29
remember like one distinctive memories
145:31
i have want to stick the distinctive
145:33
memory i have
145:34
remember when fedmeister got cancelled
145:37
mm-hmm
145:38
people were saying i know you're not
145:42
like this people were saying i know
145:43
you're not like this
145:44
i know you're better no [ __ ] you
145:47
[ __ ] don't you've watched
145:49
videos of him these people some of these
145:51
fans are like
145:53
so [ __ ] connected yeah
145:59
why though i'm not trying to defend like
146:02
the psychotic ones that
146:04
like say oh i know everything about you
146:06
i
146:07
you know it's it's because they watch
146:09
you
146:10
for so long and they
146:13
then they go in on your social media
146:15
they like
146:16
kind of stalk you and and they start to
146:19
connect
146:20
with you even though it's uh
146:23
was this parasocial thing yeah it's
146:26
called social relationships it's just so
146:28
weird
146:28
because i i think that it is weird it is
146:31
it is weird
146:32
i think it's a it's a situation that's
146:33
pretty unique to twitch though too
146:35
because like with youtube it's like very
146:37
contained it's very done
146:39
yeah there's no there's no back and
146:40
forth beyond like oh any back and forth
146:43
within a crater and their
146:44
their community is gonna be happening
146:45
elsewhere for the most yeah
146:48
whereas with twitch you're you it is the
146:50
most accessible
146:51
a person can be right you're live for
146:53
hours at a time and
146:54
you know especially when you're smaller
146:56
there is so much more of a
146:58
back and forth between you and chat
146:59
right so it's
147:01
it's a weird situation because on what
147:04
in hand
147:04
you know there is a human behind you
147:06
know she's your friend
147:09
there's a human like behind every
147:11
username and you don't want to be like
147:12
completely unempathetic but at the same
147:14
time
147:15
managing empathy managing like
147:17
expectations is a very important thing
147:19
and like like i i care about my
147:21
community but the difference is like
147:23
like i think the way that uh other
147:24
creators have explained it as like
147:26
i'll never i i think minx for instance
147:28
put it very eloquently the other
147:30
day and saying like oh i'll never be
147:32
like that person that like you can
147:34
like talk to about like very personal
147:35
things going on
147:37
uh it's it's a very similar related
147:39
thing with the whole pair of social
147:40
media wait did you see what i saw about
147:42
that i was about to say i was like i
147:43
have this weird thing because
147:45
i when cutie brought up with me where
147:47
ludwig was like i'm not your friend you
147:49
know we are not like that
147:50
that hurt me because it sounds bad but i
147:53
do see chad's my friend because
147:55
especially especially with the pandemic
147:57
with the pandemic you know i'm
147:59
i'm alone so i feel like my social
148:02
things i feel like i learn from chat i
148:04
grow from chat like i'll take their
148:06
humor
148:06
but at the same time the issue here is i
148:09
can rely on them whenever i want i go
148:11
live
148:12
and they're there for me but yeah that i
148:14
can't be there for them whenever they
148:16
want
148:16
i can't you know they want to cry about
148:18
their boyfriend
148:19
i think you're still there for them
148:22
because you're streaming and a lot of
148:24
the times people
148:25
really appreciate that because
148:27
especially during the pandemic a lot of
148:29
people feel lonely
148:31
and you know you being there
148:34
you bring them warm you might not
148:36
realize that completely
148:38
but no you guys are not just numbers you
148:41
dumb
148:41
fox you know it means mink separation is
148:44
all of you
148:45
and i'm gonna take away with my viewers
148:46
too like i think
148:48
but i think it's like a little more i
148:51
think it's a little more complicated
148:53
though because i think like
148:54
i think the problem with this whole
148:55
discussion i i feel the same way about
148:57
the discussion about like the label like
148:58
the term stan for instance
149:00
because i think that like the verbiage
149:02
and all the words and stuff makes it
149:03
super messy
149:04
in that like this whole discussion kind
149:07
of started on a
149:08
tough foot because like
149:12
blank is not your friend sounds
149:14
extremely intense compared to like
149:16
what it actually like what the point of
149:18
the technique being made is yeah
149:19
it comes it comes across as a total lack
149:21
of empathy which is not
149:23
like not what it's rooted in at all and
149:25
i don't think i think it's kind of
149:26
muddied all this and like
149:27
like i i love i love ludwig i love
149:29
schlatt i love like
149:31
that they both of them brought this
149:32
really to the forefront of the
149:33
discussion but
149:34
i just think it's like a tough thing you
149:37
know
149:37
i think it's been in a bit of a warped
149:39
place i feel the same way about
149:41
um the whole discussion about like the
149:42
term stan and like stan culture
149:45
that emerged like about a month ago it's
149:47
the same thing it's it's very much so
149:49
like
149:50
how everyone interprets like these
149:52
phrases or these words
149:53
is so messy and weird like there's half
149:55
of the
149:56
the internet that feels that like stan
149:58
is just a super passionate fan
149:59
the other half is taking it as like a
150:02
stalker fan and it's just like this
150:03
super messy thing
150:04
and it's like no one is talking like the
150:06
same language
150:07
at all to each other and i just think
150:09
it's making it messy
150:10
um no that's exactly you know that's the
150:14
take there's so many different opinions
150:15
of one word
150:16
that when people go against each other
150:18
it's just a whole [ __ ]
150:20
mess were you ever close to being like
150:23
that like were you ever did you ever
150:24
have the like
150:25
stan experience yourself of like liking
150:27
your content creator that much
150:29
because i've you know i a lot of people
150:31
don't know this but i've been
150:33
i've been a kid for years uh and i've
150:36
grown out of it but i've never
150:37
i never really felt the same sort of
150:40
connection
150:41
to a streamer and i feel like it doesn't
150:42
really happen with like never feels
150:44
connected to an online creator
150:46
never no i don't feel connected to
150:48
anyone that you don't
150:49
know i've enjoyed their content
150:52
pewdiepie
150:56
i never felt like someone was close to
150:58
me i never felt like that was
151:00
a crazy stan but
151:04
i never felt like the person i was
151:05
watching was like close to me i always
151:07
felt like
151:07
you know they're just someone doing
151:09
videos it's hard to empathize with
151:11
i feel like also at the same time though
151:13
it's a different era like it would
151:15
we have like social media has grown when
151:18
i watched it it was just youtube
151:19
where the content creator doesn't talk
151:21
back to you you watch them yada yada
151:23
when i feel like i understand it more as
151:26
twitch because
151:27
they respond to you in lifetime
151:29
considering but when i watched it it was
151:31
just youtube where i watched their
151:32
content so i never
151:33
i liked them i'd be excited for their
151:35
content but i never felt close to them i
151:37
just
151:37
i think as we grow it's always going to
151:39
[ __ ] change
151:40
yeah there was a german content creator
151:42
who was playing minecraft in like 2009
151:44
he was called gronk
151:46
and i always like i was when i was
151:48
[ __ ] 12 or something i was a big fan
151:50
of him right
151:51
he's probably my favorite youtuber of
151:52
all time he's doing great videos and i
151:54
i went on his website and told him that
151:57
if you hit the [ __ ] fireball from a
151:59
ghast
152:00
you can actually hit it back and then
152:01
i've had a [ __ ] dream of him
152:03
responding to my message like oh thank
152:05
you for the hint
152:06
and i was so [ __ ] i was a [ __ ]
152:07
child i was a big fan but i never
152:09
thought this guy was in my life
152:11
i never thought this guy was family i
152:12
never thought this guy was like owed me
152:14
something
152:14
i never thought like this guy is close
152:17
to me i i knew this guy was [ __ ]
152:19
a content i know this guy had a
152:20
different life i know this guy made
152:22
videos for the internet
152:23
i don't understand these people nowadays
152:24
who are like you know let's
152:26
let's take dream for example out of 15
152:29
million people that follow him i know
152:30
there's like a few
152:32
that are like this guy is my friend this
152:34
guy called me his kitten
152:36
this guy is my [ __ ] you know this is
152:38
my brother or something
152:40
there is of course out of 15 million
152:43
people there has to be someone who is
152:45
like taking this a step too far
152:47
there's someone or two or three people
152:50
who
152:50
don't get it they're maybe too immature
152:52
they may be a little bit too young
152:53
but these people think of dream as like
152:55
someone they're close to
152:56
these people take this like message from
152:58
jay was like i love you all as a
153:00
personal
153:01
oh he's my family member he loves me he
153:03
loves me just me
153:04
there's of course people this like
153:06
[ __ ] john lennon got killed by
153:08
someone he was a
153:09
someone who was obsessed over him right
153:12
there's always a person
153:13
who's obsessed with you there's always a
153:14
person who doesn't understand
153:16
the [ __ ] connection some people
153:19
always go like
153:21
way further way further right yeah it's
153:24
just
153:25
there's nothing you can do about it
153:26
though people are some people are like
153:28
this some people aren't
153:29
some people grow up in different health
153:31
households people are
153:32
always different it is a spectrum that's
153:34
just humanity you know everyone
153:36
can i ask sorry for interrupting how old
153:38
are you
153:40
me yeah i'm 21.
153:43
so i think like you're mature enough and
153:47
you understand
153:48
that and you're in the content creator
153:50
shoes now
153:52
so i think you even saying that to the
153:54
chat
153:55
i'm sure they're getting enlightened by
153:57
it
153:58
i i'm sure everyone in the chat is like
154:02
obsessed and think that they're legit
154:04
we're staying like
154:05
you can't be friends with thousands and
154:08
thousands of people right it's just
154:10
impossible
154:11
but in a stream like you can still have
154:15
a fun time
154:16
yeah i think you'd probably be like the
154:17
best content creator ever but it's not
154:19
up to you there's always
154:20
one or two people of your entire
154:22
following who just think of you as like
154:24
a close friend
154:25
which is fine if they think of you as
154:27
they're like you know you
154:28
you get me to sleep each night with your
154:30
[ __ ] videos you you help me through
154:32
my dark times which is fine yeah
154:34
then there's this [ __ ] one person
154:35
who's like i'm going to find out your
154:37
address you told me you love me i need
154:39
to be
154:39
yeah but that's another issue like that
154:41
it's not the same but like
154:43
i don't know if you guys know it's but
154:44
like i feel like you know i have so many
154:46
support
154:47
people so [ __ ] money but then one
154:50
person can say something
154:52
out of all the swerve and you're like
154:54
you notice it you get triggered and then
154:56
it's like
154:56
oh do i need to change for that like
154:58
it's similar where it's like oh it might
155:00
just be one weird [ __ ]
155:01
creepy person but that one person
155:03
affects the law and i feel like that's
155:05
why it's commonly
155:05
talked about directions like bang them
155:08
ban them
155:09
don't keep them around even if they
155:11
subbed before if they try and do this
155:13
weird
155:14
[ __ ] and like insult you or like
155:17
threaten you i think this is bad it's
155:20
just bad
155:20
because the negative interactions always
155:22
hit you a million times harder than
155:24
anything positive you can have hours and
155:27
hours and hours of positive chat
155:28
but then someone calls you ugly and
155:30
you're like fixated on this you're like
155:32
oh [ __ ] you know yeah like i had this
155:35
guy on
155:35
my my other website that was like he
155:38
tipped me one hundred dollars right and
155:40
then he afterwards he immediately said
155:42
you hacked my account you tipped one
155:45
hundred dollars to yourself
155:46
i am going to find you and i'm going to
155:48
kill you and i'm like dude
155:49
are you for real right now we both know
155:51
i didn't hack your [ __ ]
155:52
oh i know you're from america
155:57
tried coming here dude i'll [ __ ]
155:59
knock you out oh my god dude
156:02
oh my god i'm gonna go piss but i'm
156:03
gonna leave you with another question
156:06
again i'm actually gonna bounce real
156:08
quick something's come up
156:09
but it has been an absolute treasure all
156:10
right goodbye colin thank you for
156:12
watching
156:13
you guys thank you so much seriously
156:14
it's been a treat meeting all you guys
156:16
all right
156:19
all right finn and flirt while we go pee
156:23
i'm not even gonna leave you guys well
156:25
before you go i just wanna
156:27
mention something i chats i never
156:30
finished the i got come on my face story
156:32
and they've
156:33
not had an explanation the entire time
156:36
wait no don't say it until i'm back
156:38
because i want to hear this
156:40
okay it's just us
156:43
oh my god we can do anything we can do
156:46
anything legit this is like
156:48
i i didn't notice until recently but i
156:51
dropped water on my chest
156:53
which is pretty bad i've been drinking
156:54
look how much water i've been drinking
156:56
this is too late this is two liters two
156:58
liters
156:59
and here's another i've been drinking
157:01
like three shirts of water just the
157:03
[ __ ]
157:04
beer i pissed with the force of a
157:06
thousand sons
157:07
oh dude like the problem here is that i
157:09
didn't the drunk people
157:11
i thought this was the drunk podcast
157:14
minx was like damning me like oh you're
157:16
gonna go down
157:18
i was like yeah dude i'll get on the
157:19
drunk cast and i was like oh yeah let me
157:21
just buy some [ __ ] drinks
157:23
and minx was like oh i got some space
157:25
for you you guys should come on tonight
157:27
i thought this was the drunk one i
157:29
didn't know this is the normal one so i
157:31
regretted my choices of getting hyper
157:34
drunk
157:34
i hope you guys in chat right now don't
157:37
judge me
157:38
alcoholism it's i didn't i mean it's a
157:40
very acceptable level of alcoholism so
157:42
far
157:43
i haven't said anything bad even at my
157:45
words i feel like i'm still
157:46
in control right i'm just [ __ ]
157:48
staring at us like a guy how many
157:50
things did you [ __ ] have huh me like
157:53
you know something uh whatever whatever
157:56
what matters is that even at my worst
157:58
i'm still not bad so i have been
158:01
drinking water i hope you guys love me
158:02
stupid
158:03
water okay i don't want you to [ __ ]
158:06
puke all over the [ __ ] stream
158:08
i have never puked in my life i'm just
158:10
saying i'm a very total
158:12
dude okay personally i love all of you
158:14
guys i think your
158:15
the chat is freaking awesome i love all
158:18
of you
158:18
that point in the night chat we love you
158:20
more it's my first time meeting you but
158:22
i
158:23
already uh like you i like your green
158:25
hair
158:26
thank you it changes every day because i
158:28
wear wigs
158:31
yesterday that was all blue
158:36
i hope chad doesn't do that anymore
158:41
no wait can i finish the scent i swear i
158:43
know i'm interrupting people
158:44
i'm sorry for this i know the [ __ ] up
158:47
you're good you
158:49
we love you the challenge i got to be
158:51
honest with you guys
158:52
i hope you don't judge me for having
158:54
drinking too much i'm not like this
158:56
usually
158:59
you'll have a bad hangover or like oh i
159:03
never have anything
159:05
so much have fun i thought this was the
159:08
[ __ ]
159:08
minks drunk cast i thought there was a
159:11
drum cast
159:12
so i drank too much it is it is we're
159:15
all very drunk especially
159:17
judge minks they only judge minks not
159:20
you not the guests
159:21
no no i i am let me tell you while minx
159:25
is not here
159:26
okay don't judge minx and appreciate her
159:29
more because she
159:30
she's one of the streamers that streams
159:32
the longest
159:34
okay she puts in a lot of work
159:37
so love her and don't say mean things
159:41
about her which you guys typically don't
159:43
anyway you guys are really nice
159:45
like ronald mcfucking donald and doesn't
159:48
matter
159:49
that's what ready [ __ ] i think i'm gonna
159:52
come
159:53
out of all of us minks puts the longest
159:55
time into
159:56
eyeliner for sure god that [ __ ] red
159:59
hair
160:00
[ __ ] crap i don't wanna [ __ ]
160:03
what the [ __ ] are you talking about
160:06
i'm getting [ __ ] horny it's 4 00 am
160:09
you know what's wrong for me i'm trying
160:11
to drink so much gg stuff so i'm awake
160:15
you can you know what you know you could
160:18
dip
160:18
wait are you done drinking murita
160:21
uh i i i i was going kind of off the
160:24
road
160:25
guess i won't open my prosecco show me
160:28
that dream
160:30
[ __ ] jinx i i mean minx listen
160:33
to me okay
160:34
i have a drink what i barely remember is
160:37
me talking about that life doesn't
160:39
matter we all should die blah blah blah
160:41
that's my worst okay that's my worst i'm
160:43
trying to get back to
160:45
me being slightly slightly connected to
160:48
reality right now
160:49
i am whatever you [ __ ] drink
160:51
everything in your house you're never
160:52
gonna be as drunk as me
160:54
fun fact for you if you're on hormone
160:55
therapy and you take this you take these
160:57
[ __ ] hormone blockers
160:58
you're like super [ __ ] sensitive to
161:01
alcohol for some reason
161:02
so i'm like basically i am
161:05
drinking water i'm drinking wow about
161:08
three liters right now i am i'm i'm
161:11
trying my best you know what
161:13
what three liters of alcohol water
161:16
oh i'm trying i'm trying to reform here
161:20
and i hope you guys can
161:22
this is this is better than normal this
161:24
is the reform
161:25
i look good though i mean seriously oh
161:27
you do look good you do
161:37
there's a pokemon right here i want to
161:40
stay away i have to get a tattoo
161:41
no actually you know what grandma didn't
161:43
come like get the [ __ ] makeup today
161:45
i would die to do makeup like you i
161:48
would die
161:48
to be able every [ __ ] stream every
161:52
stream
161:53
this [ __ ] you have like
161:56
everything the wig every time you
161:58
something different
162:00
you can do the same have you seen your
162:02
[ __ ] makeup [ __ ]
162:03
no there's a difference there's a
162:05
difference you're essentially missing
162:07
like a layer of eyeshadow in a wig
162:08
that's kind of it no no i don't know how
162:11
to do the big
162:12
anime eyes that's the boy eyeliner
162:16
i'm going on amazon right now a white
162:18
eyeliner
162:19
you [ __ ] go in there then you just
162:22
have big [ __ ] eyes because i've tried
162:23
that before and it didn't [ __ ] work
162:26
you just have to have better eyes after
162:28
the pandemic
162:29
i fly over i do your makeup i'm gonna
162:32
turn you your eyes gonna be like this
162:34
i was gonna say that i just wanna i'm so
162:36
tired of the pandemic i just wanna be
162:38
ever
162:39
be like oh how about we all have a
162:40
little [ __ ] me out for the real just
162:42
podcast but no the pandemic says [ __ ]
162:44
you kant
162:45
yeah yeah the uk
162:48
i would have went i would have squatted
162:50
like that old man in your house
162:52
but
162:58
one said he was old in all fairness
163:00
that's just insulting to the guy yeah
163:01
that was just me
163:02
oh no now grimm's gonna get me possessed
163:04
groom took too far he's like
163:06
she called me i'm having hiccups no no
163:08
you have angered this spirit
163:12
cause i kara said that you would like
163:15
bully the ghost
163:17
i no i want bullet i'd call him a [ __ ]
163:19
if it's like
163:20
my shrek musically poster my shrek the
163:23
move
163:24
thanks so how is he gonna be nice to you
163:27
and not
163:28
trying to do weird [ __ ] to you well if
163:30
he's gonna tear down my [ __ ] poster
163:33
of course i'm gonna call him a [ __ ] i'd
163:34
make jokes with kiara because she'd get
163:36
freaked out
163:36
she'd be like she'd be like man stop
163:38
yelling at the ghost i'll be like watch
163:39
this
163:40
[ __ ] you [ __ ] ugly [ __ ] ghost and
163:42
care if you're like mings please stop
163:44
cameron starts to get freaked out
163:49
personal question right now here uh if
163:51
there was a house
163:52
like let's say you wake up in the night
163:54
and there is a [ __ ]
163:55
you know comic book [ __ ] floating
163:57
white ghost in a
163:58
[ __ ] white dress or something right
164:00
let's say they're there right
164:03
would you would you talk to them or
164:05
would you be like ah
164:06
personally i don't know like if i woke
164:08
up to a girls i'd be like
164:10
hello you know and i just talked to them
164:12
no i'm the type of person that i would
164:14
just like this sounds really bad
164:15
i would probably not
164:18
end myself but i would not be mentally
164:21
okay after that
164:22
i would not if i saw it i'd see it as
164:24
like
164:25
progress right i'd be like yourself like
164:27
that you didn't mean it like that no
164:29
and myself like end my house my lease
164:31
end my lease
164:32
i would end my family
164:36
i would probably try to make friends
164:37
with the ghost at all like
164:39
literally why not why not do you think
164:42
they're all
164:42
ill intention if you died right now you
164:44
became a ghost would you be
164:46
ill-intentioned would you [ __ ] yeah i'd
164:48
be
164:49
no i don't i think if there's a ghost in
164:51
your house maybe just wants to [ __ ]
164:53
talk
164:53
right everyone's afraid of ghosts maybe
164:56
they are discriminated if there was a
164:57
ghost in my house i'd be nice to him
164:59
wait hold up why don't they hide until
165:01
tonight no now i'm curious to be like
165:04
graham what has chiara told you about
165:06
the ghost in our house
165:08
okay literally she she would tell me
165:10
she's really scared of it
165:13
and that you would like try and provoke
165:15
it say like
165:16
you [ __ ] con blah blah blah you
165:18
[ __ ] [ __ ]
165:20
all of that [ __ ] like how dare you come
165:22
into my house haunt me
165:30
well come and get it and then and then
165:32
it starts [ __ ]
165:33
tearing off everything in your house no
165:36
i said after it tears it off i'll go out
165:39
i'll be like oh you [ __ ]
165:40
that's all you can [ __ ] do tear down
165:42
a poster if you're you're not
165:44
i'd call him a pathetic girl i'm like if
165:45
you're going to haunt me show yourself
165:47
pu
165:47
[ __ ] but it was then i'd regret it at
165:49
night time i'd only said in the day
165:51
because i'd be brave chiara would be
165:53
with me and then
165:55
would be good but like
165:58
after kiara left is he still active
166:01
no this is the thing this is why i told
166:03
kiara that he likes her
166:05
when she came here in october that was
166:06
the worst month i've ever experienced
166:08
like that's when i started properly
166:10
believing in that [ __ ] she left she
166:12
traveled to eu
166:13
and nothing happened nothing happened
166:16
she came back
166:17
my the heating in the house stopped
166:18
working the plumbing stopped working
166:21
there were like that we would hear foots
166:23
like it oh god
166:24
i don't want to talk about now that i
166:25
live alone but we it's only when she's
166:28
here and now there's nothing again
166:29
now there's absolutely [ __ ] nothing
166:32
so maybe he's not
166:33
like the ghost hunting ghost was warning
166:35
for her
166:37
that's what i kept telling her but she
166:38
kept telling me to shut up every time i
166:40
said it
166:40
i was like what i've learned is like
166:42
it's it may i think it has a crush on
166:44
you
166:44
maybe after she left she took the ghost
166:48
with her i'm gonna [ __ ] that's
166:51
that's he's followed her she's he's
166:53
attached to her single poor
166:55
and have the to be fair she's the one
166:57
that saw the plumber at 7
166:58
6 a.m i didn't hear anything i didn't
167:00
see anything she said she saw a whole
167:03
ass man
167:03
in our bathroom i got it i got it i'm
167:06
personally kind of a fan of mario at
167:09
this point
167:09
i'm naming you mario oh my god you're
167:12
naming my ghost
167:13
mario
167:17
he's a hungry plumber what do you mean
167:19
mario i got a panda to chat here
167:22
mario everyone everyone has been
167:24
spamming like
167:25
finn's story so minx what was your
167:28
question and i think they want finn's
167:30
answer too
167:30
yeah yeah no how how i don't remember
167:32
the question but i remember
167:34
finn finn oh okay what was the most
167:36
embarrassing and then finn was like i
167:38
had come on my face
167:40
could you elaborate on everyone everyone
167:41
said
167:44
oh hold on i'll put your picture in the
167:45
general chat don't worry on wait you're
167:47
gonna
167:47
watch your um oh don't worry
167:51
i know what you're referring to that's
167:53
your comma
167:55
oh no this was i'm glad
167:59
the chat can't see this they did it once
168:02
upon a time so
168:05
wow i'm very sorry i'll put my favorites
168:08
picture in chat too but you guys are
168:10
gonna have to keep it secret
168:12
okay well okay
168:19
but it's funny it's my favorite picture
168:21
okay you cannot
168:23
see what it is no i'm wearing it right
168:26
while
168:26
she finds the picture tell us your story
168:28
yeah you know what it is it's my
168:29
favorite picture
168:30
sorry why can't we see it if what
168:34
oh sorry no i'm just this is now a
168:36
mystery no basically i was doing a 24
168:38
hour live
168:39
huh it's my favorite picture okay we're
168:42
doing
168:44
we were doing a 24-hour livestream at
168:45
the time right and then um
168:47
[ __ ] sex i mean wait look at this
168:51
picture i saw this picture
168:52
i saw this picture i love this picture
168:55
you can't mention it though don't talk
168:56
about it it's illegal
168:58
why can't we mention it i mean we won't
169:02
you can't you can't just you can't i'll
169:04
tell you okay okay i respect you but
169:06
that's so
169:07
oh my god it's a nice picture but you
169:09
can't mention it
169:10
okay okay right okay finn continue your
169:12
story i need to know why you would come
169:14
on your face
169:15
it's dude it's such a it's such a
169:17
nonstick it's just been
169:19
like now but no the we were doing a
169:21
24-hour stream and naturally you know
169:23
you need
169:23
food during a 24-hour stream you can't
169:26
just not eat so i ordered i ordered some
169:27
mcdonald's i ordered myself some fries
169:30
and naturally if you're a normal human
169:32
being you order a mcflurry or a
169:34
milkshake to dip
169:35
in the to for the fries to dip in right
169:38
it's a good flavor combination and i'll
169:40
fight you to prove it
169:41
i'll take ketchup over in mcflurry
169:43
ending dude
169:44
it's great anyway somehow
169:48
somehow it was just the the tides were
169:50
not on my side
169:51
today the wind blew it in a bad
169:54
direction when i tried to take an uh dip
169:56
of my fry in that mcflurry
169:58
and god damn did that cause a good
170:01
twitch clip
170:03
oh i'm kind of disappointed i thought
170:06
you actually like had your own calm
170:08
on the face but you're disappointed
170:14
technically you could show the picture
170:15
considering you know
170:18
okay okay once again
170:22
i don't think he's going to come on
170:24
himself i want to show the picture on
170:26
twitch
170:26
and get away with it
170:31
don't don't no no this one's this one
170:36
but it was no the uh it was one of those
170:39
moments where you realize that you can
170:41
you that's my face
170:44
a millisecond a millisecond before i
170:47
realized what it looked like
170:52
[Music]
170:58
now that there's it's more close i feel
171:00
like when there's like
171:01
mine i know you're a minecrafter fan but
171:03
like when there's like
171:04
i feel colin and h-bomb are very
171:06
wholesome in their community but
171:08
these you [ __ ] now you
171:11
[ __ ]
171:12
i want to ask yurita how did you get
171:15
into
171:16
what you did we won't say the name we
171:18
won't say what you do
171:19
but i want to know when i do what i do
171:22
online my guide target let me tell you i
171:24
went to a beach
171:25
uh 10th grade with my school i don't
171:27
know lay down on a blanket
171:28
at the east sea in germany i like that
171:31
on a blanket someone was like hey you
171:32
got a really nice [ __ ] ass i was like
171:35
yeah so i always had this fantasy of
171:36
like growing large breasts
171:38
so i thought that'd be epic so i
171:41
researched it obviously and
171:42
i did it and i was like i want to h m no
171:45
not h it's something like hm i was like
171:48
let me just take a picture i went to the
171:50
[ __ ]
171:50
changing room i took a picture of my ass
171:52
i was like
171:54
hell yeah dude put it on redhead 1
171:56
million up votes i was like
171:58
this is monetizable
172:02
of it
172:06
i'm quite the big deal i might be
172:07
actually the most famous [ __ ]
172:09
trans picture ever okay
172:12
i've seen your bank account you lying
172:15
[ __ ]
172:16
oh i just spent most of it on you
172:20
i'm not having daisy hoodies i've been
172:23
doing this for years and i've been
172:24
making [ __ ] bank
172:26
i've been i quitted school because i met
172:28
tenfold
172:29
tenfold of what my teachers made and i
172:31
was like damn i don't [ __ ] need
172:33
history education
172:34
i don't understand what hitler did in
172:36
[ __ ] world war two
172:37
i mean i know what he was your granddad
172:39
was a part of it
172:46
do i need to know it inside out or can i
172:48
just go home
172:49
and make millions from my ass can i take
172:52
the money
172:53
and reinvest it and make even more money
172:55
hell yeah
172:56
so why what the [ __ ] would i sit there
172:59
learn about geography
173:00
where the [ __ ] is lithuania i don't give
173:02
a [ __ ] if i need to
173:03
go in europe eastern europe near russia
173:06
i don't know where it is i know what it
173:07
is is this
173:08
extolia it's next to riga i know where
173:10
the [ __ ] it is
173:11
you do whoa i'm actually where it is i'm
173:14
a [ __ ] genius
173:15
i don't even know where it is are you
173:17
[ __ ] kidding me
173:21
do i need to know what the rest is i
173:23
don't give a [ __ ] i know countries i
173:25
know they're [ __ ] capitals
173:26
i know math i know german i know english
173:28
i don't need to know anymore i need
173:30
to i don't need to no more can i make
173:32
bank on patreon
173:34
yes i can so i just [ __ ] went home i
173:36
skipped classes i was like
173:38
[ __ ] you guys and then i made bank i've
173:41
been doing bang for the last three years
173:43
i know what to do even even if i quitted
173:45
right now even if i got bad at all
173:47
on all social medias i'm set with my
173:49
investments so
173:50
yeah but you got [ __ ] fat so
173:53
yeah that's badass
173:57
everyone who's in here 18 plus check out
173:59
mary's on twitter
174:01
look for yourself my ass is [ __ ] it's
174:03
unreal it's
174:04
it's stupid huge it is it is
174:08
as a whiter with no ass i'm so jealous
174:12
i know i've knocked them back there
174:15
i think it's i think it's a it's okay to
174:18
have a flat ass i do
174:20
too and nothing wrong with it okay
174:22
personally
174:23
wait i gotta ask you guys a trend of a
174:26
flat ass flat ass [ __ ]
174:29
is like [ __ ] no no no it's fine
174:32
i personally prefer boobs over ass what
174:35
are you guessing i prefer blueberries
174:39
shut the [ __ ] up you ain't got nice shut
174:41
up
174:42
you say you don't have to saw when you
174:45
came back you're like
174:46
zipping up you look like it's called a
174:49
push-up bra
174:50
well that's what i too so i don't have
174:53
to
174:53
well i guess we're in the same [ __ ]
174:55
boat okay here here's a fun little
174:57
[ __ ] question
174:58
okay no this one isn't okay right okay i
175:00
got one i got one
175:02
okay what this is i'm one i'm actually
175:04
curious of of you guys okay
175:05
what is your biggest clip that you don't
175:09
have to be known for it but what is your
175:10
biggest clip
175:11
and do you regret it like a clip that
175:13
has views
175:14
on whether you're youtuber um
175:18
whatever you're on one i can tell mine
175:21
right away because i need to pee
175:23
uh i deleted most of my own twitch clips
175:25
but there's a clip of me kissing finn
175:27
on his channel and it got uploaded to
175:29
youtube has like 100k views
175:31
you kissed me on my eyeball actually i
175:32
kissed him on the eyeball but it was
175:34
like me or he's like kisses finster
175:36
since you're in a relationship blah blah
175:37
so i kissed him
175:38
whatever it blew up i it didn't blow up
175:41
but people looked at it on
175:42
youtube damn your guys's friendship
175:46
yeah our friendship is really good
175:50
very interesting friends forever
175:53
very interesting i think my
175:56
my most popular clips was like when i
175:59
was on miko's
176:00
and then when i was doing uh hanging out
176:03
with alicia
176:04
and i was talking about how everyone
176:07
comes to her
176:07
and myself included and i think that
176:10
that's like one of the bigger clips
176:12
yeah oh do you regret it what about
176:15
you you you got you got more mine is
176:18
just the [ __ ] white clock clip
176:20
it's so good that's iconic that's
176:23
not i'm so mad that that's one of my
176:25
biggest i've had better clips i don't
176:27
understand why that shitty one
176:29
you studied which one was actually i
176:31
didn't expect that to happen right
176:32
yeah i didn't expect it and that's why
176:34
i'd rather plan i feel like i'll like do
176:36
a very funny fall off my chair
176:38
i don't do it anymore it was when i had
176:40
a broken chair but there were so many
176:41
times like this would be a clip and it
176:43
was nothing
176:44
and then the one time i accidentally
176:45
hurt my [ __ ] eye and i was
176:47
you know when something happens then
176:48
it's funny now but at the time you get
176:50
embarrassed
176:51
like we're like
176:57
yes i was so embarrassed i was so
177:00
embarrassed because it was like
177:01
it was it was a fake it was a fake
177:03
cosplay prop so when i said can i stab
177:06
it like it was something like this [ __ ]
177:08
right
177:09
that looks like [ __ ] is that that's not
177:11
what it was i had a [ __ ]
177:13
plastic what was what is that what does
177:15
that look like
177:16
what's in your hand it's a bella song
177:19
it's a butterfly knife
177:25
can you work tricks with it oh [ __ ] oh
177:28
don't [ __ ] with finn oh [ __ ] you didn't
177:31
say it
177:33
it's not right i'm just saying
177:42
that's actually really hot i want to
177:45
learn
177:45
that that's so cool
178:01
oh it leaves your hand completely by the
178:04
way like i'm going like that
178:05
whoa how long did that
178:09
take you to learn a little bit
178:15
you have something to flick with
178:31
i okay if i break this right now you
178:32
guys are responsible
178:34
no we're not but go ahead
178:39
oh i think he's already breaking
178:40
something i don't know
178:42
what's this what's this
178:45
a 2015 ucs
178:49
falcon it's pretty huge that's pretty
178:51
huge this thing i bought it you guys
178:53
want to know how [ __ ] smart i am
178:55
i heard tamora morrison got cast for the
178:57
mandalorian
178:58
immediately knew that boba fett is
179:00
coming back immediately bought the set
179:01
immediately built it
179:03
i know this is going to go up in price
179:05
hella even after the
179:07
this thing doubles this but this thing
179:10
doubled in price and i [ __ ] knew it
179:12
as soon as i heard temura morrison
179:14
is getting cast for the mandalorian i
179:16
already knew an
179:17
investor we see an investor we have on
179:20
our hands
179:21
this boba fett figurine and ironically
179:23
is that lego
179:25
yeah this boba fett figurine i'm not
179:27
joking is worth two hundred dollars
179:29
i believe it i believe him it's because
179:31
it's only in this bed it's only in this
179:33
set
179:34
so let me take up the cockpit right now
179:37
too much someone's gonna steal it i'm
179:40
gonna rebuild it i'm going to rebuild it
179:42
all probably just put fed back into the
179:44
cockpit
179:47
there he goes yep [ __ ] it's insane
179:50
because like the minifig
179:51
of just boba fed is worth 200
179:55
this thing right now goes for 500 by the
179:57
way
179:59
look at that [ __ ] wait did you build
180:01
it or did you buy it did you build it or
180:03
did you buy it
180:03
of course i built it you think i'm
180:05
[ __ ] insane or what
180:07
man i'm too lazy for legos okay yeah and
180:09
yes i do think you're insane
180:12
okay here wait if you could start
180:16
now i'm asking the fun questions that i
180:18
always have asked in the drum class
180:20
because i feel like you guys will
180:21
actually
180:21
yeah this is this isn't bad it's more
180:23
like if you could restart your career
180:26
what would you do differently this is
180:27
just like i'm going back the same
180:29
nothing oh do nothing differently i'm
180:32
[ __ ] happy with my life
180:33
i think i'm doing great
180:38
doing [ __ ] great [ __ ] minks i'm
180:40
not restarting anything
180:41
i'm doing [ __ ] amazing i think i'm
180:45
doing
180:45
uh pogba right now you want this thumb
180:47
or not here you go
180:49
thumb middle finger or without what do
180:50
you prefer more with or without
180:52
i would i don't i don't i'm not with
180:54
this i'm sorry
180:56
why you don't like battles you don't
180:58
like battles
181:00
you're not i'm doing good i have one
181:02
million dollars
181:06
are you going to bring out another toy
181:08
wait would you change something grim
181:10
um you know the earlier thing we're
181:13
talking about that
181:14
definitely definitely that like not even
181:18
feed into it
181:20
but um because i was young and
181:23
[ __ ] idiot absolute idiot it's so
181:26
embarrassing
181:27
and i'm so ashamed of it um
181:31
but other than that i wouldn't change
181:35
anything
181:36
yeah i'm i'm pretty happy with how
181:38
things are going what about you
181:40
i can tell you personally i mean there
181:43
was there's
181:44
pretty much nothing that i'd change i
181:45
think i i
181:47
didn't answer the last question but like
181:48
the most popular twitch click things the
181:50
same thing that you saw they're like me
181:52
and red hat
181:53
clip yeah we worked that out i was me
181:56
and well when it was blowing up me and
181:57
nat had never experienced anything like
181:59
that so we were just like
182:00
holy like we'd post each other like
182:02
every time we met we saw it it got like
182:03
100 million views on like different
182:05
websites and [ __ ]
182:08
yeah like people in my real life would
182:09
dm me like you're on a [ __ ] instagram
182:11
meme page
182:12
no dude that was happy with the white
182:15
claw it's so
182:16
bad yours is worse though yours is worse
182:19
because it was like oh i just want to
182:21
say like to grind grime more is that
182:23
your name ryan mori
182:25
grab more it's
182:28
okay anyways i think whatever mistakes
182:31
you made when you were young
182:33
whatever mistakes you made when you were
182:34
young i feel like i did the same
182:36
mistakes
182:36
it doesn't matter i don't think you look
182:38
good it's
182:40
i did similar stuff it's it's it's it's
182:43
influence it's not
182:44
you you're a child you [ __ ] learn
182:46
you're young you're teenager
182:47
i don't give a [ __ ] what [ __ ] age
182:49
they put on twitter what they say
182:51
now you are an adult or now you [ __ ]
182:53
your brain
182:54
you do [ __ ] you are impressionable
182:57
you're young and
182:58
things happen the only thing that
182:59
matters is that you learn from them okay
183:01
whatever you did as long as you learn
183:03
improvement please i know as long as you
183:06
learn and as long as you improve it it
183:08
doesn't [ __ ] matter
183:09
yeah and i i've been working on that and
183:12
i think
183:13
no you're doing great if you if you
183:15
learn from it and you prove it
183:16
when when you first talked about it and
183:18
you said that you're ashamed of it great
183:20
you [ __ ] improved you learned and you
183:22
changed and that there's no way
183:23
to cancel you for this there's no minx
183:26
it means
183:26
question like oh i'm going to get
183:28
canceled for this this isn't cancer
183:29
worthy
183:30
that the fact that you're no i'm awake i
183:31
wouldn't [ __ ] follow up with
183:34
exactly what mary's to say because you
183:36
said you're you're someone that
183:38
really regrets it i asked what can you
183:40
you could have lied about it no one
183:42
knows from my community
183:43
no one knows we would have just like
183:45
personally if i was i'd just like i'd be
183:47
like
183:47
oh if they don't know they don't know
183:49
but you owned up to what you did that
183:50
it's obviously you regret it
183:52
i get it when we're all kids i feel like
183:54
like i i've said it on stream before
183:56
when i was like 16 on the call of duty
183:58
days
183:59
the f word that that har the f word you
184:01
know
184:02
that was common there where i i won't
184:04
say it in an insulting way i'd say to my
184:05
friends
184:06
me and my friends would call each other
184:08
that but at the time i'm like if i
184:10
like i didn't even realize how hurtful
184:12
that was now that
184:13
uh when you're younger you don't realize
184:16
you don't even realize what what
184:18
what the entire impact and
184:22
the the the word like what the past
184:27
is that you're [ __ ] out
184:31
gonna be so funny i'm gonna pander to
184:34
these guys to these toxic people
184:37
and i don't care what anyone has had
184:39
before
184:40
and even even when i was saying it back
184:43
then
184:44
um the way the video got compiled it
184:47
like
184:48
really bad like really really bad but
184:50
even sometimes
184:51
after i would say that thing i would be
184:54
like guys i don't really mean it like
184:55
that and
184:56
it's just it's really i'm just so
184:59
embarrassed that i could do
185:02
a thing like that and and
185:06
you know go with it for as long as i did
185:10
but that would i never
185:13
had that kind of hatred i have two
185:16
things to say no i believe that but it's
185:17
the internet like one
185:18
you can be it's the edgy humor where if
185:21
you're in an edgy group
185:22
that's one of my biggest regrets i was
185:24
like i never really like
185:26
said it but i'd like haha like you know
185:28
had pretend to go along with it like be
185:29
okay with it
185:30
all this [ __ ] because if you're in an
185:32
edgy group you want to
185:34
fit in especially if you don't have
185:36
money friends you want to be a part of
185:37
it
185:39
that's me being like dumb and want to
185:41
fit in with these people
185:43
even though like now looking back like
185:46
it was horrible like why would i want to
185:48
be part of it but i felt like i was
185:50
included in it
185:52
you don't know better i think if you're
185:54
young and impressionable you don't
185:55
[ __ ] know better and it's not your
185:56
fault the only part where it becomes
185:57
your fault
185:58
is if you realize and don't change it as
186:00
long as you realize and change it and
186:02
you regret it or you improve it
186:04
you're on the right track and you're i
186:05
don't think anyone should ever be
186:07
canceled for something
186:08
that they improved on if you okay racism
186:12
is terrible right but let's say you were
186:14
really impressionable as a child you
186:15
said some stupid [ __ ] as long as you
186:17
realize
186:18
that it's [ __ ] bad and you're ashamed
186:19
of the person you used to be and you
186:21
improve it and you [ __ ] do something
186:22
about it
186:23
good for you right i don't think you
186:25
should be [ __ ] lynched on the spot i
186:27
think you should
186:28
yeah you should be held accountable for
186:30
stuff you did but as long as you improve
186:33
and you do better that's good for you
186:35
right it'll always resurface and i'll
186:37
always be apologetic it will always be
186:39
there it will not be
186:44
and i'm very uh like i feel very
186:47
regretful and very apologetic towards it
186:51
because it really is disgusting what i
186:53
did
186:54
as long as you improve and as long as
186:56
you acknowledge that what you did is
186:57
wrong
186:58
that's not you anymore we all change
187:00
we're all everything that happened in
187:02
the past is a person you used to be
187:03
you're not
187:04
you from 10 years ago that's not you
187:06
anymore you're new
187:08
as long as you always change and we all
187:12
are the people that we used to be right
187:14
but we can improve on this
187:15
every day so if you do something wrong
187:18
and you acknowledge it
187:19
and you change then good for you i don't
187:21
think you should be held accountable for
187:22
something that
187:23
a different version of you did as long
187:25
as you improve on it
187:26
you shouldn't be held i mean yeah held
187:28
accountable sure but like
187:30
if you improve on it i think you should
187:32
always be given a new chance to like
187:34
improve
187:34
right because it's a human nature to
187:37
make mistakes to do something stupid if
187:38
you do something stupid yeah
187:40
it's stupid yeah you held it comfortable
187:46
but take that take your wrongdoing take
187:48
that and build upon it
188:00
like three or four people but i did my
188:02
sentence and i improved now
188:05
yeah and i understand that there's
188:07
always going to be people like
188:08
apprehensive towards me because of the
188:11
[ __ ] that i've said
188:12
and fine with me like i can't
188:16
um i can't force everyone to accept my
188:20
apology
188:22
i don't know what you did i have no clue
188:24
i've never seen you before i've never
188:25
heard of you
188:26
you i met you the first time on this
188:28
podcast but me seeing
188:30
that you are regretful of whatever you
188:32
did i don't know what the [ __ ] he did
188:33
you maybe said some things did some
188:34
things
188:35
whatever as long as you right now are
188:37
sitting here thinking it was wrong
188:39
and accept that and improve on it you're
188:42
on the right path
188:42
and i don't think you should be ever
188:44
like canceled for this even if people
188:45
bring up your past
188:46
as long as you took this and improved on
188:48
it and did better and knew better
188:50
you learned the best thing humans can do
188:53
is learn that's the only thing we ever
188:54
do
188:54
the only thing we do as a [ __ ]
188:56
species is make mistakes and learn from
188:57
them that's why we're still here on this
188:59
planet
188:59
that's why we are alive that's why our
189:01
species is
189:02
here right because we did mistakes and
189:04
we learned from them and that's good for
189:06
you
189:06
so whatever you did it doesn't [ __ ]
189:08
matter as long as you learn from it
189:10
you you're so sweet wow wow
189:13
i'm pretty bitter i'm a [ __ ] [ __ ]
189:17
in real life i'm just being nice because
189:18
i'm drunk
189:19
i agree oh damn it damn it then keep
189:22
drinking you're
189:23
you're thank you i really no i'm just
189:25
saying that because i committed
189:26
homophobic crimes and murders so i'm
189:28
just trying to like yeah every time you
189:30
say you can make me proud
189:31
of something else you murdered four
189:33
people you've
189:34
committed homophobic crimes you've
189:36
committed you've committed
189:37
once again i feel like someone's gonna
189:39
like cancel yours
189:41
she's literally in the lgbt community
189:43
these are jokes
189:45
about most of them yes most of them i am
189:49
the
189:49
no i am the owner of the transgender
189:51
community i i am the only reason trans
189:53
people exist
189:54
technically oh oh you're the founder
190:00
people tell me i'm a pretty big
190:01
inspiration
190:03
you are i'm inspired by you now
190:06
i'm inspired by your however you do the
190:08
white wait lying on your head
190:10
wait what type of kids were you guys in
190:12
what
190:13
who were you in school were you like you
190:14
know the popular the
190:16
the i was the i was the
190:19
council the loser oh this is one more
190:22
one
190:25
guys but i uh along well with girls oh
190:28
yeah mixed schools okay okay that makes
190:30
sense people called me gabe
190:34
like guys would be [ __ ] mean to me
190:37
[ __ ]
190:38
why you were the cool kid
190:41
no i went to an all-girls school so when
190:43
people are like yeah guys and girls i'm
190:45
like
190:45
what because ireland's catholic okay
190:47
it's mainly like
190:48
you skipped yeah like it's i went to
190:50
like catholic christian girls school and
190:52
it was like
190:52
oh they're [ __ ] they're [ __ ]
190:56
but i i'm in the same boat as you i feel
190:58
like i was a loser
190:59
but i wasn't one of like there's the
191:01
bullied losers that sounds bad
191:03
and then the losers the popular kids
191:06
found me funny
191:07
they liked me did invite me to stop i'd
191:10
never hung with them
191:11
but they just invited me to party i'd
191:13
never go because i didn't want to i'd
191:14
only go like now and again where it was
191:16
like
191:16
i didn't have friends in school but
191:19
i was like no you had friends in school
191:22
i had
191:23
my friends were in a lower grade because
191:25
like
191:26
i didn't have any friends in my year so
191:29
i was like
191:30
i didn't get to hang with them so i i
191:31
had friends but it was like
191:33
i was a loser that wasn't like you know
191:35
left out it was just like
191:38
it was weird well look at you now see
191:41
popular kids while on the school show
191:43
and all of that but look at us now we
191:45
have different people
191:47
we have really good people surrounding
191:48
us and we're having fun
191:50
guys in the chat if it's if it's hard
191:53
right now at school even though it's the
191:55
pandemic so it's over zoom probably
191:57
it gets better exactly if you have no
191:59
[ __ ] friends right now if you feel
192:01
alone
192:02
i'm telling you as someone who's [ __ ]
192:04
24 i
192:05
feel like i've blossomed the past two
192:07
years you guys are like what yeah
192:09
in school you guys don't stress if you
192:12
have no one if you're alone if you've no
192:14
friends
192:15
it's don't don't feel like the social
192:17
standards you have to have friends at a
192:18
certain age
192:19
it will come at you any time the right
192:21
people will come into your life
192:22
at the right time you don't need to you
192:25
don't need to feel like
192:26
you're like you know it might be really
192:28
tough you know people don't like it or
192:30
you don't like it but after you're done
192:33
with high school like i'm telling you
192:35
it'll
192:35
get a lot better it's different and
192:37
those [ __ ] that say
192:39
school is the prime of your life yeah
192:41
for them because that's where they
192:42
blossom
192:43
but for me my prime of my life is my
192:45
[ __ ] twenties i'm almost my
192:47
mid-twenties and this is the happiest
192:49
i've been
192:50
peace baby honestly you know what i
192:52
think is weird
192:53
people bully me in school for being gay
192:55
can you see that
192:58
we had a gay person and
193:01
i'm they're kind of i was a little dude
193:03
i was a little dude with my
193:05
[ __ ] justin bieber haircut that was
193:07
me gotta be honest i look like finn
193:09
right now
193:09
in high school and uh the thing is they
193:12
called me gay which is fine but the
193:14
people who tried to physically bully
193:15
bully me got the beaten the [ __ ] up you
193:18
don't even know i broke arms in school i
193:20
broke arms
193:21
that's what i did that's not really
193:23
scary
193:25
who tried to believe me they got what
193:27
they [ __ ] asked for i am not joking
193:29
people who came to me they want to bully
193:31
me they picked the fight with me
193:32
and they spent the night in the hospital
193:34
these [ __ ] rats
193:36
they thought they can pick a fight okay
193:38
i don't condone violence
193:40
demolished
193:48
[Music]
193:55
the only thing i want to know you know
193:56
you said like what type of kid were you
193:58
in school
193:58
it's way more entertaining if you guess
194:01
i'd love to know what
194:02
my immediate like vibe is what i used to
194:06
okay i think you were like with the
194:09
nerds you you
194:10
had a nerd click and you guys would go
194:14
to the library and read i know that that
194:16
is that i think i think you were
194:21
this not the most popular group but a
194:23
group that's
194:24
oh one of the groups that's known but
194:26
you were the silent one that you just
194:27
sit there
194:28
and like know the tea be a part of [ __ ]
194:32
but not completely
194:33
it's remarkable how on point that is
194:36
what
194:40
and i i was the leader of the computer
194:42
science class
194:43
i also know there was a challenge at
194:46
school to read one million words
194:47
first i was i won uh so
194:50
that was very [ __ ] on point uh it was
194:53
the exact same as you by the way minx
194:54
where it was just like i wasn't
194:56
in i wasn't with one of any of the
194:58
popular kids
194:59
but they're also just chill with me like
195:02
i just made them laugh
195:03
like that was kind of my like everyone
195:05
was just kind of okay with me
195:06
can we make a name for that because i've
195:08
never i have to describe myself every
195:10
time like there's the cool kids the
195:11
losers and
195:12
like nerds there's not a name for when
195:14
you just exist
195:16
with everyone it wasn't like class clown
195:19
or anything though right it was just
195:20
like
195:20
yeah no i wasn't no there were
195:22
definitely funnier people but i was like
195:23
the awkward one
195:24
but i was like i could talk to them if i
195:27
needed to
195:28
the floater wait what did you you know
195:30
when you get like student reports back
195:32
what did your teachers say about you
195:34
my teacher symptoms for me what
195:39
my my teachers okay i say my teachers i
195:42
mean
195:42
oh i almost said their name i couldn't
195:43
talk to myself i mean my english and the
195:45
thing
195:46
i skipped half of my classes obviously
195:48
the teachers that i didn't go to they
195:50
[ __ ]
195:51
that they didn't even have the reports
195:52
didn't have me in them because i wasn't
195:54
part of their class but the ones that i
195:57
did like like the english
195:58
teacher and the french teacher they
196:01
loved me
196:03
oh my god like me i got on with a lot of
196:06
the teachers i mean i got on
196:08
with most of the girls but i would also
196:11
kind of like skip
196:12
classes i wouldn't get in too much
196:14
trouble because i was just so
196:16
close to some teachers like french class
196:18
for example
196:20
you know i would come in late or i would
196:22
skip a class but i would just suck up to
196:24
her
196:24
and then she wouldn't like put that i
196:28
was uh
196:29
not in the class you know and she would
196:31
let me slide
196:32
so i i think what's important guys
196:36
be nice to the teachers [ __ ] the
196:39
kids i mean not not don't not like that
196:43
i'm saying like forget about the kids
196:45
that are in your class
196:47
you know they can go wherever but you
196:50
gotta
196:52
you gotta be friendly with teachers i
196:53
was really friendly with teachers i
196:55
think i think that's
196:56
when you get off the hook my team just
196:59
absolutely hated my guts
197:01
uh almost all of them it was like two
197:03
that it was
197:04
polar opposites there was two that loved
197:06
me and then there was
197:08
all the rest uh me and my camera oh my
197:11
[ __ ] god
197:12
my chemistry teacher and me have a
197:14
rivalry to this day
197:15
this this and 10 years let me let me
197:18
explain this [ __ ]
197:21
chemistry in me my chemistry teacher and
197:23
me
197:24
genuinely arch nemesis uh she would just
197:27
randomly pick she'd do that thing you
197:29
know like in movies they did this [ __ ]
197:31
i've never thought i'd ever experience
197:32
this yes i'm wrong i didn't do my
197:33
homework one day
197:35
oh no actually i did but she she didn't
197:37
get my homework collected in
197:38
and she made me stand up in the middle
197:40
of class as like a like humiliation sort
197:43
of thing
197:44
and she was such a [ __ ] i hated her guts
197:47
i said i've i remember i said this uh i
197:50
said something to my teacher that i said
197:51
on my stream but i won't
197:53
taint your stream with what i said to
197:55
her uh on my way out on the last day
197:58
but the um she oh my god go on say it
198:02
well i told her to i when i was going
198:05
out the final time
198:06
uh it was actually after she'd done the
198:09
same sort of [ __ ] she'd have me come to
198:11
the front of the class
198:12
dead silence and just berate me about
198:14
not doing my work after i
198:16
had handed it in and then she sent me
198:19
out of this oh [ __ ]
198:20
i know i hated it i hate it this just
198:23
reminds me of my physics teacher
198:25
it's so bad every time like someone like
198:28
interrupted
198:29
you put like a line right next to your
198:31
name
198:32
and it was like it was like 10
198:34
centimeters of space or something on
198:36
that thing
198:37
and i had like 53 lines and one night
198:40
one day on
198:41
in physics he was so [ __ ] done with
198:44
me
198:44
they continued drawing it on the table
198:48
because the parking paper was fully
198:50
anyways can we guys appreciate it
198:52
i finished four liters of water
198:55
bro you're gonna be pissing yeah you're
198:58
gonna have a nice
198:59
remember that mom who like took away
199:02
their son's ps4
199:03
ps2 and there's like oh if you if you
199:06
can drink 10 liters of water
199:07
i'll give you back my pears too and then
199:09
the mom drinks
199:12
you remember that mom drank 10 liters
199:14
and she never heard of this i just drank
199:16
at least
199:16
five liters of liquid i'm feeling okay
199:19
so let's continue what's the next
199:21
question well i won't wait
199:23
finn had finished uh story
199:30
time
199:32
basically she she brought me up to the
199:33
front of the class to just break me and
199:34
then sent me out of the room because i
199:36
used to be a thing teachers would do i
199:37
don't know if you had that too
199:38
you just stand outside and look in on
199:40
the class you know because that's a
199:41
punishment for some reason
199:43
so [ __ ] gross that what
199:46
it's just terrible that's so weird
199:49
basically while walking out this was the
199:51
last time i
199:51
by the way remainder for the rest of
199:54
this little bit of the story you've got
199:55
to remember the last words i ever spoke
199:57
to this woman
199:58
was suck dick and die and i left
200:01
no you said that for real
200:05
reaction and then i went to a level and
200:08
then that was my next
200:09
i never saw her again the last thing
200:11
stared her in the eye that was the last
200:13
[ __ ] thing i ever said to this woman
200:15
and then during a level the dick
200:19
oh my god it gets better
200:22
that was that it gets better the uh
200:24
during a level
200:25
uh there was this oh [ __ ] i can't say
200:28
name i need to think of a
200:29
i need to think of a fake name hey
200:30
dennis uh
200:33
right this her name was miss dennis now
200:35
and i got to when i got to a level i was
200:37
in it i got i
200:38
got i actually came out with fairly
200:39
decent grades i went to a really nice uh
200:42
school like one of the grammar sort of
200:43
schools right because i performed better
200:45
than i thought i would so i applied to
200:46
it like got in
200:47
and there was this lovely lovely woman
200:50
she was like the student services woman
200:53
weirdly enough with the same name and so
200:55
my friends that knew the story i'd
200:56
always say like
200:57
oh my god i used to know this teacher
200:59
that was the polar opposite of this
201:01
woman
201:01
she this this woman had she was maybe
201:04
like
201:05
50s or so the nicest lady you'd ever met
201:08
she was like everyone's shoulder to cry
201:10
on she'd fix any problems with teachers
201:13
she'd help you with homework she just
201:14
listened to you right
201:16
she was amazing but she had the same
201:18
name and i thought that was really funny
201:25
so during uh during this one like
201:27
student teacher conference we had a nice
201:29
like meeting together
201:31
uh everyone was in the hall they were
201:32
the head teacher was telling us about
201:34
this thing in the cafeteria
201:36
and the and miss dennis at the end of
201:38
the hall was you know standing next to
201:40
the head teacher sort of behind her just
201:41
listening in making sure everyone was
201:42
good
201:43
and then in walks the
201:47
other miss dennis and i go holy [ __ ]
201:51
this is getting real now and she gives
201:53
the other miss dennis a hug
201:56
and i re all of it clicks in my brain
201:58
the age difference is there miss dennis
202:00
the original one was 30s this
202:02
this miss dennis is in her mid 50s holy
202:04
[ __ ] it's mother and daughter
202:06
i these [ __ ] are related
202:09
wow the apple got flung
202:13
from that goddamn tree
202:17
oh my god wait i wasn't expecting that
202:20
yeah
202:21
i thought there would be that was a
202:22
[ __ ] plot twist that was a plot twist
202:26
no i died for some reason thought it was
202:28
some like where was like oh they're
202:29
gonna come back as a different person
202:32
no there's
202:36
knew and love uh ended up talking to me
202:38
at the end of that she came up to me
202:40
are we mate by the way mid mid ceremony
202:42
we made eye contact with each other
202:44
like but all three of us and she came up
202:47
after me
202:48
oh she came up after the ceremony the
202:49
nice one and said like
202:52
i don't know
202:56
blame them yeah it was she was just
202:59
i she said i heard you know my daughter
203:01
and i was like yeah we
203:02
we used to uh we used to get a chemistry
203:05
class
203:06
and she was like i heard you didn't get
203:07
along very well
203:10
oh no
203:14
although a testament to how nice miss
203:16
dennis was though the
203:17
the older one she um she she never bad
203:20
denied it she she was
203:21
lovely throughout the year she was just
203:23
that nice of a person
203:25
i said that to her daughter and she was
203:27
still that kind
203:29
oh my god wait the door
203:32
oh god the fact that's a repeat see i'm
203:34
the type of person that if i do
203:35
something diagram like
203:36
i'm never gonna talk to that person
203:37
again i'm gonna pretend they don't exist
203:39
so
203:39
what i did could not be held accountable
203:42
i would have just moved school
203:43
i would just be like no i thought that
203:46
was just
203:46
that's probably that yeah i thought that
203:48
was probably my best school
203:49
related story i think oh my god
203:53
yeah i she was she was nice throughout
203:56
the rest of the year she
203:57
she was nice after my
204:00
coincidentally my my most hated teacher
204:02
and then later on her mother being like
204:04
what my favorite
204:05
so yeah really really that is
204:09
weird that sounds like a movie yeah
204:12
what was the game no no i said mings did
204:16
you have favorite teachers
204:18
oh yeah definitely i feel like everyone
204:19
has that one teacher that you like
204:21
i was like my english teacher i keep
204:24
almost saying his name and then my my
204:27
my french teacher i had this thing where
204:31
in middle school i had the
204:33
worst math teacher ever and like i i
204:36
feel like i have ptsd from it she would
204:38
always
204:38
pick on me because i was so dumb with
204:41
math like i don't like i just don't get
204:43
it
204:43
she'll call me over to the blackboard
204:46
and she would just
204:47
literally scream at me and i would just
204:49
zone out like i'm not writing this [ __ ]
204:51
so she would just scream and scream and
204:54
she's really [ __ ] mean to me she
204:56
would just pick on me
204:57
but then you know high school i got like
205:00
the
205:01
i don't know i got blessed with the most
205:03
wholesome
205:05
very sweet very like caring teacher she
205:08
would explain everything really well
205:11
and then my english teacher she was
205:14
um first of all she was [ __ ] sexy and
205:17
like she's married
205:19
she was young she was sick she was
205:21
really nice
205:23
and then i mean my my pe
205:26
teacher was cool he was nice um
205:29
i think in hi like in middle school
205:31
there were demons like teachers were
205:33
demonic like the literature teacher
205:38
like i would oh my god i like i can't
205:40
but in high school it like kind of
205:42
changed
205:43
like everyone was a lot nicer middle
205:46
school though
205:47
really yeah middle school teachers were
205:51
horrible well except for my english
205:53
teacher i'm though right
205:54
like the higher level educations they
205:57
give more of a [ __ ]
205:58
like they care about you a bit more i
205:59
feel like the higher the higher like
206:01
as the more adult you get the teachers
206:03
get nicer actually
206:04
that's weird i feel like i had nicer
206:06
teachers in middle school because they
206:07
respect you like they see you as almost
206:09
an equal
206:10
but like the teachers who would like
206:12
teach children they're just [ __ ]
206:13
[ __ ] because they're like have this
206:14
power trip
206:15
i feel like teachers are just generally
206:17
[ __ ] [ __ ] who like i get to
206:19
dominate children in class so i've been
206:20
waiting oh my god
206:22
that's controversial you really think
206:24
that's the case
206:25
or is it because at least some teachers
206:28
that
206:28
enjoyed controlling children
206:35
and like they don't get food at home or
206:36
something like their wife steps on them
206:38
all day
206:39
and then they come into class next day
206:40
and just being mean to all the children
206:42
i'm serious like at least okay maybe
206:44
it's just the german thing
206:45
but there's at least a few teachers
206:47
[ __ ] to children
206:48
on purpose you can't tell me that
206:51
there's no teacher you know that has
206:52
been an [ __ ] to children on purpose
206:55
no okay yeah when they have a bad day i
206:58
thought it went
206:58
every single day but there's times when
207:00
like a teacher just had a [ __ ] that is
207:02
unnecessary just because they're angry
207:04
and this is why like i mean
207:07
that's why i went to college for i was
207:08
supposed to be you know a special needs
207:09
assistant
207:10
working with in a school for that [ __ ]
207:13
and on
207:14
every time i worked in a school it's
207:16
something that
207:17
i understand you have a bad day but it's
207:20
tough with children but i would know
207:21
it's like
207:22
miss um [ __ ] i keep almost saying their
207:24
name the the teacher that i was like
207:26
working with i was i was the special
207:28
needs of the special needs assistant of
207:30
the class where
207:31
anyone in the class that had special
207:32
needs i would give them the extra help
207:34
but she was like god's gracious angel
207:39
on a day she was good but on a day where
207:42
you could tell
207:42
something at home went bad she was
207:46
horrible to the children horrible like i
207:48
remember one time
207:50
it was an art class art class where it
207:53
was
207:53
free imagination it was it was more like
207:55
a stalling thing in the subjects you
207:57
know you do maths you do english
207:58
art class is like a stall thing for
208:00
where i was in the the little
208:02
preschool stuff and one kid came up and
208:05
they they drew i think it was like i
208:08
wasn't an angel
208:09
but it was something like it was
208:11
supposed to represent like kind of a
208:13
oh like all mighty type of [ __ ] but they
208:16
drew it in the color it was like
208:17
brown like leafy autumn colors where it
208:20
was like
208:20
red brown all this and she was having a
208:23
bad day and it wasn't the image she
208:25
wanted
208:26
and this was a child and she
208:30
ripped into this [ __ ] eight-year-old
208:33
she was like redo this read this
208:34
redo this this is why would you do why
208:36
would you color in this color i said
208:38
they all like
208:38
almighty maybe now that i think about
208:40
maybe she was racist or some [ __ ]
208:42
but i was sitting there like working
208:44
with josh i was working with the the
208:46
special needs
208:47
kid of the class in the corner where
208:48
because he needed the extra help
208:50
but i could always eavesdrop on her and
208:52
the way
208:53
she was treating like that was the worst
208:55
she treated all the art
208:56
terrible like she was horrible to all
208:58
the kids but that one was so [ __ ] bad
209:00
and i'm like what a [ __ ] [ __ ] but at
209:02
the same time
209:04
a bad day you know when you're in retail
209:05
if you've had a bad day you don't want
209:07
to do any effort but don't get into a
209:08
[ __ ]
209:09
more often than just one day right yeah
209:12
she did it on the the days that she was
209:14
feeling like
209:14
bad like she could be so nice
209:18
i don't know if he had this experience i
209:20
had a genuine like you know
209:22
pedophile teacher what
209:26
no teacher it was a genuine like p
209:29
word right and he was like telling peop
209:31
like telling y'all like
209:33
we were like first or second grade and
209:34
he was telling all the classmates to
209:36
like sit on his
209:36
lap on his lap and like he was like
209:39
doing the pony thing with him like
209:40
yeah a little bit of it you know when
209:42
you like bumped oh yeah on the way
209:47
one of the one of us actually reported
209:49
that like
209:50
us [ __ ] two second greatest went to
209:52
the [ __ ] principle and was like he's
209:53
doing this [ __ ] and it's weird
209:55
it was really weird like you could tell
209:56
he was weird we were making jokes about
209:58
how weird he was
209:58
i genuinely got fired like the next day
210:01
i've never had anything like
210:03
that similar [ __ ] freak like you
210:06
could tell he was weird you know he had
210:08
the [ __ ]
210:08
goggles that made his eyes like three
210:10
times the size
210:11
it's that's crazy i feel like this
210:14
happens a lot
210:15
like in so late late middle school so
210:18
like
210:18
eight a great there was um
210:22
we started physics class and we already
210:25
heard rumors how much of a creep he is
210:28
but he never got fired because
210:31
we just wouldn't have another physics
210:33
teacher
210:34
um and he would like ask girls to the
210:38
to the board and you know they would
210:41
like have cl
210:41
i don't know if they were baiting him or
210:43
anything and he would just stare at
210:45
their tits so
210:46
would call over girls with the most like
210:49
cleavage or like boobage and they would
210:52
just look at that
210:53
so yeah like a dangerous subject
210:58
they're like forget how do you like
210:59
employ a teacher and not notice that
211:02
he's a [ __ ] weirdo like if he
211:04
shows up to the interview and he's just
211:06
[ __ ] weird do you really employ him
211:08
don't you like think he's maybe bad
211:09
around children
211:14
do you have any more questions i do i
211:17
do however i feel bad because i realize
211:19
that you guys
211:20
are like eu too you guys are [ __ ]
211:24
you you know what i want i want
211:26
something where
211:27
i feel like this group you guys are
211:28
really easy to just talk to i want to
211:30
not even my podcast where it's olson
211:32
but we should do something again uh yeah
211:35
i'm like what do you even
211:37
do like maybe like maybe jack box jack
211:39
box will be fun
211:41
what's that you don't so jack okay jack
211:44
box seven
211:45
the others are kind of [ __ ] but jack box
211:47
seven oh my god it's a really [ __ ]
211:49
good game
211:50
but the newest one the newest one is way
211:52
[ __ ] better than any of the other
211:54
ones because it's like to do with the
211:55
internet stuff
211:56
okay right chat you saw it here they all
211:58
agreed they didn't even say yes but they
212:00
agreed
212:01
jack box with these [ __ ] again
212:05
is it on steam or something it's on
212:08
steam
212:09
but you don't need to buy it because if
212:11
one person has it then
212:12
why not because one person the host has
212:15
to have the game but no one else needs
212:17
it oh my god i feel bad now okay okay
212:20
let's play that i don't know what the
212:21
[ __ ] it is but let's do it
212:23
all right yeah yo what are we doing that
212:25
when we do how how free are your
212:26
schedules can i just like try
212:28
i'm always free i'm always free no
212:30
actually no no no this week
212:32
uh maybe tomorrow but i don't know if
212:35
you'll do it tomorrow
212:36
me personally i'm genuinely free 94 7 or
212:40
24 7. i mean
212:41
[ __ ] god 1934 thursday no
212:46
um um and friday and saturday now but we
212:49
can do like
212:50
when are you free when do you want well
212:52
no this week is pretty book for me but
212:54
like after sunday i have
212:55
no plans yet so hey yo anyone anyone for
212:58
jacksonville
212:59
okay sunday monday let's go
213:17
yes um i have this like
213:20
thing i'm doing on thursday and it's a
213:22
spelling bee and
213:24
i know that you are very fluent in
213:26
english and
213:27
irish yes
213:30
the the top winner would win a hundred
213:32
dollars i know that's pennies to you
213:35
after you know because you earn millions
213:38
of dollars
213:39
every stream what would you would you
213:41
like to
213:42
depart in particular i i i see i
213:46
think my i have something thursday but
213:48
it depends on the time
213:49
if it's on what let me know the time
213:52
thursday uh 2 p.m pst is that too early
213:56
2 pm pc okay iv iv what's my i don't
213:59
even know
214:00
my schedule my my assistant knows my
214:01
schedule i pay what am i doing
214:04
iv am i free at the time you figured it
214:06
out
214:08
yeah your schedule and it's we'll try
214:10
and sort it out
214:11
i'm [ __ ] crack that spelling give me
214:13
a word right now i'll spell it
214:15
holyoke s c
214:19
l is it a double l or one l it i think
214:23
it's a double
214:23
i don't even know i think it's s c o l e
214:27
[Music]
214:33
what does that mean that means your
214:35
tailbone oh
214:40
c-o-c-o-y-e-u-x
215:04
you told me it's double so that's on you
215:08
ah okay i take full responsibility i
215:11
didn't even know what the [ __ ] it was
215:12
spelled i had to
215:13
look it up fanboy
215:18
a what evie mboy
215:21
good job minks you're [ __ ] correct
215:24
okay i'll give you a word okay first
215:26
spell it right is cool okay
215:28
um easy accident
215:31
a c c i x
215:34
d e n p r a a c h
215:48
but then i can't even tell if she said
215:50
the right words so i don't know
215:55
okay who spells it first but no okay
215:58
okay i'll give you one more challenge
215:59
i'll give you one more teleport
216:00
okay favorite f
216:03
a v
216:16
but we're from europe
216:21
english is my second language i don't
216:23
know how to speak
216:24
we got to go the european way here we
216:26
have two we have to uk's
216:28
you put a you you put a u in it like a
216:30
man like
216:32
a word
216:40
[ __ ] up if you ever have the energy and
216:42
make me
216:43
like my brain work i'm about to go in
216:45
hard
216:48
w-i-f-i i think you would do really good
216:50
on the spelling bee
216:51
mink okay do you have a clip or not
216:54
terrible
216:55
right i'm going to finish off one last
216:57
question and then they have stitches are
216:58
good to go but we have to
217:00
we're going to do jack box next week
217:02
okay yes
217:03
yes i'm done i'm still down okay last
217:06
question
217:07
i'm about to piss myself again [ __ ] can
217:09
i can i go around really quickly i'll
217:11
i'll be yours
217:14
you go run because that's the question
217:17
did you see the stain she pissed she
217:19
pissed she pissed herself
217:21
god not what a nice chair though doesn't
217:23
that chair look fancy and the purple
217:24
with
217:25
it yeah but look i have a batman chair
217:28
i don't know
217:37
you ever get jealous of other people's
217:38
setups yeah oh no
217:40
minx holy [ __ ] you haven't seen mine
217:42
have you i've spent
217:44
i do have you ever seen the show setup
217:45
wars on youtube it's just a setup
217:49
i studied this [ __ ] i swear to god this
217:52
was my life for like a year i
217:53
built the desk it's a three meter long
217:56
piece of american black
217:58
walnut it's like force
218:01
it's a kitchen countertop it's finished
218:04
by me
218:05
i routed in all the [ __ ] there's usb
218:07
ports in the wood
218:09
there's my hdmi
218:14
yeah it's on a it's on a reclaimed wood
218:19
like
218:19
railway wood with acrylic block so it
218:22
looks like it's floating
218:23
it's on these two giant i mean they're
218:26
like two
218:26
giant legs right like tree trunks my guy
218:30
there's a slot out so you can plug in
218:32
there's a usb
218:33
hub under it all my monitors wall
218:36
mounted and i had gone through the brick
218:38
well this is what you're on right now
218:40
i can send you a picture it's beautiful
218:42
please please
218:44
thank you are you gonna send a picture
218:46
before you started [ __ ] putting your
218:48
trash on the table or after
218:50
before okay it's way worse than it is if
218:54
you walked into his room you'd be
218:55
you know in star wars episode four where
218:57
they get like in the trash
218:59
compactor and there's like a monster
219:01
down there no i don't know star wars
219:03
episode
219:04
episode before they go like in the trash
219:06
thing and there's like a monster in
219:07
there that wraps around the legs
219:09
that's friend's [ __ ] room like you go
219:12
in there and just
219:13
get murdered but like a [ __ ] like
219:15
thing like octopus
219:17
in the trash i love hentai i liked it
219:20
too what was that
219:22
you don't know your mind do you love
219:23
hand tire no you say
219:25
[ __ ] about anime i love hentai
219:29
i do minx if you are very nice to me
219:33
what's your favorite hentai um i don't
219:36
know the name but it's one that it has
219:37
like six episodes
219:40
i spread it yeah it's one that it has a
219:42
storyline but it's just like
219:44
oh i wish i knew the name it's in my
219:47
nose
219:48
yes i'd like to see that it's good
219:51
it's good minks if you behave nicely and
219:53
you are nice to me in the future i will
219:54
send you the
219:55
privately made hentai between me and
219:57
finn
219:58
no you better send it to me before it's
220:00
released or then it won't be easy
220:02
you want me to send the [ __ ] right now
220:04
yeah what is that vision right now
220:06
it's a work in progress hentai of me
220:08
topping him
220:10
it's nuts it's so good
220:13
it's so good all right okay
220:16
but i don't think she would be watching
220:18
that i've seen like literally
220:21
it was like it was it was i watched it
220:24
with friends as a joke it's not an
220:26
enjoyable hentai is it like
220:29
no hero academia
220:44
it's bad it's bad all right the final
220:47
question
220:48
of the night do you want twitch or
220:51
online influencing whatever you
220:53
call yourself do you want it to be your
220:55
full-time job or do you have any other
220:57
plans in the future for now
221:00
yes because i'm still young i don't know
221:04
but for now yes absolutely i definitely
221:07
want content creation to be like that's
221:10
that's definitely something i want to
221:12
continue i don't know whether i want
221:13
strictly
221:14
twitch but if it [ __ ] if it keeps up
221:16
dude i'll take it you know
221:17
yeah personally i make too much money to
221:20
throw it away
221:22
uh if i can keep this up for a few more
221:24
years i can purely live off investments
221:26
and
221:27
chilling for the rest of your life doing
221:29
nothing living off
221:31
like passive income come on like it's a
221:35
dream
221:35
right sure i do i do like
221:38
doing stuff at some points there's like
221:40
i miss school
221:42
sometimes where it's like you know just
221:44
being with people social interaction i
221:46
do miss that
221:47
but ever since i got more confident in
221:49
myself i got more like
221:51
blah blah blah right i got more like
221:54
self-confident
221:55
like reaching out to people like you
221:56
guys uh just like talking to you guys
221:59
i don't feel like the need for this
222:00
interaction anymore i can get it by
222:02
myself
222:03
you know how many people are forced to
222:04
talk to me it's [ __ ] abusive at this
222:06
point
222:07
finn i i damn them like talk to me now
222:10
and it happened right
222:11
minx i was like hey yo you wanna [ __ ]
222:14
drink
222:14
and she was like yeah
222:18
and it's just nice you know i just as
222:21
the more you love yourself i think the
222:22
more you're outgoing the more you're
222:24
confident
222:25
and you know i i think i i'm able to
222:27
talk to other people
222:28
and the social interaction even if it's
222:30
online i mean come on we're live in the
222:32
[ __ ] future what's the difference
222:33
between talking on discord and [ __ ]
222:35
being able to touch each other who gives
222:37
a [ __ ] man
222:38
i'm i'm just happy with online we're
222:41
like from different countries too
222:42
so we're connected right now to the
222:45
wonders of technology
222:46
yeah it's great i enjoyed it i enjoyed
222:49
it
222:50
you know i don't see a difference
222:51
between talking to you guys right now
222:52
and seeing you [ __ ] on the same
222:54
college show
222:55
right yeah it's like i'm gonna do a fake
222:57
punch you're like throw something at you
222:58
it's
222:59
the same way that's the one thing when
223:00
people were like well i'm glad that
223:02
finally it's like
223:03
online like in the past i feel like now
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it's becoming more of a norm but in the
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past all my online friends people will
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be like
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ew you spend like hours a day talking to
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someone online
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and now all these [ __ ] you're the
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pandemic have online friends i'm like
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suck my ass now it's cool you can't
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leave your house yeah we've been doing
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it for
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far longer than you yeah yeah what
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really is the difference between
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real life friends and online friends
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they're the same [ __ ] friends
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man it's all based on personality you
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show the exact same personality on
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discord than you do in real life
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it's just no honestly i feel like online
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friends are better in a sense i feel
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like
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you don't know them you can open like i
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feel like everyone in real life no
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matter how close you are you fake
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something because you're going to see
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them every day online even more open
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yeah you're even more open they don't
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you can do whatever
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you want online and you can stop your
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existence like you can delete everything
223:52
and then restart so you feel more people
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that connect with you in a sense because
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you can rant about whatever you want you
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can love whatever you want you can just
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be yourself and then you find people
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that relate to you
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my best friends in the entire world
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people who i see as my family
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i have met online i've met on twitter
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i've met on discord i've spent
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years years with them talking online and
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i see them as family they're closest
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people i have in my [ __ ] life
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and i don't see them any differently
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because i talk to them through a [ __ ]
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microphone
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they can hear me i can hear them they
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can see me i can see them we meet up
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occasionally what else do you want
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there's nothing else that
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real life can offer touch hey what are
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you weirdo
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who cares about touching i i feel like
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you can even met
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even better friends than you would irl
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on the internet
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and then you do end up meeting them and
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you you have this like
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beautiful friendship and you know
224:46
what happened was you the the beauty of
224:48
online friendships is you are so pretty
224:50
girl i heard of each other
224:51
what i'm just watching you talk you're
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like
224:55
how's the words that ethereal ethereal
224:57
she's just like a
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it's a being that is just so pretty
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look at her she's glowing now
225:05
i'm the one supposed to be simping for
225:07
you we all simply were grim tonight
225:14
like internet like maybe 10 years ago
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people
225:18
would be like oh my gosh so cringe why
225:20
why the [ __ ] would you do that but
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genuinely i've met so many great people
225:24
online that i would consider
225:26
way closer friends that i would from
225:29
school
225:30
but you know even then from school uh
225:32
friends
225:33
would be still cool but it just i feel
225:35
like you
225:36
can share more with the online friends
225:39
just like you guys said you can be more
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open
225:42
less judgment all of that so i met my
225:46
literally my my the closest people in my
225:48
life online there's no one i see closer
225:50
than people i've met online
225:51
i don't know why but maybe it's just the
225:53
way i live but the peop
225:55
the few people that i am most
225:58
close with right now people i literally
226:00
see as my family right
226:01
i'm sure you guys have someone like that
226:03
on [ __ ] discord that you think
226:04
this is my family right in [ __ ] worst
226:07
days worst nights
226:08
er [ __ ] apocalypse these would be the
226:11
people you messaged you talked to for
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the
226:13
last time on your deathbed these are the
226:14
people you'd [ __ ] call
226:16
these people i've met on the internet
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and it doesn't [ __ ] matter because we
226:19
are in an age of technology
226:21
where i don't have to write [ __ ]
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letters i can talk to these people
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i can these people can see me just as
226:27
well as they would in real life
226:30
we are still real people i'm talking to
226:32
you right now it doesn't matter if it's
226:33
through a [ __ ] screen
226:34
you can see me you can hear me you can
226:36
experience me right
226:38
i can't see you you can experience me
226:40
it's just you know you're real people
226:42
i'm real people
226:43
and it's just friendships it doesn't
226:44
matter if it's if you can touch each
226:46
other or not like
226:48
like try this come on guys put your put
226:50
your palms together yes
226:52
oh my gosh
226:57
didn't [ __ ] wipe actually oh come on
227:00
you didn't wipe right after we sniff our
227:02
hands
227:14
you know what i mean though yeah
227:22
oh by the way i'm gonna i'm gonna brag
227:24
about the uh the setup for a second's
227:26
take away from the wholesomeness oh yeah
227:27
quickly
227:29
check general real quick okay this is
227:31
actually used
227:32
that's my that's that used to be the
227:34
wall when i first
227:35
oh i thought this was your eyes i'll say
227:37
hey hang on
227:38
nice looking [ __ ] coming
227:44
bro oh oh
227:48
[ __ ]
227:50
[Music]
227:52
that's really good upgrade fog
227:56
oh you got a whole ass [ __ ]
228:00
god damn yeah how did your monitors flow
228:03
wait what did you see you did
228:05
yeah see that like all mess of the wall
228:07
back there i had like
228:08
i specifically like i i got my uh my
228:12
friend's like dad who did house
228:13
renovations he was like
228:14
i said hey how do i get through brick
228:16
he's like he gave me a big jackhammer
228:17
he's like this
228:18
and he and we just went at the wall with
228:20
it and we put wires through the wall
228:22
just to have the floating monitors
228:24
[Music]
228:26
how long did that take you oh yeah i
228:29
mean
228:30
dude the whole house was just this room
228:34
i'd say probably like a month but
228:37
it's mainly like because the all of the
228:39
desk was me and my dad
228:40
this is like a testament to uh you know
228:44
so gorgeous wow yeah it's really nice
228:47
but it doesn't look like that anymore it
228:49
looks like a [ __ ]
228:50
like garbage it looks beautiful there's
228:52
a better pc on it now too
228:54
but look you know that picture of the
228:58
table leg that's taken from the same
228:59
height you can see like my usb ports in
229:01
it like uh
229:02
the that like uh like round cut out
229:06
thing
229:06
from like the desk height oh yeah by the
229:08
way that's the thing the entire
229:10
underneath of the desk you should see it
229:12
it's like all routed out all in like a
229:14
criss-cross pattern so all the wires
229:16
are in line with it oh my god that's
229:19
heaven for a streamer
229:21
you know give up streaming fizzy just
229:23
become like a
229:24
setup person for the streamers to charge
229:26
an amount that is like
229:27
unreal i would kill for that setup
229:31
i know this is what like this is the
229:33
dream right like i i started off doing
229:34
youtube and everything to get a
229:36
a nice like set up because i'm a nerd
229:39
and like a house and i
229:40
i did it i accomplished my goal i'm very
229:42
proud of it yes we're proud of you
229:44
that's amazing
229:45
let's go yeah yeah
229:49
the desks my baby i think i really like
229:51
it did everyone answer their final
229:53
questions
229:54
what questions um
229:59
oh what's true do you want twitch to be
230:01
your main career path that was it
230:10
if it can continue it will you know
230:12
that's the thing i feel like
230:13
that's my worst mindset i'm like i'd
230:15
love this spoon for every job but with
230:17
the
230:17
competitive side the only reason i'm
230:19
like no is because i'm very
230:21
even though people think i'm not passive
230:23
i'm kind of passive where i'm like
230:25
ugh trying to fight climb to the top
230:27
stay on top
230:28
is so much effort you said
230:31
yeah like where you're just like like
230:34
you don't want to
230:36
it sounds completely not like me where i
230:38
don't want to fight i don't want to like
230:39
claw my way to the top i'm just sitting
230:41
here you don't have to dream
230:44
and then [ __ ] be like [ __ ] you [ __ ]
230:46
i'm gonna [ __ ]
230:47
top you over xqc that kind of [ __ ]
230:50
you know yeah but it it it hurts because
230:53
everybody wants that so you don't know
230:54
the real people in the community i feel
230:56
like
230:57
there's there's stuff god i can't even
230:59
say this but there's stuff that's gonna
231:01
be
231:02
coming out sometime this year about
231:04
people that i thought were
231:05
some of my best friends and it hurts me
231:08
because i'm like i was so blindsided by
231:12
it
231:13
and it's kind of been talked about
231:15
mildly
231:16
like miami or what the
231:19
it's being hinted at but there's
231:22
something coming out and it's
231:24
people will know when they know you
231:27
should but you don't know anyone been
231:29
praying
231:30
no i don't know what you're talking
231:31
about but good for you or it sucks that
231:33
happens i didn't really listen
231:35
good for you but it looks what happens
231:38
well
231:38
well boys it's [ __ ] 3 a.m grim
231:42
it's 5 a.m for you i'm so sorry i'm so
231:44
sorry
231:45
no i literally you made my week i mean
231:48
i'm so
231:48
sorry it's 4am for me
231:52
it's 4am for you yeah god it's so late
231:56
forever i hate
231:57
usually when when the cast dips it's
231:59
always the american or the eu people
232:01
that dip
232:01
tonight with the americans and the eu
232:03
people are like what is wrong with you
232:05
[ __ ] crackheads
232:08
hanging out with all of you and you
232:10
thanks for the opportunity
232:12
to meet new people it was wonderful i
232:14
love talking to new people
232:16
i am i got a little bit drunk to be
232:18
honest i will have to apologize
232:19
i didn't know that this wasn't the drunk
232:21
path i thought this was the one where we
232:23
get [ __ ] wasted
232:24
no i'm going to reinvite you to the drum
232:26
cast because you are going to get
232:27
sloshed it's
232:28
it's like we ask really spicy questions
232:30
that people don't want to answer and if
232:32
you don't answer you have to take a
232:33
whole ass shot
232:34
it's bad i love the drum cast but it
232:38
ends early because it's just it gets too
232:40
[ __ ] up too quick
232:41
sorry for being drunk and interruptive
232:44
that that was my bad i thought i thought
232:46
it was a drunk ass whatever
232:47
i take all what i said bed back or no
232:50
you were perfect no you were perfect
232:55
no i was expecting myself to get
232:56
canceled whatever you were perfect
232:58
itachi oh my god cool right okay thank
233:01
you for the opportunity i love meeting
233:02
new people
233:03
you're very nice grandma or is that your
233:05
name grandma
233:06
now you're very nice too call me
233:08
grimester
233:09
whatever actually the first time we
233:12
talked you're pretty nice
233:13
finn i cannot say the same for you
233:15
you're a [ __ ] [ __ ]
233:17
i'll defend you i'll say you're really
233:20
nice so i don't think so no i'm not
233:22
gonna be out here finn you just put
233:23
you were too much tonight the energy the
233:25
negativity brought to the podcast
233:27
did bring us down a bit i mean finish
233:29
just terrible first and overall so you
233:31
should just like
233:32
kick him on right now yeah no no we will
233:35
we'll all do jack box next week we just
233:37
won't invite finn
233:39
oh my god no i won't you know i would
233:43
rather line
233:43
it like in england right ireland
233:46
scotland
233:47
they're fine i've raped you and called
233:50
you a man so many times i i don't
233:54
finn doesn't even care it's like finally
233:55
this is what i deserve
234:01
all right guys thank you so much for
234:02
coming again and
234:04
if you're down to come on another
234:05
podcast uh because i do reinvite people
234:08
if you but please next time [ __ ]
234:10
stream you
234:10
[ __ ] okay fine
234:14
maybe maybe all right thank you all
234:16
again um
234:18
it's you saw their names online chat
234:21
please check them out they're amazing
234:23
people follow me on twitter for sure
234:25
thank you all bye
234:28
love you bye
234:33
oh we're still in the discord we always
234:34
see that one awkward thing
234:36
oh wow bye bye i always
234:39
do that i always [ __ ] do that
234:45
um they were great
234:48
they were
234:53
crackheads they were crackheads
234:58
they were i need to do something with
235:01
them in the future even
235:02
even i need i need murita and i need
235:05
finn on a drum cast
235:07
but i need them together on jack box
235:10
games
235:11
they're all confident in their own way
235:13
in their own